chickens

Just something to make us smile. Brings some nostalgia to my life

SOMEBODY TO LOVE

Can.. (anybody find me somebody to love?)
(ooh...)

Each morning I get up, I die a little
Can't barely stand on my feet
| Take a look in the mirror and cry
|(Take a look at yourself, in the mirror, and cry! Yeah, yeah)
Lord what you're doing to me
|I have spent all my years in believing you
|(ooh, ooh believing you)
_
|But I just can't get no relief, Lord!
|(I just can't get no relief, Lord!)


Somebody, (somebody), oh somebody (somebody)
| Can anybody find me somebody to love?
|(anybody find me) Yeah..

I work (he works hard) every day of my life
I work till I ache my bones
At the end (At the end of the day)
I take home
|(goes home, goes home on his own)
| my hard earned pay all on my own -
I get down (down) on my knees (knees)
And I start to pray (praise the Lord!)
|Till the tears run down from my eyes, Lord!
|(ooh, ooh, ooh Lord!)

Somebody (somebody), ooh somebody! (please)
|Can anybody find me - somebody to love?
|(Can anybody find me)

(He works hard)
Everyday (everyday)
|And I try and I try and I try
|(I try and I try and I try)
But everybody wants to put me down
They say I'm goin' crazy
They say I got a lot of water in my brain
I got no common sense
I got nobody left to believe
|(He's got nobody left to believe)
(Yeah yeah yeah yeah)

(Ooh Lord)
Oh Somebody, ooh (somebody)
|Anybody find me
|(anybody find me)
Somebody to love?
(Can, anybody, find me, someone to love?)

Got no feel, I got no rhythm
I just keep losing my beat (you just keep losing, and losing)
I'm ok, I'm alright (he's alright, he's alright)
I ain't gonna face no defeat (yeah, yeah)
I just gotta get out of this
|Prison cell
|(ooh, ooh, Prison cell)
_
|Someday I'm gonna be free, Lord!
|(Someday I'm gonna be free, Lord! )

Find me somebody to love (x11)
Can anybody find me - somebody to love?
Find me somebody to love (x8)

I'm proud to be a Filipino

Well, finally found out who finished the last episode of the "trilogy" of their fights. It was kinda short but satisfying, as expected from the both of them.

Pacquiao's and Morales' has really brought boxing for us to a new level. Its no longer two men beating the crap out of each other, its a matter of national pride. Both men carry on their backs the name of their country a "really big " responsibility. In the end, it was Pacquiao who emerge victorious, and we are forever grateful for what he has done for our country's pride. To Morales, well he did the good fight and to him I give my respect.

ALCOHOL

Great news people!!! I got drunk last night and can't remember a damn thing that happened at certain point. I really feel stupid right now, plus have a massive headache. I sometimes ask myself why in the world I'm doing these things. I used to hate alcohol and everything it stands for, and here I am being one of them.

And whoever gave me the idea I can go one on one with a korean. I know she's a girl, but she drinks regularly and she can hold her alcohol. I think blurted out a lot of things considering I'm very honest and no control on what I saying when I'm drunk.

I wish give more details but no I have idea of what happened. I can't even remember how I got home.

balloons and weird balls

I tried something new lately. I made balloon sculptures. It was actually fun making them. hehehe

I finally figured out what this thing is. Its actually a massage ball hence the antennas. I was laughing so hard when somebody explained it to me.

wheezing

Right now, I'm here sitting in front of the computer barely breathing (I'm having an asthma attack). I feel so helpless, because I can't do anything. I wish I could do something aside from stare at the computer and wheeze the hours away.

I really miss my friends. All I do is go to work and slave the hours away. I miss the care free days, where my only worry is how to survive the week with my allowance (I spent a lot of money on useless stuff). I'm being nostalgic again.

But life ain't bad. Yeah there are problems, but I can smile whenever I want and really feels great. Thinking too much is a problem but I come to accept that just me. I do too much introspection and that makes me me.

Work

And they say we don't work much

Cute

Here is something to put a smile on your faces :)
(Thanks Tom!)

Its so easy to fall in love

I have done it again!!! I have a song stuck in my again and its playing non-stop (this is all your fault tobs). It kinda ironic though that of all the songs its this one.

It's so easy to fall in love
It's so easy to fall in love
People tell me love's for fools
Here I go, breaking all the rules
It seems so easy
(It's so easy, it's so easy, it's so easy)
Yeah, so doggone easy
(It's so easy, it's so easy, it's so easy)
Oh, it seems so easy
(It's so easy, it's so easy, it's so easy)
Yeah, where you're concerned, my heart can learn
(It's so easy, it's so easy, Ooooh)
Oh-oh-oh
It's so easy to fall in love
It's so easy to fall in love
(guitarsolo)
Look into your heart and see
What your love book has set aside for me
It seems so easy
(It's so easy, it's so easy, it's so easy)
Yeah, so doggone easy
(It's so easy, it's so easy, it's so easy)
Oh, it seems so easy
(It's so easy, it's so easy, it's so easy)
Yeah, where you're concerned, my heart can learn
(It's so easy, it's so easy, Ooooh)
Oh-oh-oh
It's so easy to fall in love
It's so easy to fall in love
(guitarsolo)
It seems so easy
(It's so easy, it's so easy, it's so easy)
Yeah, so doggone easy
(It's so easy, it's so easy, it's so easy)
Yeah, it seems so easy
(It's so easy, it's so easy, it's so easy)
Oh, where you're concerned, my heart can learn
(It's so easy, it's so easy, Ooooh)
Oh-oh-oh
It's so easy to fall in love
It's so easy to fall in love
It's so easy to fall in love
It's so easy to fall in love
It's so easy to fall in love
(Wa-uh-oh)
It's so easy to fall in love

Self-Portrait SouthPark Style

Now I remember...

Now I remember why stayed I away from responsibility for the longest time. It is the "STRESS"!!! Hehehehe!!! Anyway, it honestly does feel good to be part of something growing. Unfortunately, my butt has been suffering for being stuck in chair for couple of hours. I really do miss horsing around and acting childishly. Some of my friends actually said that I have changed all of sudden.

Anyway, for those who hasn't heard of it yet I just got promoted from an agent to assistant team captain. I love my team; we are just a bunch of misfits, from the mentally insane (that's me) to the wallflowers (you who know are!). Also, I would like give special mention to our Ma’am Joana, for being the coolest team captain (Sipsip!).

The downside of the story is that I can't join the YSA conference next week. I really have to be there because of the level tests. I just can't leave my TC for two days, and with the work load we have it would be really difficult for her. Ang bait ko sobra!!!

What we do at work aside from work

Let me

This song has been bugging me ever since I first heard it live. I know its a shampoo commercial jingle, but who cares right. It took me awhile to know the title of the song but with much research and hard work I was able to know the title and lyrics of the song.

Let Me
Orange And Lemons


... Love
You turn my head, but instead

Refrain:
You turn my head, but instead
I feel so lonely
I feel for you, I've got to say
You put a spell on me
I open my eyes, softly and wide
Lovely flower, you're my sunshine
I open my eyes, softly and wide
Lovely flower, you're my sunshine


Light is filtering, your eyes are glimmering
Let me hold you, let me hold you
I think that it's a sign you've opened up the inner creases of your mind
Let me kiss you, let me kiss you

(Repeat Refrain)

Hope is signaling, happiness is beckoning
Let me love you, let me love you
I think that it's a sign, no more walls to keep me by your side
Let me touch you, let me touch you

(Repeat Refrain)

WANTED

I have no idea why posted these pictures I guess I just need to see myself in the net (pathetic). I do look like a guy in a tabloid ,wanted for something.

I forgot to mention that I lost my wallet while sleeping in a bus last Saturday. I don't know if somebody stole it or I just lost it, but one thing is for sure I'm officially bankrupt right now. I thought I had only a hundred bucks in there, but I remembered that I have a thousand pesos in there. I always have it my wallet for emergencies.
Well that's life, I just hope someone could help me out. Just 3 more days until pay day. I hope I survive.

Picture and bunnies

I finally figured out how to upload the pictures from my phone. It took me awhile to figure out the setting for the program (note: default does not always work). Anyway here are some pics.


The hot mama of our shift
(due to the lack of good looking females in our shift.)


Joy
(She's just Joy.)


Pie
(Ang Babaeng Bakla.)


I was adviced by my lawyers not to give anymore comments to the picture above, so not to add insult to injury.


The little Girl.
(Is that packaging tape on her hair?)

Hmmmm, life is getting pretty monotonous lately. Wake up around 2 o'clock in the morning. Go to work around three. Spend nine hours at work, doing the same routine everyday. Travel home for two hours. Gettitng really bored lately. I even started reading the dictionary again and that is getting really pathetic. I must get out more often, though no idea what to do.

EDGAR ALLAN POE

I'm now reading some of Edgar Allan Poe's works and have become fascinated on how this man thinks and the emotion invested in his works. This is one of his famous poems and like to share it.

The Raven

Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary,
Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,
While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.
"'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door -
Only this, and nothing more."

Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,
And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.
Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow
From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore -
For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore -
Nameless here for evermore.

And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;
So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating,
"'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door -
Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; -
This it is, and nothing more."

Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,
"Sir," said I, "or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore;
But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,
And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,
That I scarce was sure I heard you"- here I opened wide the door; -
Darkness there, and nothing more.

Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortals ever dared to dream before;
But the silence was unbroken, and the stillness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, "Lenore?"
This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, "Lenore!" -
Merely this, and nothing more.

Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,
Soon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before.
"Surely," said I, "surely that is something at my window lattice:
Let me see, then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore -
Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore; -
'Tis the wind and nothing more."

Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter,
In there stepped a stately raven of the saintly days of yore;
Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed he;
But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door -
Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door -
Perched, and sat, and nothing more.

Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore.
"Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou," I said, "art sure no craven,
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the Nightly shore -
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,
Though its answer little meaning- little relevancy bore;
For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being
Ever yet was blest with seeing bird above his chamber door -
Bird or beast upon the sculptured bust above his chamber door,
With such name as "Nevermore."

But the raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only
That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.
Nothing further then he uttered- not a feather then he fluttered -
Till I scarcely more than muttered, "other friends have flown before -
On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before."
Then the bird said, "Nevermore."

Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,
"Doubtless," said I, "what it utters is its only stock and store,
Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful Disaster
Followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore -
Till the dirges of his Hope that melancholy burden bore
Of 'Never - nevermore'."

But the Raven still beguiling all my sad soul into smiling,
Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird, and bust and door;
Then upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking
Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore -
What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt and ominous bird of yore
Meant in croaking "Nevermore."

This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing
To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;
This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining
On the cushion's velvet lining that the lamplight gloated o'er,
But whose velvet violet lining with the lamplight gloating o'er,
She shall press, ah, nevermore!

Then methought the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer
Swung by Seraphim whose footfalls tinkled on the tufted floor.
"Wretch," I cried, "thy God hath lent thee - by these angels he hath sent thee
Respite - respite and nepenthe, from thy memories of Lenore
Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe and forget this lost Lenore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil! - prophet still, if bird or devil! -
Whether Tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,
Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted -
On this home by horror haunted- tell me truly, I implore -
Is there - is there balm in Gilead? - tell me - tell me, I implore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil - prophet still, if bird or devil!
By that Heaven that bends above us - by that God we both adore -
Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,
It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels name Lenore -
Clasp a rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore."
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

"Be that word our sign in parting, bird or fiend," I shrieked, upstarting -
"Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore!
Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!
Leave my loneliness unbroken!- quit the bust above my door!
Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

And the Raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,
And the lamplight o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
Shall be lifted - nevermore!

Most recent picture.

This is me with one of the Korean Officers. Coffee and Milk (hehehe)

So Far...

My life has been weird but still puts a smile on my face. Weird in a way that I'm actually everything, including my problems and my "other" things that's been bothering me for awhile.

I'm still working and very close in getting myself regularize. It's kinda pathetic if you ask what do I intend to achieve in this job, which is to last for more than 6 months. I'm still here teaching Koreans on how to speak english and I'm being train as a assistant team captain. Turned out to be a good job.

Made some really friends at work, and I'm actually trusting some people with what's going on with my head. It's been awhile since I trusted myself to anyone and feels really good to know that I still can trust.

I have to admit though that my taste for women still hasn't change. I still end falling for women with emotional problems. I don't know what's my problems but I'm drawn to women with some sort of problem. Like one of my friends one said, "You really have a weird taste with women".