Tuesday, January 31, 2006

WATER DOG

Last saturday was the chinese new year's eve, and the AEGIS open meet where I hanged out some friends. we were dicussing the chinese zodiac signs and I got curious about mine and here is mine.

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Dog people are loyal and honest and obedient, guardians of the house at night. They can be counted on to keep secrets and for always doing the right thing. They can be emotionally distant and do not mix well in social gatherings where they are often seen as wallflowers. They do better with one-on-one relationships and find happiness in the happiness they bring to others, such as finding the most perfect gifts for their friends. While it is true that they have sharp tongues and are a bit stubborn and eccentric, in a work situation they tend to work very well with other people. What is more, they always seem to have money and make excellent leaders. Because of their high moral stance, they are inspiring beyond measure.

Water Dogs are real charmers, easily attracting friends and colleagues into their inner circle. Handling the ins and outs of human relations is so easy for them! They know how to smooth over any personal situation with their kind, honest, easy-going nature. Always empathetic, always rational, their ability to play Devil's Advocate helps open up whole new ways of approaching problems and finding solutions. Their views on life are expansive because of an ingrained wanderlust which has taken and will continue to take them to exotic locales about the globe. They adapt like chameleons to new environments and new people and their lives are all-encompassing, full of rich adventure. Financial and career success comes to the Water Dogs later in life -- just watch these late bloomers burst open! Regarding their love life, when it comes to dating and romance, their temperature ranges from hot to cold, from one extreme to another. Sometimes they want a commitment, other times they run Geronimo. But, when true love finally comes, and it will, they have it made. Their relationships are filled with good honest communication and genuine kindness and total caring for their partner. Marriage will be as firm as the Rock of Gibraltar.

Gifs!!!

I've been trying to put gifs in my blog, but it doesn't seem to work. Must find someone to teach me how this work.

I'm getting old (I'm only 23)! Feeling aches and pain that didn't exsists before. Must go to spa one of this days. Now if i can only find the time.

Friday, January 27, 2006

SHOWING ALL YOUR CARDS

I've always been a firm believer of being honest of what you truly are. Lately, I'm i've become someone who is "what you see is what you get". Unfortunately, I found out that you can be really too honest or too trusting. Maybe, Im the kind of guy that nobody would like for being plainly me. Maybe I always need that shroud of mystery around me (ok, I'm going to stop now. Self-pitying again).

What the hell! I like who I am and if they have a problem with that it's not my fault anymore. Yes, I did a lot stupid things in life and I am pretty messed up in life, but that's who I am, that what makes me Urim Hernandez. I can't change that for anyone, been doing that for all my life, I think its my turn now to be who I really am.

A sick, demented, depressed, messed-up bastard who just want to be happy and loved.

Friday, January 13, 2006

TIME HEALS ALL THINGS.

Well its been more than a year since then so i'm glad to say i'm happy with my life. Never felt so happy for awhile. I can honestly say "all is well" with my life. Yes, there are problems, but there is nothing i can't handle. Thanks to all who stuck with me everything, and to all i meet and help me along the way. My gratitude is yours always.

Now if i can only find a girl to be with. Nights are getting lonely. hehehe

Thursday, January 12, 2006

CHRISTMAS PIC

A little late, but better late than never.


The Hernandez Clan, well most of it.


Noche Buena!!! The reason for the extra pounds

Friday, January 06, 2006

Can't Stop Singing!!!

This is starting to be a trend now in my head. These songs are playing regularly in my head. Heck!!! at least they're good.

LEMON TREE

I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast
I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree

I'm sitting here
I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired
Put myself into bed
Well, nothing ever happens and I wonder

Isolation is not good for me
Isolation I don't want to sit on the lemon-tree

I'm steppin' around in the desert of joy
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen and you wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And I wonder, wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon-tree


"Back 2 Good"

It's nothing, it's so normal you
Just stand there I could say so much
But I don't go there cuz I don't want to
I was thinking if you were lonely
Maybe we could leave here and no one would know
At least not to the point that we would think so

Everyone here, knows everyone here is thinking about
Somebody else
It's best if we all keep it under our heads
I couldn't tell, if anyone here was feeling the way I do
But I'm lonely now, and I don't know how
To get it back to good

This don't mean that, you own me
This ain't no good, in fact it's phony as hell
But things worked out just like you wanted too
If you see me out you don't know me
Try to turn your head, try to give me some room
To figure out just what I'm going to do

And everyone here, hates everyone here for doing just like
They do
It's best if we all keep this quiet instead
And I couldn't tell, why everyone here was doing me like
They do
But I'm sorry now, and I don't know how
To get it back to good

Everyone here, is wondering what it's like to be with
Somebody else
Everyone here's to blame, everyone here
Gets caught up in the pleasure of the pain, everyone hides
Shades of shame, but looking inside we're the same, we're
The same
And we're all grown now, but we don't know how
To get it back to good

Everyone here, knows everyone here is thinking 'bout
Somebody else
It's best if we all keep this under our heads
I couldn't tell, if anyone here was feeling the way I do
But it's over now, and I don't know how, it's over now
There's no getting back to good

LOVE LOST

We have to part ways. I didn't want too, but it was necessary. If we stayed together who knows what might happen and i'm not really in the position to make another rash decision. So i just agreed with her decision. She was right in the first place. So I'm right here alone again but at least happy that i made the right choice and was spared from the pain and sorrow i might experience. And for her, my thanks, and maybe someday things will be different. :)

Friday, December 30, 2005

Burden of Responsibility!!!

I felt like crap yesterday. My uncle got mad at me coz the xbox got busted. My cousins apparently plugged it in a 220 socket, unfortunately I was responsible for the whole thing. I'm not trying to excuses, but I was really doing a lot of things so i kinda the xbox until my uncle called and told that the xbox was broken. Now I know how it feels when those cartoon characters shrink coz of guilt and the person mad them grows bigger. Feel a little better now, considering kuya told me that its ok. I wish I still have my happy pills!!!

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

EXALTED 2ND EDITION


Can't wait for the pdf. hehehe!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Merry Christmas and to all a good night!!! Okay, I might be a little to late in saying this (Damn computer have to break down!! #@!#%%@%@). But nothing you can do about it. So, let us be a little careful with what we put in our mouths coz it will go directly to our waist. hehehe!!!

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Cursed you Damien Rice!!!

Can't stop singing "Cannonball". Old feelings on how good it was to be in love coming back. Ahhh! how great was the feeling of being in the arms of the person you love. Have to forget someone and move on coz of some reasons. Then this song keep playing in my head and i can't stop singing( still singing while typing this). what the heck here are the lyrics for those who don't know the song.

"Cannonball"

Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on

Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little BIT of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer EACH DAY
Still I can't SAY what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer TO ME
So close that I can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't WANNA scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know

Sleep

"Sleep- A natural and periodic state of rest during which consciousness of the world is suspended."

When you get to experience what i've experience, sleep is one of the sweetest things in life. Well i used to not sleep at if i can help it all, the only i sleep i get was my body forces me already and my sleep , my record is two weeks straight. Oh man was it like hell! It literally drove me crazy. hehehe!!! Now sleep for me is more a gift i really nourish. I still not sleep regularly, but i now try to get sleep as much as possible. I would rather face nightmares in sleep than talking shadows when you're awake. So for those who are NOT sleeping right, turn off the computer and go sleep. NOW!!! hehehe!!!

Monday, December 19, 2005

Songs playing in my Head

My Stupid Mouth

My stupid mouth
Has got me in trouble
I said too much again
To a date over dinner yesterday
And I could see
She was offended
She said "well anyway..."
Just dying for a subject change

Oh, it's another social casualty
Score one more for me
How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess he better find one soon

We bit our lips
She looked out the window
Rolling tiny balls of napkin paper
I played a quick game of chess with the salt and pepper shaker
And I could see clearly, An indelible line was drawn
Between what was good, what JUST slipped out and what went wrong

Oh, the way she feels about me has changed
Thanks for playing, try again.
How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess he better find one

I'm never speaking up again
It only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery
Than she desert me

Oh I'm never speaking up again
Starting now

One more thing
Why is it my fault?
So maybe I try too hard
But it's all because of this desire
I just wanna be liked
I just wanna be funny
Looks like the jokes on me
So call me captain backfire

Oh another social casualty
Score one more for me
How could i forget mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh whats a boy to do?
I guess i better find one

I'm never speaking up again
It only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery
Than she desert me

Oh I'm never speaking up again(x3)
Starting now


The next one is the weird one for me. Don't know why. But heck, Im enjoying it!

Save The Last Dance For Me


You can dance-every dance with the guy
Who gives you the eye,let him hold you tight
You can smile-every smile for the man
Who held your hand neath the pale moon light
But don't forget who's takin' you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darlin' save the last dance for me

Oh I know that the music's fine
Like sparklin' wine,go and have your fun
Laugh and sing,but while we're apart
Don't give your heart to anyone
But don't forget who's takin' you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darlin' save the last dance for me

Baby don't you know I love you so
Can't you feel it when we touch
I will never never let you go
I love you oh so much

You can dance,go and carry on
Till the night is gone
And it's time to go
If he asks if you're all alone
Can he walk you home,you must tell him no
'Cause don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling,save the last dance for me

'Cause don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling,save the last dance for me
Save the last dance for me
Save the last dance for me.

I have Survived!!!

Yehey!!!Have survived a harrowing weekend filled with hate and resentment for myself for the things i have done. That I haven't really tried to change myself that i only cared for was myself and what i felt i needed at the moment. Thanks to my friend who made me realize that there are things in life that more important than our own desires. At first, I was angry but I then realized that she had saved my soul from something I would regret someday. Eventhough our relationship as friends would forever be marred by the events that has transpired, I would always be thankful for her saving my soul.

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Conversations

Found a conversation (or a part of it) in a blog of a friend. Never realized that thing made an impact on her that she was laughing so hard. Hehehehe! I've just realize that i can funny.

p.s.
She doesn't want to talk anymore for reasons I will tell to myself! hehehe!

Friday, December 16, 2005

SilentHill

Finally, there will be a movie. I hope it doesn't suck or i'll really be piss.
















creepy!!!

Thursday, December 15, 2005

Studying does this to you.



My sister actually took this picture. She said that i look like i was studying but when she called i was sound asleep.

Saturday, December 10, 2005

Song of the Day

Mr. Curiosity
Music by Jason Mraz and Lester Mendez
Words by Jason Mraz and Dennis Morris

Hey Mr. Curiosity
is it true that they’ve been saying about you
Are you killing me?
You took care of the cat already
and for those who think it’s heavy
Is it the truth? Or is it only gossip?
Call it mystery or anything
just as long as you call me.
I sent the message on,
did you get it when I left it?
See this catastrophic event
it wasn’t meant to mean no harm
But to think there’s nothing wrong is a problem.

I’m looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it’s making me cry
Love is a mystery. Mr. Curious, come back to me

(I’m) Mr. Waiting, ever patient can’t you see
I’m the same the way you left me
in a hurry to spell check me
And I’m underlined already
in envy green and pencil red
I’ve forgotten what you’ve said,
will you stop working for the dead
And return, Mr. Curious,
I need some inspiration.
It’s my birthday
and I cannot find no cause for celebration.
The scenario is grave but I’ll be braver when you save me
From this situation laden with hearsay.

I’m looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it’s making me cry
This love is a mystery, Mr. Curiosity,
Be Mr. Please Do Come And Find Me.

I’m looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it’s making me cry
This love is a mystery, Mr. Curiosity,
Be Mr. Please Do Come And Find Me.
Love is blinding if the timing’s never right.
But who am I to beg for difference?
Finding love in just an instant I don’t mind.

At least I tried.

I tried.

Sugababes Rocks!!!



I love them!!! Damn I wish I had girlfriend like them.

Mom's Xmas Party















Pia's group
















Pinoy Big Brother group




















Jackson Five Group















Ma still working even at the party
















Ma and Pa after the work.



Damn, I look ugly in that pic. It like beauty and the beast live.



My mom really likes her (yipee!!!)