Wednesday, October 19, 2005

QUIZ

Can't sleep so i decided to take some tests

angelicevil
Angelic Evil


What type of evil being are you inside?
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Regret
Dominant Personality: Regret

Good Traits: You don't forget what's
happened. You take the time to yourself to [try
to] get over it.

Bad Traits: You never do get over it.
You're living in the past. You can't change it.

People see you as: A shadow (you're always
left behind), honest, and wise. You may act
like you've been through horrible ordeals that
no one can relate to. The honesty is almost a
plus, but being too honest is your problem. You
don't like being lied to, so you choose not to
lie either.

You're Most Like: Protected. After what
you've experienced you closed up, trying to
figure out what's wrong with you. You're more
extroverted to cover up your feelings, unlike a
protected person.

You Need More: Disappointment. This may
sound off, but you do need it. You have to get
out of the past, and focus on the future.


What's your dominant trait? (10 unique results)
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suicide
Your death will be suicide....Most likely because
people won't except you or love you or because
you hate life itself...You have constent
thoughts of suicide daily....and you plan when
you will. Someday it will happen....You most
likely die alone in your house...with nothing
but dark music playing. You'll probably write a
sucide note and die right by your bed side....


How Will You Die And Why? .:Beautiful Dark Pics:.
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You're a SOLAR EXALTED
SOLAR EXALTED: You are a chosen of the Unconquered
Sun.
The SOLAR EXALTED are the heroic defenders of
justice, the natural rulers of Creation and the
bringers of wonders. In the First Age they were
betrayed and destroyed, but now, after hundreds
of years, they are back to save the world of
its many dangers, fighting the enemies of
Creation and taking the control back from the
Terrestrial Exalted, their betrayers.
The SOLAR EXALTED are the ultimate heroes and are
here to guide Creation to a new age of
resplendent gold and brightness. However, their
multiple enemies are prepared to offer a great
battle and there are some ancient creatures who
still remember why the children of the Sun were
killed the first time... the real reason for
their purge from Creation.


Exalted: -What kind of being would you be in the Age of Sorrows?-
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Dawn Caste Warrior
You are a Dawn Caste! The power of the Unconquered
Sun lets you attain new levels of ass-kicking
power!


What Caste Of Solar Exalted Are You?
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

COLOR QUIZ

Took a color quiz. Here are the results.




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That sounds a lot like me. At least we know the problem, time to have a solution.

Update on my Life

Well haven't felt relax and good about myself for a while. So things are really looking up, considering the fact i was flat on my back anyway just want to give my self a pat on my back

Monday, October 17, 2005

Songs for her



Sleeping To Dream
words by jason mraz
music by jason mraz & peter stuart

I'm dreaming of sleeping next to you I'm feeling like a lost little boy in a brand new town
I'm counting my sheep and each one that passes is another dream to ashes
and they all fall down.

As I lay me down tonight,
I close my eyes and what a beautiful sight

I'm sleeping to dream about you
I'm so tired of having to live without you
So I'm sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired

I found myself in the riches (Your eyes, your lips, your hair.) Well you were everywhere
But I woke up in the ditches. I hit the light and I thought you might be here
but you were nowhere. You were nowhere at home.

As I lay me back to sleep
Lord I pray that I can keep

Sleeping to dream about you
I'm so tired of having to live without you
So I'm sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired

(It's just a little a lullaby to keep myself from crying myself to sleep at night.)

Sleeping to dream about you
I'm so tired of having to live without you
So I'm sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired

This one's for you April

SO FAR SO GOOD

Well finally dealt with my issues with my religion. yes, i'm officially disfellowshipped from ny church. but honestly felt good about it. starting my life in he right foot right now. still in love with her. but what the heck im enjoying my life right now to care about it. except for the dreaming of her part every night all is well. anyway, thank god for peace of mind.

Saturday, October 01, 2005

New Start

I realize something last night. It wasn't my fault. I gave it all. I had to sacrifice everything in my life for her. So feel much better now. I still love her and may always will, but that doesn't mean I can find someone else. So I have decided to find someone whom i can trust and love. And as my dad says someone who stand by my side no matter what. So God help in this step I'm gonna make.

Crap!!! I'm getting old. Turning 23 next saturday. Well been depress for years now. Experience a lot things that i wish to forget, but hell that life i have to move on and do something about. I have tried to stand up a lot of times and have kept on falling flat on my face but that doesn't mean I'm giving up. No, I have more reasons now to stand up and do my dreams.

Last night had a discussion with my cousin on drive home about my being nice to people and me not taking aggresive action against people who are both idiots and insecure (hehehe that has bitterness in it). Joseph argument is that I have to fight fire with fire which I can really do if the people I care about are concern. I can also say I can really say mean things if I want (so don't push, you know who you are). Then, I reason out something that a friend told me that simple things are for simple people. Another one is from my auntie who once said "An pumapatol sa tanga ay mas tanga". And finally, something I read " Don't fight with fools, they will drag you to their level and beat you with experience.