Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Sick!!!

Been sick for a couple of days now. A very bad combination of asthma and colds. really feeling like crap, but at least my head is still functioning.

Test!!!

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.



You Are Death

You symbolize the end, which can be frightening.
But you also symbolize the immortality of the soul.
You represent transformation, rebirth of a new life.
Sweeping away the past is part of this card, as painful as it may be.

Your fortune:

Don't worry, this card does not predict death itself.
Instead it foreshadows the ending of an era of your life, one that is hard to let go of.
But with the future great new things will come, and it's time to embrace them.
Mourn for a while, but then face the future with humility and courage.



You Are Somewhat Machiavellian

You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead...
But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself.
You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place.
You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to!


You Are The Wheel of Fortune

You represent the cycles of life, death, and rebirth.
You embrace change, the the ups and downs of life.
Fate is something you accept, even when you could possibly change things.
Big things tend to happen to you more than other people.

Your fortune:

Something huge is about to happen in your life, and you have little control over it.
You must accept your destiny, but luckily it is good fortune that has come your way.
Big things and big changes are about to come your way.
And while things will be intense for a while, they will be followed by a period of rest.

Monday, February 20, 2006

BAYWALK

Finally! after the months of not hanging out with each other (Yes, we see each other every sunday in church, but we have to wear our halos there). We finally found some time to go out. Hope this happen more often.

I have no idea whos idea was this.

This was after the food cravings. Look how sated we are.

Me, Chelle, my brother Vice, Lhen, Uny, Rose, and JV.

Friday, February 17, 2006

FACTS ABOUT LOVE

My sister gave me this list, no idea why but it is really funny and true.

1.If you meet a woman, and you like her, then she...
-has a boyfriend
-is a lesbian
-has many friends she prefers to you
-doesn't notice you're there

2.If a girl likes you, then you won't know before she has lost her interestin you and it is impossible to get her back.

3.If you meet a girl who likes you, and you like her, and she doesn't have aboyfriend, then she will have one within the week, and it isn't you.

4.The only way to win a girl is to take her love for granted (if you keepquestioning it, she'll get tired of you).

5.If you take love for granted, everything will just go to hell.

6.If you don't have a girlfriend, there's always someone to remind you about it.

7.If you know a girl, date her, etc. etc. and in the end tell her that youlove her, you won't hear from her again for the rest of your life.

8.About who picks you up:
-If you're heterosexual, then homosexuals will try to pick you up.
-If you're homosexual, then heterosexuals will try to pick you up.
-If you're bi-sexual, then noone will try to pick you up.

9.If you have a friend who knows a girl who is desperately looking for a boy,he'll splice her with someone else.

10.About finding love:
-If you hope that you have found love, you'll get very disappointed.
-If you think that you have found love, you're wrong.
-If you know that you have found love, you have been misinformed.
-If you have found love, you won't know about it before it is lost.

11.There's always someone who is happy for his/her entire life, and it isn'tyou.

12.If you both love something, she'll hate it next week.

13.About winning/losing:
-If you don't have anything to lose, you won't win.
-If you have something to lose, you'll lose it.
-If you don't have anything to win, you'll win so that you can losemore.

14.If she's having a good time, it's not because of you.

15.About dating:
-If she didn't say anything, she'll bring her boyfriend she never toldyou about.
-If she arrives with her girlfriend, it's because she wants some kind ofprotection, not to put the two of you together.
-If she comes alone, it's because she looks at you as a friend, andthere isn't a chance in the world you'll ever be more

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Happy Valentine's

Happy Valentine’s Day everyone!!! May all of you find that person that you can't live without. For those who have found that someone cherish every moment spent and never take it for granted. Love is one thing nobody seems to understand but everybody yearns for it, even the most jaded and cynical of us in this world secretly needs to love and to be love in return.

Sometimes in our quest for love, we take for granted the love that surrounds us. The one that comes from people we never took time to notice. I myself have made that mistake. I been blindly been seeking out something I thought was love without realizing that I was surrounded with the one thing I’ve been looking for.

Now I’m grateful to all those who loved, and love, and will love me. You made life worth living.

Saturday, February 11, 2006

TEN THINGS I LOVE BEING A PILIPINO

A friend ask me to list things i love being here in the pilipino. Took me awhile to figure out what i like coz "there are so many things I love being a pilipino". Most or all these things are not original from me some are things I've learn from and heard from others. So here they are in no particular order:

1. The Barrel Man, for those who don't know what a barrel man is it's a wooden figure of an indian inside a barrel, and if you lift the barrel, "toink!" something comes pops out that I do not want to remember (emotional trauma).

2. The Bulalo. I love sucking the bone marrow out of those pig knuckles, the cholesterol is at it again.

3. The world is my urinal! Yes, Pilipino Males still do it. They still mark their territory by peeing on walls, post, trees (actually, any vegetation that is enough to cover it.), and cars.

4. Streetfoods, from fishball, taho, samalamig to quek-quek, bopis, tokneneng, iud, adidas to the really " I really need a booster shoot for hepatitis a, b, to c.

5. When the world is in chaos, there is political instability, the market is down, the value of money is down and prices are skyrocketing, when everyone in the is panic. It's just an ordinary day here in the Philippines.

6. In the face adversary, pilipino's would laugh their way out of it. Yes, we would just laugh at it. Now imagine what we are doing during times of plenty.

7. We are the only people that responds to pssts and hoy. And we know who is being called.

8. Our names, more precisely our nicknames. Imagine seeing 50 years old men and women name boy, totoy, baby, nene, etc. Also who could forget len-len, bong-bong, ten-ten, etc...

9. Traffic here in manila. An american friend once commented that the philppines has the most parking space in the world, coz all the cars are always parked.

10. Lastly, ME! of course this country won't be the same without me. So backed off assholes!

Thursday, February 09, 2006

RANTING

TANGINANG BUHAY ITO!!!

I just wanted to shout it out. well that felt good.

I've been in angst mode lately, so it's really affected my life. The problem is I have no idea why I'm feeling this. Maybe, I can't figure out a way to say my feelings to this girl I really like. I've been acting like a jerk when she around (like we see each other a lot), but thats the point when those rare moments comes up, my tongue begins to say words that would embarass anyone. Or I got low grade in trigonometry eventhough I studied until my mind stop working.

Well enough of these, time for some fun.
I'm going to do what's right and live my life to the fullest
MAGVIVIDEOKE AKO!!!
hehehe!( that was quick, from depress to happy)

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Tongue Tied

I have to admit it! There nothing I could do about it. I have to confess "TORPE AKO!!!" Its true, yes I can express myself at times but when it comes to a girl i like, I either don't say what i want to say or blurt the most embarassing thing I could say. There! now everybody knows why in the world I'm still alone. Now if i could only a way to get over this.

Maybe I'll just sing. It always work for some. So here it goes....

Hehehe! just realized, nobody can here me. In case you're wondering here what i have been singing.


Why Don't You And I Lyrics

Since the moment I spotted you,
Like walking around with little wings on my shoes,
My stomach's filled with the butterflies,

Ooh, and it's all right,
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud,
I'd got the feeling like I'm never gonna come down,
If I'd said I didn't like it then you'd know I lied,

Everytime I try to talk to you,
I get tongue-tied,
It turns out that everything I say to you,
Comes out wrong and never comes out right.

So I'll say why don't you and I,
Get together and take on the world and be together forever,
Heads we will, Tails we'll try again,
So I'll say why don't you and I,
Hold each other and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven,
Cause without you they're never gonna let me in.

When's this fever going to break?
I think I've handled more than any man can take,
I'm like a love-sick puppy chasing you around,

Ooh, and it's all right,
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud,
I got the feeling like I'm never gonna come down,
If I'd said I didn't like it then you'd know I lied.

Everytime I try to talk to you,
I get tongue-tied,
It turns out that everything I say to you,
Comes out wrong and never comes out right.

So I'll say why don't you and I,
Get together and take on the world and be together forever,
Heads we will, Tails we'll try again,
So I'll say why don't you and I,
Get together and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven,
Cause without you they're never gonna let me in.

Slowly I begin to realize,
This is never going to end
Right about the same time you walk by,
And I say 'Oh here we go again',
Oh!

Everytime I try to talk to you,
I get tongue-tied,
It turns out that everything I say to you,
Comes out wrong and never comes out right.

So I'll say why don't you and I,
Get together and take on the world and be together forever,
Heads we will, Tails we'll try again,
So I'll say why don't you and I,
Get together and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven,
Cause without you they're never gonna let me in.

So I'll say why don't You and I,
Get together and take on the world and be together forever,
Heads we will, Tails we'll try again,
So I'll say you why don't You and I,
Get together and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven,
Cause without you they're never gonna let me in.

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Who Are You? Who? Who? Who?


Just finish watching CSI season 1 to 4. Man! It was the best, gonna watch all over again and I have to hunting for the other seasons. Fell in love with Jorja Fox (a.k.a Sara Sidle). My cousins laughing at me coz i really find her hot, but what the heck i love her. Though sometimes, she kinda reminds of someone I really like or is it the other way around. i don't know. well, here that song again

who are you? who,who,who?

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

WATER DOG

Last saturday was the chinese new year's eve, and the AEGIS open meet where I hanged out some friends. we were dicussing the chinese zodiac signs and I got curious about mine and here is mine.

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Dog people are loyal and honest and obedient, guardians of the house at night. They can be counted on to keep secrets and for always doing the right thing. They can be emotionally distant and do not mix well in social gatherings where they are often seen as wallflowers. They do better with one-on-one relationships and find happiness in the happiness they bring to others, such as finding the most perfect gifts for their friends. While it is true that they have sharp tongues and are a bit stubborn and eccentric, in a work situation they tend to work very well with other people. What is more, they always seem to have money and make excellent leaders. Because of their high moral stance, they are inspiring beyond measure.

Water Dogs are real charmers, easily attracting friends and colleagues into their inner circle. Handling the ins and outs of human relations is so easy for them! They know how to smooth over any personal situation with their kind, honest, easy-going nature. Always empathetic, always rational, their ability to play Devil's Advocate helps open up whole new ways of approaching problems and finding solutions. Their views on life are expansive because of an ingrained wanderlust which has taken and will continue to take them to exotic locales about the globe. They adapt like chameleons to new environments and new people and their lives are all-encompassing, full of rich adventure. Financial and career success comes to the Water Dogs later in life -- just watch these late bloomers burst open! Regarding their love life, when it comes to dating and romance, their temperature ranges from hot to cold, from one extreme to another. Sometimes they want a commitment, other times they run Geronimo. But, when true love finally comes, and it will, they have it made. Their relationships are filled with good honest communication and genuine kindness and total caring for their partner. Marriage will be as firm as the Rock of Gibraltar.

Gifs!!!

I've been trying to put gifs in my blog, but it doesn't seem to work. Must find someone to teach me how this work.

I'm getting old (I'm only 23)! Feeling aches and pain that didn't exsists before. Must go to spa one of this days. Now if i can only find the time.

Friday, January 27, 2006

SHOWING ALL YOUR CARDS

I've always been a firm believer of being honest of what you truly are. Lately, I'm i've become someone who is "what you see is what you get". Unfortunately, I found out that you can be really too honest or too trusting. Maybe, Im the kind of guy that nobody would like for being plainly me. Maybe I always need that shroud of mystery around me (ok, I'm going to stop now. Self-pitying again).

What the hell! I like who I am and if they have a problem with that it's not my fault anymore. Yes, I did a lot stupid things in life and I am pretty messed up in life, but that's who I am, that what makes me Urim Hernandez. I can't change that for anyone, been doing that for all my life, I think its my turn now to be who I really am.

A sick, demented, depressed, messed-up bastard who just want to be happy and loved.

Friday, January 13, 2006

TIME HEALS ALL THINGS.

Well its been more than a year since then so i'm glad to say i'm happy with my life. Never felt so happy for awhile. I can honestly say "all is well" with my life. Yes, there are problems, but there is nothing i can't handle. Thanks to all who stuck with me everything, and to all i meet and help me along the way. My gratitude is yours always.

Now if i can only find a girl to be with. Nights are getting lonely. hehehe

Thursday, January 12, 2006

CHRISTMAS PIC

A little late, but better late than never.


The Hernandez Clan, well most of it.


Noche Buena!!! The reason for the extra pounds

Friday, January 06, 2006

Can't Stop Singing!!!

This is starting to be a trend now in my head. These songs are playing regularly in my head. Heck!!! at least they're good.

LEMON TREE

I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast
I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree

I'm sitting here
I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired
Put myself into bed
Well, nothing ever happens and I wonder

Isolation is not good for me
Isolation I don't want to sit on the lemon-tree

I'm steppin' around in the desert of joy
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen and you wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And I wonder, wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon-tree


"Back 2 Good"

It's nothing, it's so normal you
Just stand there I could say so much
But I don't go there cuz I don't want to
I was thinking if you were lonely
Maybe we could leave here and no one would know
At least not to the point that we would think so

Everyone here, knows everyone here is thinking about
Somebody else
It's best if we all keep it under our heads
I couldn't tell, if anyone here was feeling the way I do
But I'm lonely now, and I don't know how
To get it back to good

This don't mean that, you own me
This ain't no good, in fact it's phony as hell
But things worked out just like you wanted too
If you see me out you don't know me
Try to turn your head, try to give me some room
To figure out just what I'm going to do

And everyone here, hates everyone here for doing just like
They do
It's best if we all keep this quiet instead
And I couldn't tell, why everyone here was doing me like
They do
But I'm sorry now, and I don't know how
To get it back to good

Everyone here, is wondering what it's like to be with
Somebody else
Everyone here's to blame, everyone here
Gets caught up in the pleasure of the pain, everyone hides
Shades of shame, but looking inside we're the same, we're
The same
And we're all grown now, but we don't know how
To get it back to good

Everyone here, knows everyone here is thinking 'bout
Somebody else
It's best if we all keep this under our heads
I couldn't tell, if anyone here was feeling the way I do
But it's over now, and I don't know how, it's over now
There's no getting back to good

LOVE LOST

We have to part ways. I didn't want too, but it was necessary. If we stayed together who knows what might happen and i'm not really in the position to make another rash decision. So i just agreed with her decision. She was right in the first place. So I'm right here alone again but at least happy that i made the right choice and was spared from the pain and sorrow i might experience. And for her, my thanks, and maybe someday things will be different. :)

Friday, December 30, 2005

Burden of Responsibility!!!

I felt like crap yesterday. My uncle got mad at me coz the xbox got busted. My cousins apparently plugged it in a 220 socket, unfortunately I was responsible for the whole thing. I'm not trying to excuses, but I was really doing a lot of things so i kinda the xbox until my uncle called and told that the xbox was broken. Now I know how it feels when those cartoon characters shrink coz of guilt and the person mad them grows bigger. Feel a little better now, considering kuya told me that its ok. I wish I still have my happy pills!!!

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

EXALTED 2ND EDITION


Can't wait for the pdf. hehehe!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Merry Christmas and to all a good night!!! Okay, I might be a little to late in saying this (Damn computer have to break down!! #@!#%%@%@). But nothing you can do about it. So, let us be a little careful with what we put in our mouths coz it will go directly to our waist. hehehe!!!

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Cursed you Damien Rice!!!

Can't stop singing "Cannonball". Old feelings on how good it was to be in love coming back. Ahhh! how great was the feeling of being in the arms of the person you love. Have to forget someone and move on coz of some reasons. Then this song keep playing in my head and i can't stop singing( still singing while typing this). what the heck here are the lyrics for those who don't know the song.

"Cannonball"

Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on

Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little BIT of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer EACH DAY
Still I can't SAY what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer TO ME
So close that I can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't WANNA scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know