Studying does this to you.

My sister actually took this picture. She said that i look like i was studying but when she called i was sound asleep.

Song of the Day

Mr. Curiosity
Music by Jason Mraz and Lester Mendez
Words by Jason Mraz and Dennis Morris

Hey Mr. Curiosity
is it true that they’ve been saying about you
Are you killing me?
You took care of the cat already
and for those who think it’s heavy
Is it the truth? Or is it only gossip?
Call it mystery or anything
just as long as you call me.
I sent the message on,
did you get it when I left it?
See this catastrophic event
it wasn’t meant to mean no harm
But to think there’s nothing wrong is a problem.

I’m looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it’s making me cry
Love is a mystery. Mr. Curious, come back to me

(I’m) Mr. Waiting, ever patient can’t you see
I’m the same the way you left me
in a hurry to spell check me
And I’m underlined already
in envy green and pencil red
I’ve forgotten what you’ve said,
will you stop working for the dead
And return, Mr. Curious,
I need some inspiration.
It’s my birthday
and I cannot find no cause for celebration.
The scenario is grave but I’ll be braver when you save me
From this situation laden with hearsay.

I’m looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it’s making me cry
This love is a mystery, Mr. Curiosity,
Be Mr. Please Do Come And Find Me.

I’m looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it’s making me cry
This love is a mystery, Mr. Curiosity,
Be Mr. Please Do Come And Find Me.
Love is blinding if the timing’s never right.
But who am I to beg for difference?
Finding love in just an instant I don’t mind.

At least I tried.

I tried.

Sugababes Rocks!!!

I love them!!! Damn I wish I had girlfriend like them.

Mom's Xmas Party

Pia's group
















Pinoy Big Brother group




















Jackson Five Group















Ma still working even at the party
















Ma and Pa after the work.



Damn, I look ugly in that pic. It like beauty and the beast live.



My mom really likes her (yipee!!!)

CHECK THIS OUT

Didn't sleep last night, but a friend was there to chat with. He recommended this sites. It was sad and dark, but somehow most of us can relate to it.















This one is my favorite.

http://www.lukechueh.com/index.html

Song of the Day

Life Is Wonderful Lyrics

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
And it takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
It takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
And it takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la it is so...

It takes some silence to make sound
And It takes a loss before you found it
And It takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la it is so... wonderful
It is so meaningful
It is so wonderful
It is meaningful
It is wonderful
It is meaningful
It goes full circle
Wonderful
Meaningful
Full Circle
Wonderful

Having a Bad Day?

Sometimes it's not worth it to get out of bed.

Panday Vs. Sugo

Now who will win?

ROSE ONLINE

Started playing this online game on a recommendation from a friend. Honestly had a lot fun on it. Just hope it doesn't turn into a addiction. hehehe

http://www.roseonline.ph/

Started my studies again, and honestly having fun in school.

Back to School

Going to study again, after a turmoil in my life. I am ready to face everything, and damn everything that gets on my way!!! Feeling old lately when i went to school. Hehehehe, the return of the comeback of urim hernandez.

NEED HELP!!!

This a part in my life that when i become self destructive. i trying to stand up but the memory of her is dragging me down. could someone help me. i really need im scared that i might break down again pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee.

QUIZ

Can't sleep so i decided to take some tests


Angelic Evil


What type of evil being are you inside?
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Dominant Personality: Regret

Good Traits: You don't forget what's
happened. You take the time to yourself to [try
to] get over it.

Bad Traits: You never do get over it.
You're living in the past. You can't change it.

People see you as: A shadow (you're always
left behind), honest, and wise. You may act
like you've been through horrible ordeals that
no one can relate to. The honesty is almost a
plus, but being too honest is your problem. You
don't like being lied to, so you choose not to
lie either.

You're Most Like: Protected. After what
you've experienced you closed up, trying to
figure out what's wrong with you. You're more
extroverted to cover up your feelings, unlike a
protected person.

You Need More: Disappointment. This may
sound off, but you do need it. You have to get
out of the past, and focus on the future.


What's your dominant trait? (10 unique results)
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Your death will be suicide....Most likely because
people won't except you or love you or because
you hate life itself...You have constent
thoughts of suicide daily....and you plan when
you will. Someday it will happen....You most
likely die alone in your house...with nothing
but dark music playing. You'll probably write a
sucide note and die right by your bed side....


How Will You Die And Why? .:Beautiful Dark Pics:.
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SOLAR EXALTED: You are a chosen of the Unconquered
Sun.
The SOLAR EXALTED are the heroic defenders of
justice, the natural rulers of Creation and the
bringers of wonders. In the First Age they were
betrayed and destroyed, but now, after hundreds
of years, they are back to save the world of
its many dangers, fighting the enemies of
Creation and taking the control back from the
Terrestrial Exalted, their betrayers.
The SOLAR EXALTED are the ultimate heroes and are
here to guide Creation to a new age of
resplendent gold and brightness. However, their
multiple enemies are prepared to offer a great
battle and there are some ancient creatures who
still remember why the children of the Sun were
killed the first time... the real reason for
their purge from Creation.


Exalted: -What kind of being would you be in the Age of Sorrows?-
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You are a Dawn Caste! The power of the Unconquered
Sun lets you attain new levels of ass-kicking
power!


What Caste Of Solar Exalted Are You?
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COLOR QUIZ

Took a color quiz. Here are the results.

urim took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test! "Suffering from the effects of those things which a..." Click here to read the rest of the results.

That sounds a lot like me. At least we know the problem, time to have a solution.

Update on my Life

Well haven't felt relax and good about myself for a while. So things are really looking up, considering the fact i was flat on my back anyway just want to give my self a pat on my back

Songs for her

Sleeping To Dream
words by jason mraz
music by jason mraz & peter stuart

I'm dreaming of sleeping next to you I'm feeling like a lost little boy in a brand new town
I'm counting my sheep and each one that passes is another dream to ashes
and they all fall down.

As I lay me down tonight,
I close my eyes and what a beautiful sight

I'm sleeping to dream about you
I'm so tired of having to live without you
So I'm sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired

I found myself in the riches (Your eyes, your lips, your hair.) Well you were everywhere
But I woke up in the ditches. I hit the light and I thought you might be here
but you were nowhere. You were nowhere at home.

As I lay me back to sleep
Lord I pray that I can keep

Sleeping to dream about you
I'm so tired of having to live without you
So I'm sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired

(It's just a little a lullaby to keep myself from crying myself to sleep at night.)

Sleeping to dream about you
I'm so tired of having to live without you
So I'm sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired

This one's for you April

SO FAR SO GOOD

Well finally dealt with my issues with my religion. yes, i'm officially disfellowshipped from ny church. but honestly felt good about it. starting my life in he right foot right now. still in love with her. but what the heck im enjoying my life right now to care about it. except for the dreaming of her part every night all is well. anyway, thank god for peace of mind.

New Start

I realize something last night. It wasn't my fault. I gave it all. I had to sacrifice everything in my life for her. So feel much better now. I still love her and may always will, but that doesn't mean I can find someone else. So I have decided to find someone whom i can trust and love. And as my dad says someone who stand by my side no matter what. So God help in this step I'm gonna make.

Crap!!! I'm getting old. Turning 23 next saturday. Well been depress for years now. Experience a lot things that i wish to forget, but hell that life i have to move on and do something about. I have tried to stand up a lot of times and have kept on falling flat on my face but that doesn't mean I'm giving up. No, I have more reasons now to stand up and do my dreams.

Last night had a discussion with my cousin on drive home about my being nice to people and me not taking aggresive action against people who are both idiots and insecure (hehehe that has bitterness in it). Joseph argument is that I have to fight fire with fire which I can really do if the people I care about are concern. I can also say I can really say mean things if I want (so don't push, you know who you are). Then, I reason out something that a friend told me that simple things are for simple people. Another one is from my auntie who once said "An pumapatol sa tanga ay mas tanga". And finally, something I read " Don't fight with fools, they will drag you to their level and beat you with experience.

Songs

Singing this songs quite often lately



You & I Both
words & music by jason mraz

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
And taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
A little bird who'll sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
What you and I spoke of
Others only dream of the love that I love

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
Now you and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of

and it's okay if you have go away
just remember the telephone works both ways
and if I never ever hear it ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you sang

you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of words.


Back to You
back to you
it always comes around
back to you
I tried to forget you
I tried to stay away
But it's too late

over you
I'm never over
over you
something about you
It's just the way you move
the way you move me

I'm so good at forgetting
and I quit every game I've played
but forgive me love
I can't turn and walk away

back to you
it always comes around
back to you
I walk with your shadow
I'm sleeping in my bed
with your silhouette

should have smiled in that picture
if it's the last that I'll see of you
it's the least that you could not do

oh I will
leave the light on
I'll never give up on you
leave the light on
for me too

back to me
I know that it comes
back to me
doesn't it scare you
your will is not as strong
as it used to be
additional lyrics and intro/outros
...doesn't it scare you, doesn't it piss you off...

I'm weaker than you know

I'm swimming in a sea of faces
trying to find my way to you
but it's no use, in a crowded room
where everybody wants you

Music Videos

Yup, Im like the guy singing. Well at least im not the guy playing the keyboard. The link doesn't seem to be working so this is the address.

http://albinoblacksheep.com/flash/bunny.php

TOO MUCH THINKING AGAIN!

Im been doing a lot of thinking. Trying to figure out what's bugging me the past few days. Well, the good thing is I met this girl, who for the first time I didn't have that feeling that i wish "she" was there instead the girl. I really enjoyed being with her. But am i ready now? I still love "her", wouldn't it be cheating on this new girl, well i haven't been doing anything. aside from the fact that I already ask her to go out with me. well lets see what happens and hope for the best.

One more, job interview tomorrow. Hope everything goes well. Hey its puerta galera for a month.