I realize something last night. It wasn't my fault. I gave it all. I had to sacrifice everything in my life for her. So feel much better now. I still love her and may always will, but that doesn't mean I can find someone else. So I have decided to find someone whom i can trust and love. And as my dad says someone who stand by my side no matter what. So God help in this step I'm gonna make.
Crap!!! I'm getting old. Turning 23 next saturday. Well been depress for years now. Experience a lot things that i wish to forget, but hell that life i have to move on and do something about. I have tried to stand up a lot of times and have kept on falling flat on my face but that doesn't mean I'm giving up. No, I have more reasons now to stand up and do my dreams.
Last night had a discussion with my cousin on drive home about my being nice to people and me not taking aggresive action against people who are both idiots and insecure (hehehe that has bitterness in it). Joseph argument is that I have to fight fire with fire which I can really do if the people I care about are concern. I can also say I can really say mean things if I want (so don't push, you know who you are). Then, I reason out something that a friend told me that simple things are for simple people. Another one is from my auntie who once said "An pumapatol sa tanga ay mas tanga". And finally, something I read " Don't fight with fools, they will drag you to their level and beat you with experience.
The Spirit is willing, but the Flesh is weak.
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