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Haven't been home for two weeks now. Couldn't stand being there in the first place. Nobody home anyway so no big deal really. One more thing, keep on dreaming about her lately. Does this mean i'm still in love with her. man this stinks. how can i go on if i still head over heels for her. anyway gonna go out later, hope something good would come out of it.

EEEVIIIIIILLLLL

You scored as VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY EVIL. I am not sure congradulations are in order but you are the most EVIL person i know. You are Scaring me go away far far away!!!

VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY EVIL		94%
Evil		81%
Not Evil At All		38%

Exactly how EVIL are you?
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Spongy

You scored as Spongebob Squarepants. SPONGEBOB!!! i gottah say, out of every character, hes my favorite... for all us spongebobs, we love to party!!! hahaha I've seen every episode, so let me know if u have 2!!

Spongebob Squarepants		81%
Sandy		75%
Larry		63%
Plankton		50%
Gary		38%
Patrick Star		25%
Squidward Tenticals		19%
Mr. Krabbs		0%

which spongebob character are u
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INVADE THE WORLD

You scored as Zim. You are the Invader himself! ZIM! You have extreme hopes of ruling humanity, or just killing the geek who thinks your an alien.

The Allmighty Tallest		100%
Zim		100%
Dib		67%
Gir		67%
Gaz		67%
Professor Membrane		33%
Ms. Bitters		33%

Which Invader Zim Charecter are You?
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BY THE POWER OF GRAY SKULL!!!

You scored as Heman. By the power of GraySkull. . . you're the toughest guy to ever wear a loin cloth. Rock on Heman.

Heman		67%
Voltron		58%
Transformers		50%
Strawberry Shortcake		33%
Shera		0%
Smurf		0%
Thundercats		0%

Which 1980's Cartoon Character are you?
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Naruto Craze

You scored as Rock Lee. You are Rock Lee, the genius of hard work.
You believe that anything can be achieved through hard work. You can’t be the best at everything, so you have decided to master one skill better than anyone. Feeling constant need to prove yourself, you tend to be competitive and a little hard for yourself.

Rock Lee		94%
Sasuke		81%
Hinata		81%
Kakashi		81%
Iruka		69%
Genma		69%
Shikamaru		69%
Neji		44%
Naruto		31%
TenTen		31%

Which Naruto ninja are you most like?
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I'm fuzzy eyebrows

MALKAV'S CHILD

You scored as Malkavian. You belong to the Malkavian bloodline. The Malkavians are blessed with an "inner sight" which often gives them great perception and even clairvoyance. Many are sought for their counsel and insight. The drawback, however, is that they are all entirely insane. If a vampire is speaking in obscure riddles, it's a fair bet they are of Malkavian blood.

Malkavian		92%
Tremere		83%
Nosferatu		75%
Gangrel		71%
Brujah		54%
Ventrue		54%
Toreador		38%

What vampire clan do you belong to?
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Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!

Exalted

You scored as Malfean. You are a Malfean! The Malfeans are Primordials that were slain during the younger Gods' rebellion and were later used to form the prison for the Yozis. Not quite dead and wholly not alive, the undead Malfeans wish for nothing other than release from pain-- a release they can't have until the entirety of Creation is tipped into the Void. They'll use anyone to accomplish that end, even the other Yozis, the Deathlords, and the Exalted. Malfean 80% Lunar 75% Elemental 70% Fair Folk 65% Solar 60% Dragon-Blooded 55% Abyssal 55% Yozi 55% Sidereal 50% Celestine 15% What Exalted Character Are You? created with QuizFarm.com

This sucks, I'm not even playable

Romantic eh!

You scored as Romantic Kisser. Good for you! You know how to kiss and hopefully you have a certain someone to experience a serge of happiness with. If not, it doesnt hurt to flirt kiss a little hehe. Just dont get carried away. Romantic kissing is always a plus! Kissing is an art keep it up and youll be really good!

Romantic Kisser		94%
Dont quit your day job...		38%
Yippy Ki Yay!		38%

How good do you kiss?
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now if i only can find someone to kiss

Very accurate

You scored as Unipolar Depression. Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets. Unipolar Depression 100% Antisocial Personality Disorder 33% Borderline Personality Disorder 33% Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder 8% Schizophrenia 0% Eating Disorders 0% Which mental disorder do you have? created with QuizFarm.com

DEATH

You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Suicide 100% Disappear 67% Posion 53% Bomb 47% Drowning 47% Disease 47% Gunshot 40% Natural Causes 33% Stabbed 33% Accident 33% Eaten 13% Cut Throat 13% Suffocated 7% How Will You Die?? created with QuizFarm.com

aww, I wanted to just disapear.

SLEEPING BEAUTY

You scored as Sleeping Beauty. Your alter ego is Princess Aurora, a.k.a. Sleeping Beauty! You are beautiful and enchanting, and as sweet as ever.

Sleeping Beauty		75%
The Beast		69%
Donald Duck		63%
Ariel		56%
Peter Pan		50%
Goofy		44%
Cinderella		38%
Cruella De Ville		31%
Pinocchio		31%
Snow White		25%

Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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Hmmm, I think i really need to go out with girls more often

Could it be

Went out with an old friend last night and seems I can't stop thinking her. Well for one she did look really beautiful. Something I never realize until yesterday. And the best part is I really felt at ease being with her and I was able to share things about myself that I've never shared with anyone. I just hope things go right now. Maybe there's hope for me.

Songs

I found myself singing this songs over and over again.



LONELY NO MORE

Now it seems to me
That you know just what to say
But words are only words
Can you show me something else

Can you swear to me that you?ll always be this way?
Show me how you feel
More than ever baby

Well I don?t want to be lonely no more
I don?t want to have to pay for this
I don?t want another lover at my door
It?s just another heartache on my list

I don?t wanna be angry no more
You?re the one who could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure
I don?t wanna be lonely anymore


Ooooh Oooooh Oooooh Ooooh
Now it?s hard for me
When my heart?s still on the mend
Open up to me
Like you do your girlfriends
And you sing to me
And it?s harmony
Girl what you do to me is everything
Let me say anything just to get you back again
Why can?t we just try?


I don?t want to be lonely no more
I don?t want to have to pay for this
I don?t want another lover at my door
It?s just another heartache on my list

I don?t wanna be angry no more
You?re the one who could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure
I don?t wanna be lonely anymore


Ooooh Oooooh Oooooh Ooooh

What if I was good to you?

What if you were good to me?
What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me?
What if it was paradise?
What if we were symphonies?
What if I gave all my life to find some way to stand beside you?

I don?t want to be lonely no more
I don?t want to have to pay for this
I don?t want another lover at my door
It?s just another heartache on my list

I don?t wanna be angry no more
You?re the one who could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure
I don?t wanna be lonely any more

Ooooh Oooooh Oooooh Ooooh

I don?t wanna be lonely any more
I don?t wanna be lonely no more
I don?t wanna be lonely no more
I don?t wanna be lonely any more



YOU AND ME

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

A couple of tests I find

very interesting...

Last day of the Real Me

Well this is goodbye to everyone. I have to go somewhere no one will find me (I'm not gonna kill myself. Ok). It seems everyone wants Urim to come back. So even if i have to hide myself its ok. As long that everyone will stop making a problem that will have to do. So all future posts here is what is happening inside me. And the only one who'll ever know are the people who accidentally find my blog (like that would happen).

Damn Spywares

A spyware has again infected my pc. Afterall the things i installed in this computer. Something has installed itself and it seems that I cant get rid of it. I hope the people who make these things die! I tell you, they should DIE!!!

Song Like To Share

Strong

My breath smells of a thousand fags

And when I'm drunk I dance like me Dad

I've started to dress a bit like him

Early morning when I wake up

I look like Kiss but without the make up

And thats a good line to take it to The bridge

And you know and you know

''Cause my life's a mess

And I'm trying to grow so beforeI'm old I'll confess

You think that I'm strong you're wrong

You're wrong

I'll sing my song my song my song

My bed's full of takeaways and fantasies of easy lays

The pause button's broke on my video

And is this real 'cause I feel fake,

Oprah Winfrey, Rikki Lake

Teach me things I don't need to know

And you know and you know

''Cause my life's a mess

And I'm trying to grow so beforeI'm old I'll confess

You think that I'm strong you're wrong

You're wrong

I'll sing my song my song my song

If I did it all again I'd be a nun

The rain was never cold when I was young

I'm still young we're still young

Step inside the sun

And you know and you know

''Cause my life's a mess

And I'm trying to grow
You think that I'm strong you're wrong

You're wrong I'll sing my song my song my song

Life's too short to be afraid

So take a pill to numb the pain

You don't have to take the blame

Better Man

Send someone to love me

I need to rest in arms

Keep me safe from harm

In pouring rain

Give me endless summer

Lord I fear the cold

Feel I'm getting old

Before my time
As my soul heals the shame

I will grow through this pain

Lord I'm doing all I can

To be a better man

Go easy on my conscience

'Cause it's not my fault

I know I've been taught

To take the blame

Rest assured my angels

Will catch my tears

Walk me out of hereI'm in pain
As my soul heals the shame

I will grow through this pain

Lord I'm doing all I can

To be a better man

Once you've found that lover

You're homeward bound

Love is all around

Love is all around
I know some have fallen

On stony ground

But Love is all around

Send someone to love me

I need to rest in arms

Keep me safe from harm

In pouring rain

Give me endless summer

Lord I fear the cold

Feel I'm getting old

Before my time

As my soul heals the shame

I will grow through this pain

Lord I'm doin' all I can

To be a better man

SUNDAY BEATS THE CRAP OUT OF ME

It’s Sunday today, the day of the week that God rested. Where we must also rest and spend the time with our family and increase our spirituality, this what I have been taught from the beginning of my life. Yup, I grew up in a very religious family. Where the main purpose of our life is to serve Him. Well, that is what I did before I started hating myself. I was the obedient son, the friend who is always there, the intelligent student, everything you can ask for. I lived for others, making sure that everyone is happy, that if anybody were sad, I would always be there to be a shoulder to cry on.

Then I started hating myself, it all started when I losing my motivation in being the person I was. People around me think I was perfect, that I should be the best in what I do. Nobody seems to realize I had weaknesses, and that I also need to be cared and to need someone to cry on. But when I try to tell them these things, they always had some explanation and solution for me, when all I wanted was for someone to listen. Well, this really scared and hurt in a way I have never known before, so I decided to just hide in a mask of happiness, when deep inside I was already dying.

Then she came into my life. For the first time in my life, I thought I could be who I am. Yes, I was happy. Never been so happy in life. But like all good things in life it had to end. It started slowly, until it was to late for me to save. It really crushed me, but as always, people still expected me to be who I was before. Still taking time picking up the pieces but eventually I have to be what I was before. But deep inside I wish someone would find and save me from what I have become.

Nihilist Bear


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