Tuesday, January 31, 2006

WATER DOG

Last saturday was the chinese new year's eve, and the AEGIS open meet where I hanged out some friends. we were dicussing the chinese zodiac signs and I got curious about mine and here is mine.

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Dog people are loyal and honest and obedient, guardians of the house at night. They can be counted on to keep secrets and for always doing the right thing. They can be emotionally distant and do not mix well in social gatherings where they are often seen as wallflowers. They do better with one-on-one relationships and find happiness in the happiness they bring to others, such as finding the most perfect gifts for their friends. While it is true that they have sharp tongues and are a bit stubborn and eccentric, in a work situation they tend to work very well with other people. What is more, they always seem to have money and make excellent leaders. Because of their high moral stance, they are inspiring beyond measure.

Water Dogs are real charmers, easily attracting friends and colleagues into their inner circle. Handling the ins and outs of human relations is so easy for them! They know how to smooth over any personal situation with their kind, honest, easy-going nature. Always empathetic, always rational, their ability to play Devil's Advocate helps open up whole new ways of approaching problems and finding solutions. Their views on life are expansive because of an ingrained wanderlust which has taken and will continue to take them to exotic locales about the globe. They adapt like chameleons to new environments and new people and their lives are all-encompassing, full of rich adventure. Financial and career success comes to the Water Dogs later in life -- just watch these late bloomers burst open! Regarding their love life, when it comes to dating and romance, their temperature ranges from hot to cold, from one extreme to another. Sometimes they want a commitment, other times they run Geronimo. But, when true love finally comes, and it will, they have it made. Their relationships are filled with good honest communication and genuine kindness and total caring for their partner. Marriage will be as firm as the Rock of Gibraltar.

Gifs!!!

I've been trying to put gifs in my blog, but it doesn't seem to work. Must find someone to teach me how this work.

I'm getting old (I'm only 23)! Feeling aches and pain that didn't exsists before. Must go to spa one of this days. Now if i can only find the time.

Friday, January 27, 2006

SHOWING ALL YOUR CARDS

I've always been a firm believer of being honest of what you truly are. Lately, I'm i've become someone who is "what you see is what you get". Unfortunately, I found out that you can be really too honest or too trusting. Maybe, Im the kind of guy that nobody would like for being plainly me. Maybe I always need that shroud of mystery around me (ok, I'm going to stop now. Self-pitying again).

What the hell! I like who I am and if they have a problem with that it's not my fault anymore. Yes, I did a lot stupid things in life and I am pretty messed up in life, but that's who I am, that what makes me Urim Hernandez. I can't change that for anyone, been doing that for all my life, I think its my turn now to be who I really am.

A sick, demented, depressed, messed-up bastard who just want to be happy and loved.

Friday, January 13, 2006

TIME HEALS ALL THINGS.

Well its been more than a year since then so i'm glad to say i'm happy with my life. Never felt so happy for awhile. I can honestly say "all is well" with my life. Yes, there are problems, but there is nothing i can't handle. Thanks to all who stuck with me everything, and to all i meet and help me along the way. My gratitude is yours always.

Now if i can only find a girl to be with. Nights are getting lonely. hehehe

Thursday, January 12, 2006

CHRISTMAS PIC

A little late, but better late than never.


The Hernandez Clan, well most of it.


Noche Buena!!! The reason for the extra pounds

Friday, January 06, 2006

Can't Stop Singing!!!

This is starting to be a trend now in my head. These songs are playing regularly in my head. Heck!!! at least they're good.

LEMON TREE

I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast
I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree

I'm sitting here
I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired
Put myself into bed
Well, nothing ever happens and I wonder

Isolation is not good for me
Isolation I don't want to sit on the lemon-tree

I'm steppin' around in the desert of joy
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen and you wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And I wonder, wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon-tree


"Back 2 Good"

It's nothing, it's so normal you
Just stand there I could say so much
But I don't go there cuz I don't want to
I was thinking if you were lonely
Maybe we could leave here and no one would know
At least not to the point that we would think so

Everyone here, knows everyone here is thinking about
Somebody else
It's best if we all keep it under our heads
I couldn't tell, if anyone here was feeling the way I do
But I'm lonely now, and I don't know how
To get it back to good

This don't mean that, you own me
This ain't no good, in fact it's phony as hell
But things worked out just like you wanted too
If you see me out you don't know me
Try to turn your head, try to give me some room
To figure out just what I'm going to do

And everyone here, hates everyone here for doing just like
They do
It's best if we all keep this quiet instead
And I couldn't tell, why everyone here was doing me like
They do
But I'm sorry now, and I don't know how
To get it back to good

Everyone here, is wondering what it's like to be with
Somebody else
Everyone here's to blame, everyone here
Gets caught up in the pleasure of the pain, everyone hides
Shades of shame, but looking inside we're the same, we're
The same
And we're all grown now, but we don't know how
To get it back to good

Everyone here, knows everyone here is thinking 'bout
Somebody else
It's best if we all keep this under our heads
I couldn't tell, if anyone here was feeling the way I do
But it's over now, and I don't know how, it's over now
There's no getting back to good

LOVE LOST

We have to part ways. I didn't want too, but it was necessary. If we stayed together who knows what might happen and i'm not really in the position to make another rash decision. So i just agreed with her decision. She was right in the first place. So I'm right here alone again but at least happy that i made the right choice and was spared from the pain and sorrow i might experience. And for her, my thanks, and maybe someday things will be different. :)