Tuesday, March 29, 2005

First night

So this is how it works. Well if anyone is reading this, and wondering why in the world am i doing this? Its because this is the only way I can really express myself now. Got hurt really bad cuz I showed my emotions. Now Im even fucking scared of smiling for fear of getting hurt.

Haven't slept for days now. I just lie in my bed feeling sick and tired of myself for hours until the sun rises. Then I have to act that everything is fucking okay in my life. Some of you might ask why am i feeling like this well that another story.

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