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Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

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You Are Death

You symbolize the end, which can be frightening. But you also symbolize the immortality of the soul. You represent transformation, rebirth of a new life. Sweeping away the past is part of this card, as painful as it may be. Your fortune: Don't worry, this card does not predict death itself. Instead it foreshadows the ending of an era of your life, one that is hard to let go of. But with the future great new things will come, and it's time to embrace them. Mourn for a while, but then face the future with humility and courage.

What Tarot Card Are You?

You Are Somewhat Machiavellian

You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead... But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself. You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place. You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to!

How Machiavellian Are You?

You Are The Wheel of Fortune

You represent the cycles of life, death, and rebirth. You embrace change, the the ups and downs of life. Fate is something you accept, even when you could possibly change things. Big things tend to happen to you more than other people. Your fortune: Something huge is about to happen in your life, and you have little control over it. You must accept your destiny, but luckily it is good fortune that has come your way. Big things and big changes are about to come your way. And while things will be intense for a while, they will be followed by a period of rest.

What Tarot Card Are You?

BAYWALK

Finally! after the months of not hanging out with each other (Yes, we see each other every sunday in church, but we have to wear our halos there). We finally found some time to go out. Hope this happen more often.

I have no idea whos idea was this.

This was after the food cravings. Look how sated we are.

Me, Chelle, my brother Vice, Lhen, Uny, Rose, and JV.

FACTS ABOUT LOVE

My sister gave me this list, no idea why but it is really funny and true.

1.If you meet a woman, and you like her, then she...
-has a boyfriend
-is a lesbian
-has many friends she prefers to you
-doesn't notice you're there

2.If a girl likes you, then you won't know before she has lost her interestin you and it is impossible to get her back.

3.If you meet a girl who likes you, and you like her, and she doesn't have aboyfriend, then she will have one within the week, and it isn't you.

4.The only way to win a girl is to take her love for granted (if you keepquestioning it, she'll get tired of you).

5.If you take love for granted, everything will just go to hell.

6.If you don't have a girlfriend, there's always someone to remind you about it.

7.If you know a girl, date her, etc. etc. and in the end tell her that youlove her, you won't hear from her again for the rest of your life.

8.About who picks you up:
-If you're heterosexual, then homosexuals will try to pick you up.
-If you're homosexual, then heterosexuals will try to pick you up.
-If you're bi-sexual, then noone will try to pick you up.

9.If you have a friend who knows a girl who is desperately looking for a boy,he'll splice her with someone else.

10.About finding love:
-If you hope that you have found love, you'll get very disappointed.
-If you think that you have found love, you're wrong.
-If you know that you have found love, you have been misinformed.
-If you have found love, you won't know about it before it is lost.

11.There's always someone who is happy for his/her entire life, and it isn'tyou.

12.If you both love something, she'll hate it next week.

13.About winning/losing:
-If you don't have anything to lose, you won't win.
-If you have something to lose, you'll lose it.
-If you don't have anything to win, you'll win so that you can losemore.

14.If she's having a good time, it's not because of you.

15.About dating:
-If she didn't say anything, she'll bring her boyfriend she never toldyou about.
-If she arrives with her girlfriend, it's because she wants some kind ofprotection, not to put the two of you together.
-If she comes alone, it's because she looks at you as a friend, andthere isn't a chance in the world you'll ever be more

Happy Valentine's

Happy Valentine’s Day everyone!!! May all of you find that person that you can't live without. For those who have found that someone cherish every moment spent and never take it for granted. Love is one thing nobody seems to understand but everybody yearns for it, even the most jaded and cynical of us in this world secretly needs to love and to be love in return.

Sometimes in our quest for love, we take for granted the love that surrounds us. The one that comes from people we never took time to notice. I myself have made that mistake. I been blindly been seeking out something I thought was love without realizing that I was surrounded with the one thing I’ve been looking for.

Now I’m grateful to all those who loved, and love, and will love me. You made life worth living.

TEN THINGS I LOVE BEING A PILIPINO

A friend ask me to list things i love being here in the pilipino. Took me awhile to figure out what i like coz "there are so many things I love being a pilipino". Most or all these things are not original from me some are things I've learn from and heard from others. So here they are in no particular order:

1. The Barrel Man, for those who don't know what a barrel man is it's a wooden figure of an indian inside a barrel, and if you lift the barrel, "toink!" something comes pops out that I do not want to remember (emotional trauma).

2. The Bulalo. I love sucking the bone marrow out of those pig knuckles, the cholesterol is at it again.

3. The world is my urinal! Yes, Pilipino Males still do it. They still mark their territory by peeing on walls, post, trees (actually, any vegetation that is enough to cover it.), and cars.

4. Streetfoods, from fishball, taho, samalamig to quek-quek, bopis, tokneneng, iud, adidas to the really " I really need a booster shoot for hepatitis a, b, to c.

5. When the world is in chaos, there is political instability, the market is down, the value of money is down and prices are skyrocketing, when everyone in the is panic. It's just an ordinary day here in the Philippines.

6. In the face adversary, pilipino's would laugh their way out of it. Yes, we would just laugh at it. Now imagine what we are doing during times of plenty.

7. We are the only people that responds to pssts and hoy. And we know who is being called.

8. Our names, more precisely our nicknames. Imagine seeing 50 years old men and women name boy, totoy, baby, nene, etc. Also who could forget len-len, bong-bong, ten-ten, etc...

9. Traffic here in manila. An american friend once commented that the philppines has the most parking space in the world, coz all the cars are always parked.

10. Lastly, ME! of course this country won't be the same without me. So backed off assholes!

RANTING

TANGINANG BUHAY ITO!!!

I just wanted to shout it out. well that felt good.

I've been in angst mode lately, so it's really affected my life. The problem is I have no idea why I'm feeling this. Maybe, I can't figure out a way to say my feelings to this girl I really like. I've been acting like a jerk when she around (like we see each other a lot), but thats the point when those rare moments comes up, my tongue begins to say words that would embarass anyone. Or I got low grade in trigonometry eventhough I studied until my mind stop working.

Well enough of these, time for some fun.
I'm going to do what's right and live my life to the fullest
MAGVIVIDEOKE AKO!!!
hehehe!( that was quick, from depress to happy)

Tongue Tied

I have to admit it! There nothing I could do about it. I have to confess "TORPE AKO!!!" Its true, yes I can express myself at times but when it comes to a girl i like, I either don't say what i want to say or blurt the most embarassing thing I could say. There! now everybody knows why in the world I'm still alone. Now if i could only a way to get over this.

Maybe I'll just sing. It always work for some. So here it goes....

Hehehe! just realized, nobody can here me. In case you're wondering here what i have been singing.


Why Don't You And I Lyrics

Since the moment I spotted you,
Like walking around with little wings on my shoes,
My stomach's filled with the butterflies,

Ooh, and it's all right,
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud,
I'd got the feeling like I'm never gonna come down,
If I'd said I didn't like it then you'd know I lied,

Everytime I try to talk to you,
I get tongue-tied,
It turns out that everything I say to you,
Comes out wrong and never comes out right.

So I'll say why don't you and I,
Get together and take on the world and be together forever,
Heads we will, Tails we'll try again,
So I'll say why don't you and I,
Hold each other and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven,
Cause without you they're never gonna let me in.

When's this fever going to break?
I think I've handled more than any man can take,
I'm like a love-sick puppy chasing you around,

Ooh, and it's all right,
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud,
I got the feeling like I'm never gonna come down,
If I'd said I didn't like it then you'd know I lied.

Everytime I try to talk to you,
I get tongue-tied,
It turns out that everything I say to you,
Comes out wrong and never comes out right.

So I'll say why don't you and I,
Get together and take on the world and be together forever,
Heads we will, Tails we'll try again,
So I'll say why don't you and I,
Get together and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven,
Cause without you they're never gonna let me in.

Slowly I begin to realize,
This is never going to end
Right about the same time you walk by,
And I say 'Oh here we go again',
Oh!

Everytime I try to talk to you,
I get tongue-tied,
It turns out that everything I say to you,
Comes out wrong and never comes out right.

So I'll say why don't you and I,
Get together and take on the world and be together forever,
Heads we will, Tails we'll try again,
So I'll say why don't you and I,
Get together and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven,
Cause without you they're never gonna let me in.

So I'll say why don't You and I,
Get together and take on the world and be together forever,
Heads we will, Tails we'll try again,
So I'll say you why don't You and I,
Get together and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven,
Cause without you they're never gonna let me in.

Who Are You? Who? Who? Who?

Just finish watching CSI season 1 to 4. Man! It was the best, gonna watch all over again and I have to hunting for the other seasons. Fell in love with Jorja Fox (a.k.a Sara Sidle). My cousins laughing at me coz i really find her hot, but what the heck i love her. Though sometimes, she kinda reminds of someone I really like or is it the other way around. i don't know. well, here that song again

who are you? who,who,who?

WATER DOG

Last saturday was the chinese new year's eve, and the AEGIS open meet where I hanged out some friends. we were dicussing the chinese zodiac signs and I got curious about mine and here is mine.


Dog people are loyal and honest and obedient, guardians of the house at night. They can be counted on to keep secrets and for always doing the right thing. They can be emotionally distant and do not mix well in social gatherings where they are often seen as wallflowers. They do better with one-on-one relationships and find happiness in the happiness they bring to others, such as finding the most perfect gifts for their friends. While it is true that they have sharp tongues and are a bit stubborn and eccentric, in a work situation they tend to work very well with other people. What is more, they always seem to have money and make excellent leaders. Because of their high moral stance, they are inspiring beyond measure.

Water Dogs are real charmers, easily attracting friends and colleagues into their inner circle. Handling the ins and outs of human relations is so easy for them! They know how to smooth over any personal situation with their kind, honest, easy-going nature. Always empathetic, always rational, their ability to play Devil's Advocate helps open up whole new ways of approaching problems and finding solutions. Their views on life are expansive because of an ingrained wanderlust which has taken and will continue to take them to exotic locales about the globe. They adapt like chameleons to new environments and new people and their lives are all-encompassing, full of rich adventure. Financial and career success comes to the Water Dogs later in life -- just watch these late bloomers burst open! Regarding their love life, when it comes to dating and romance, their temperature ranges from hot to cold, from one extreme to another. Sometimes they want a commitment, other times they run Geronimo. But, when true love finally comes, and it will, they have it made. Their relationships are filled with good honest communication and genuine kindness and total caring for their partner. Marriage will be as firm as the Rock of Gibraltar.

Gifs!!!

I've been trying to put gifs in my blog, but it doesn't seem to work. Must find someone to teach me how this work.

I'm getting old (I'm only 23)! Feeling aches and pain that didn't exsists before. Must go to spa one of this days. Now if i can only find the time.

SHOWING ALL YOUR CARDS

I've always been a firm believer of being honest of what you truly are. Lately, I'm i've become someone who is "what you see is what you get". Unfortunately, I found out that you can be really too honest or too trusting. Maybe, Im the kind of guy that nobody would like for being plainly me. Maybe I always need that shroud of mystery around me (ok, I'm going to stop now. Self-pitying again).

What the hell! I like who I am and if they have a problem with that it's not my fault anymore. Yes, I did a lot stupid things in life and I am pretty messed up in life, but that's who I am, that what makes me Urim Hernandez. I can't change that for anyone, been doing that for all my life, I think its my turn now to be who I really am.

A sick, demented, depressed, messed-up bastard who just want to be happy and loved.

TIME HEALS ALL THINGS.

Well its been more than a year since then so i'm glad to say i'm happy with my life. Never felt so happy for awhile. I can honestly say "all is well" with my life. Yes, there are problems, but there is nothing i can't handle. Thanks to all who stuck with me everything, and to all i meet and help me along the way. My gratitude is yours always.

Now if i can only find a girl to be with. Nights are getting lonely. hehehe

CHRISTMAS PIC

A little late, but better late than never.


The Hernandez Clan, well most of it.


Noche Buena!!! The reason for the extra pounds

Can't Stop Singing!!!

This is starting to be a trend now in my head. These songs are playing regularly in my head. Heck!!! at least they're good.

LEMON TREE

I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast
I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree

I'm sitting here
I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired
Put myself into bed
Well, nothing ever happens and I wonder

Isolation is not good for me
Isolation I don't want to sit on the lemon-tree

I'm steppin' around in the desert of joy
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen and you wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And I wonder, wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon-tree


"Back 2 Good"

It's nothing, it's so normal you
Just stand there I could say so much
But I don't go there cuz I don't want to
I was thinking if you were lonely
Maybe we could leave here and no one would know
At least not to the point that we would think so

Everyone here, knows everyone here is thinking about
Somebody else
It's best if we all keep it under our heads
I couldn't tell, if anyone here was feeling the way I do
But I'm lonely now, and I don't know how
To get it back to good

This don't mean that, you own me
This ain't no good, in fact it's phony as hell
But things worked out just like you wanted too
If you see me out you don't know me
Try to turn your head, try to give me some room
To figure out just what I'm going to do

And everyone here, hates everyone here for doing just like
They do
It's best if we all keep this quiet instead
And I couldn't tell, why everyone here was doing me like
They do
But I'm sorry now, and I don't know how
To get it back to good

Everyone here, is wondering what it's like to be with
Somebody else
Everyone here's to blame, everyone here
Gets caught up in the pleasure of the pain, everyone hides
Shades of shame, but looking inside we're the same, we're
The same
And we're all grown now, but we don't know how
To get it back to good

Everyone here, knows everyone here is thinking 'bout
Somebody else
It's best if we all keep this under our heads
I couldn't tell, if anyone here was feeling the way I do
But it's over now, and I don't know how, it's over now
There's no getting back to good

LOVE LOST

We have to part ways. I didn't want too, but it was necessary. If we stayed together who knows what might happen and i'm not really in the position to make another rash decision. So i just agreed with her decision. She was right in the first place. So I'm right here alone again but at least happy that i made the right choice and was spared from the pain and sorrow i might experience. And for her, my thanks, and maybe someday things will be different. :)

Burden of Responsibility!!!

I felt like crap yesterday. My uncle got mad at me coz the xbox got busted. My cousins apparently plugged it in a 220 socket, unfortunately I was responsible for the whole thing. I'm not trying to excuses, but I was really doing a lot of things so i kinda the xbox until my uncle called and told that the xbox was broken. Now I know how it feels when those cartoon characters shrink coz of guilt and the person mad them grows bigger. Feel a little better now, considering kuya told me that its ok. I wish I still have my happy pills!!!

EXALTED 2ND EDITION

Can't wait for the pdf. hehehe!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Merry Christmas and to all a good night!!! Okay, I might be a little to late in saying this (Damn computer have to break down!! #@!#%%@%@). But nothing you can do about it. So, let us be a little careful with what we put in our mouths coz it will go directly to our waist. hehehe!!!

Cursed you Damien Rice!!!

Can't stop singing "Cannonball". Old feelings on how good it was to be in love coming back. Ahhh! how great was the feeling of being in the arms of the person you love. Have to forget someone and move on coz of some reasons. Then this song keep playing in my head and i can't stop singing( still singing while typing this). what the heck here are the lyrics for those who don't know the song.

"Cannonball"

Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on

Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little BIT of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer EACH DAY
Still I can't SAY what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer TO ME
So close that I can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't WANNA scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know

Sleep

"Sleep- A natural and periodic state of rest during which consciousness of the world is suspended."

When you get to experience what i've experience, sleep is one of the sweetest things in life. Well i used to not sleep at if i can help it all, the only i sleep i get was my body forces me already and my sleep , my record is two weeks straight. Oh man was it like hell! It literally drove me crazy. hehehe!!! Now sleep for me is more a gift i really nourish. I still not sleep regularly, but i now try to get sleep as much as possible. I would rather face nightmares in sleep than talking shadows when you're awake. So for those who are NOT sleeping right, turn off the computer and go sleep. NOW!!! hehehe!!!

Songs playing in my Head

My Stupid Mouth

My stupid mouth
Has got me in trouble
I said too much again
To a date over dinner yesterday
And I could see
She was offended
She said "well anyway..."
Just dying for a subject change

Oh, it's another social casualty
Score one more for me
How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess he better find one soon

We bit our lips
She looked out the window
Rolling tiny balls of napkin paper
I played a quick game of chess with the salt and pepper shaker
And I could see clearly, An indelible line was drawn
Between what was good, what JUST slipped out and what went wrong

Oh, the way she feels about me has changed
Thanks for playing, try again.
How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess he better find one

I'm never speaking up again
It only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery
Than she desert me

Oh I'm never speaking up again
Starting now

One more thing
Why is it my fault?
So maybe I try too hard
But it's all because of this desire
I just wanna be liked
I just wanna be funny
Looks like the jokes on me
So call me captain backfire

Oh another social casualty
Score one more for me
How could i forget mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh whats a boy to do?
I guess i better find one

I'm never speaking up again
It only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery
Than she desert me

Oh I'm never speaking up again(x3)
Starting now

The next one is the weird one for me. Don't know why. But heck, Im enjoying it!

Save The Last Dance For Me

You can dance-every dance with the guy
Who gives you the eye,let him hold you tight
You can smile-every smile for the man
Who held your hand neath the pale moon light
But don't forget who's takin' you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darlin' save the last dance for me

Oh I know that the music's fine
Like sparklin' wine,go and have your fun
Laugh and sing,but while we're apart
Don't give your heart to anyone
But don't forget who's takin' you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darlin' save the last dance for me

Baby don't you know I love you so
Can't you feel it when we touch
I will never never let you go
I love you oh so much

You can dance,go and carry on
Till the night is gone
And it's time to go
If he asks if you're all alone
Can he walk you home,you must tell him no
'Cause don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling,save the last dance for me

'Cause don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling,save the last dance for me
Save the last dance for me
Save the last dance for me.

I have Survived!!!

Yehey!!!Have survived a harrowing weekend filled with hate and resentment for myself for the things i have done. That I haven't really tried to change myself that i only cared for was myself and what i felt i needed at the moment. Thanks to my friend who made me realize that there are things in life that more important than our own desires. At first, I was angry but I then realized that she had saved my soul from something I would regret someday. Eventhough our relationship as friends would forever be marred by the events that has transpired, I would always be thankful for her saving my soul.

Conversations

Found a conversation (or a part of it) in a blog of a friend. Never realized that thing made an impact on her that she was laughing so hard. Hehehehe! I've just realize that i can funny.

p.s.
She doesn't want to talk anymore for reasons I will tell to myself! hehehe!

SilentHill

Finally, there will be a movie. I hope it doesn't suck or i'll really be piss.
















creepy!!!

Studying does this to you.

My sister actually took this picture. She said that i look like i was studying but when she called i was sound asleep.

Song of the Day

Mr. Curiosity
Music by Jason Mraz and Lester Mendez
Words by Jason Mraz and Dennis Morris

Hey Mr. Curiosity
is it true that they’ve been saying about you
Are you killing me?
You took care of the cat already
and for those who think it’s heavy
Is it the truth? Or is it only gossip?
Call it mystery or anything
just as long as you call me.
I sent the message on,
did you get it when I left it?
See this catastrophic event
it wasn’t meant to mean no harm
But to think there’s nothing wrong is a problem.

I’m looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it’s making me cry
Love is a mystery. Mr. Curious, come back to me

(I’m) Mr. Waiting, ever patient can’t you see
I’m the same the way you left me
in a hurry to spell check me
And I’m underlined already
in envy green and pencil red
I’ve forgotten what you’ve said,
will you stop working for the dead
And return, Mr. Curious,
I need some inspiration.
It’s my birthday
and I cannot find no cause for celebration.
The scenario is grave but I’ll be braver when you save me
From this situation laden with hearsay.

I’m looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it’s making me cry
This love is a mystery, Mr. Curiosity,
Be Mr. Please Do Come And Find Me.

I’m looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it’s making me cry
This love is a mystery, Mr. Curiosity,
Be Mr. Please Do Come And Find Me.
Love is blinding if the timing’s never right.
But who am I to beg for difference?
Finding love in just an instant I don’t mind.

At least I tried.

I tried.

Sugababes Rocks!!!

I love them!!! Damn I wish I had girlfriend like them.

Mom's Xmas Party

Pia's group
















Pinoy Big Brother group




















Jackson Five Group















Ma still working even at the party
















Ma and Pa after the work.



Damn, I look ugly in that pic. It like beauty and the beast live.



My mom really likes her (yipee!!!)

CHECK THIS OUT

Didn't sleep last night, but a friend was there to chat with. He recommended this sites. It was sad and dark, but somehow most of us can relate to it.















This one is my favorite.

http://www.lukechueh.com/index.html

Song of the Day

Life Is Wonderful Lyrics

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
And it takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
It takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
And it takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la it is so...

It takes some silence to make sound
And It takes a loss before you found it
And It takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la it is so... wonderful
It is so meaningful
It is so wonderful
It is meaningful
It is wonderful
It is meaningful
It goes full circle
Wonderful
Meaningful
Full Circle
Wonderful

Having a Bad Day?

Sometimes it's not worth it to get out of bed.

Panday Vs. Sugo

Now who will win?

ROSE ONLINE

Started playing this online game on a recommendation from a friend. Honestly had a lot fun on it. Just hope it doesn't turn into a addiction. hehehe

http://www.roseonline.ph/

Started my studies again, and honestly having fun in school.

Back to School

Going to study again, after a turmoil in my life. I am ready to face everything, and damn everything that gets on my way!!! Feeling old lately when i went to school. Hehehehe, the return of the comeback of urim hernandez.

NEED HELP!!!

This a part in my life that when i become self destructive. i trying to stand up but the memory of her is dragging me down. could someone help me. i really need im scared that i might break down again pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee.

QUIZ

Can't sleep so i decided to take some tests


Angelic Evil


What type of evil being are you inside?
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Dominant Personality: Regret

Good Traits: You don't forget what's
happened. You take the time to yourself to [try
to] get over it.

Bad Traits: You never do get over it.
You're living in the past. You can't change it.

People see you as: A shadow (you're always
left behind), honest, and wise. You may act
like you've been through horrible ordeals that
no one can relate to. The honesty is almost a
plus, but being too honest is your problem. You
don't like being lied to, so you choose not to
lie either.

You're Most Like: Protected. After what
you've experienced you closed up, trying to
figure out what's wrong with you. You're more
extroverted to cover up your feelings, unlike a
protected person.

You Need More: Disappointment. This may
sound off, but you do need it. You have to get
out of the past, and focus on the future.


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Your death will be suicide....Most likely because
people won't except you or love you or because
you hate life itself...You have constent
thoughts of suicide daily....and you plan when
you will. Someday it will happen....You most
likely die alone in your house...with nothing
but dark music playing. You'll probably write a
sucide note and die right by your bed side....


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SOLAR EXALTED: You are a chosen of the Unconquered
Sun.
The SOLAR EXALTED are the heroic defenders of
justice, the natural rulers of Creation and the
bringers of wonders. In the First Age they were
betrayed and destroyed, but now, after hundreds
of years, they are back to save the world of
its many dangers, fighting the enemies of
Creation and taking the control back from the
Terrestrial Exalted, their betrayers.
The SOLAR EXALTED are the ultimate heroes and are
here to guide Creation to a new age of
resplendent gold and brightness. However, their
multiple enemies are prepared to offer a great
battle and there are some ancient creatures who
still remember why the children of the Sun were
killed the first time... the real reason for
their purge from Creation.


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You are a Dawn Caste! The power of the Unconquered
Sun lets you attain new levels of ass-kicking
power!


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COLOR QUIZ

Took a color quiz. Here are the results.

urim took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test! "Suffering from the effects of those things which a..." Click here to read the rest of the results.

That sounds a lot like me. At least we know the problem, time to have a solution.

Update on my Life

Well haven't felt relax and good about myself for a while. So things are really looking up, considering the fact i was flat on my back anyway just want to give my self a pat on my back

Songs for her

Sleeping To Dream
words by jason mraz
music by jason mraz & peter stuart

I'm dreaming of sleeping next to you I'm feeling like a lost little boy in a brand new town
I'm counting my sheep and each one that passes is another dream to ashes
and they all fall down.

As I lay me down tonight,
I close my eyes and what a beautiful sight

I'm sleeping to dream about you
I'm so tired of having to live without you
So I'm sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired

I found myself in the riches (Your eyes, your lips, your hair.) Well you were everywhere
But I woke up in the ditches. I hit the light and I thought you might be here
but you were nowhere. You were nowhere at home.

As I lay me back to sleep
Lord I pray that I can keep

Sleeping to dream about you
I'm so tired of having to live without you
So I'm sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired

(It's just a little a lullaby to keep myself from crying myself to sleep at night.)

Sleeping to dream about you
I'm so tired of having to live without you
So I'm sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired

This one's for you April

SO FAR SO GOOD

Well finally dealt with my issues with my religion. yes, i'm officially disfellowshipped from ny church. but honestly felt good about it. starting my life in he right foot right now. still in love with her. but what the heck im enjoying my life right now to care about it. except for the dreaming of her part every night all is well. anyway, thank god for peace of mind.

New Start

I realize something last night. It wasn't my fault. I gave it all. I had to sacrifice everything in my life for her. So feel much better now. I still love her and may always will, but that doesn't mean I can find someone else. So I have decided to find someone whom i can trust and love. And as my dad says someone who stand by my side no matter what. So God help in this step I'm gonna make.

Crap!!! I'm getting old. Turning 23 next saturday. Well been depress for years now. Experience a lot things that i wish to forget, but hell that life i have to move on and do something about. I have tried to stand up a lot of times and have kept on falling flat on my face but that doesn't mean I'm giving up. No, I have more reasons now to stand up and do my dreams.

Last night had a discussion with my cousin on drive home about my being nice to people and me not taking aggresive action against people who are both idiots and insecure (hehehe that has bitterness in it). Joseph argument is that I have to fight fire with fire which I can really do if the people I care about are concern. I can also say I can really say mean things if I want (so don't push, you know who you are). Then, I reason out something that a friend told me that simple things are for simple people. Another one is from my auntie who once said "An pumapatol sa tanga ay mas tanga". And finally, something I read " Don't fight with fools, they will drag you to their level and beat you with experience.

Songs

Singing this songs quite often lately



You & I Both
words & music by jason mraz

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
And taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
A little bird who'll sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
What you and I spoke of
Others only dream of the love that I love

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
Now you and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of

and it's okay if you have go away
just remember the telephone works both ways
and if I never ever hear it ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you sang

you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of words.


Back to You
back to you
it always comes around
back to you
I tried to forget you
I tried to stay away
But it's too late

over you
I'm never over
over you
something about you
It's just the way you move
the way you move me

I'm so good at forgetting
and I quit every game I've played
but forgive me love
I can't turn and walk away

back to you
it always comes around
back to you
I walk with your shadow
I'm sleeping in my bed
with your silhouette

should have smiled in that picture
if it's the last that I'll see of you
it's the least that you could not do

oh I will
leave the light on
I'll never give up on you
leave the light on
for me too

back to me
I know that it comes
back to me
doesn't it scare you
your will is not as strong
as it used to be
additional lyrics and intro/outros
...doesn't it scare you, doesn't it piss you off...

I'm weaker than you know

I'm swimming in a sea of faces
trying to find my way to you
but it's no use, in a crowded room
where everybody wants you

Music Videos

Yup, Im like the guy singing. Well at least im not the guy playing the keyboard. The link doesn't seem to be working so this is the address.

http://albinoblacksheep.com/flash/bunny.php

TOO MUCH THINKING AGAIN!

Im been doing a lot of thinking. Trying to figure out what's bugging me the past few days. Well, the good thing is I met this girl, who for the first time I didn't have that feeling that i wish "she" was there instead the girl. I really enjoyed being with her. But am i ready now? I still love "her", wouldn't it be cheating on this new girl, well i haven't been doing anything. aside from the fact that I already ask her to go out with me. well lets see what happens and hope for the best.

One more, job interview tomorrow. Hope everything goes well. Hey its puerta galera for a month.

HOME

Haven't been home for two weeks now. Couldn't stand being there in the first place. Nobody home anyway so no big deal really. One more thing, keep on dreaming about her lately. Does this mean i'm still in love with her. man this stinks. how can i go on if i still head over heels for her. anyway gonna go out later, hope something good would come out of it.

EEEVIIIIIILLLLL

You scored as VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY EVIL. I am not sure congradulations are in order but you are the most EVIL person i know. You are Scaring me go away far far away!!!

VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY EVIL		94%
Evil		81%
Not Evil At All		38%

Exactly how EVIL are you?
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Spongy

You scored as Spongebob Squarepants. SPONGEBOB!!! i gottah say, out of every character, hes my favorite... for all us spongebobs, we love to party!!! hahaha I've seen every episode, so let me know if u have 2!!

Spongebob Squarepants		81%
Sandy		75%
Larry		63%
Plankton		50%
Gary		38%
Patrick Star		25%
Squidward Tenticals		19%
Mr. Krabbs		0%

which spongebob character are u
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INVADE THE WORLD

You scored as Zim. You are the Invader himself! ZIM! You have extreme hopes of ruling humanity, or just killing the geek who thinks your an alien.

The Allmighty Tallest		100%
Zim		100%
Dib		67%
Gir		67%
Gaz		67%
Professor Membrane		33%
Ms. Bitters		33%

Which Invader Zim Charecter are You?
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BY THE POWER OF GRAY SKULL!!!

You scored as Heman. By the power of GraySkull. . . you're the toughest guy to ever wear a loin cloth. Rock on Heman.

Heman		67%
Voltron		58%
Transformers		50%
Strawberry Shortcake		33%
Shera		0%
Smurf		0%
Thundercats		0%

Which 1980's Cartoon Character are you?
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Naruto Craze

You scored as Rock Lee. You are Rock Lee, the genius of hard work.
You believe that anything can be achieved through hard work. You can’t be the best at everything, so you have decided to master one skill better than anyone. Feeling constant need to prove yourself, you tend to be competitive and a little hard for yourself.

Rock Lee		94%
Sasuke		81%
Hinata		81%
Kakashi		81%
Iruka		69%
Genma		69%
Shikamaru		69%
Neji		44%
Naruto		31%
TenTen		31%

Which Naruto ninja are you most like?
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I'm fuzzy eyebrows

MALKAV'S CHILD

You scored as Malkavian. You belong to the Malkavian bloodline. The Malkavians are blessed with an "inner sight" which often gives them great perception and even clairvoyance. Many are sought for their counsel and insight. The drawback, however, is that they are all entirely insane. If a vampire is speaking in obscure riddles, it's a fair bet they are of Malkavian blood.

Malkavian		92%
Tremere		83%
Nosferatu		75%
Gangrel		71%
Brujah		54%
Ventrue		54%
Toreador		38%

What vampire clan do you belong to?
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Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!

Exalted

You scored as Malfean. You are a Malfean! The Malfeans are Primordials that were slain during the younger Gods' rebellion and were later used to form the prison for the Yozis. Not quite dead and wholly not alive, the undead Malfeans wish for nothing other than release from pain-- a release they can't have until the entirety of Creation is tipped into the Void. They'll use anyone to accomplish that end, even the other Yozis, the Deathlords, and the Exalted. Malfean 80% Lunar 75% Elemental 70% Fair Folk 65% Solar 60% Dragon-Blooded 55% Abyssal 55% Yozi 55% Sidereal 50% Celestine 15% What Exalted Character Are You? created with QuizFarm.com

This sucks, I'm not even playable

Romantic eh!

You scored as Romantic Kisser. Good for you! You know how to kiss and hopefully you have a certain someone to experience a serge of happiness with. If not, it doesnt hurt to flirt kiss a little hehe. Just dont get carried away. Romantic kissing is always a plus! Kissing is an art keep it up and youll be really good!

Romantic Kisser		94%
Dont quit your day job...		38%
Yippy Ki Yay!		38%

How good do you kiss?
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now if i only can find someone to kiss

Very accurate

You scored as Unipolar Depression. Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets. Unipolar Depression 100% Antisocial Personality Disorder 33% Borderline Personality Disorder 33% Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder 8% Schizophrenia 0% Eating Disorders 0% Which mental disorder do you have? created with QuizFarm.com

DEATH

You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Suicide 100% Disappear 67% Posion 53% Bomb 47% Drowning 47% Disease 47% Gunshot 40% Natural Causes 33% Stabbed 33% Accident 33% Eaten 13% Cut Throat 13% Suffocated 7% How Will You Die?? created with QuizFarm.com

aww, I wanted to just disapear.

SLEEPING BEAUTY

You scored as Sleeping Beauty. Your alter ego is Princess Aurora, a.k.a. Sleeping Beauty! You are beautiful and enchanting, and as sweet as ever.

Sleeping Beauty		75%
The Beast		69%
Donald Duck		63%
Ariel		56%
Peter Pan		50%
Goofy		44%
Cinderella		38%
Cruella De Ville		31%
Pinocchio		31%
Snow White		25%

Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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Hmmm, I think i really need to go out with girls more often

Could it be

Went out with an old friend last night and seems I can't stop thinking her. Well for one she did look really beautiful. Something I never realize until yesterday. And the best part is I really felt at ease being with her and I was able to share things about myself that I've never shared with anyone. I just hope things go right now. Maybe there's hope for me.

Songs

I found myself singing this songs over and over again.



LONELY NO MORE

Now it seems to me
That you know just what to say
But words are only words
Can you show me something else

Can you swear to me that you?ll always be this way?
Show me how you feel
More than ever baby

Well I don?t want to be lonely no more
I don?t want to have to pay for this
I don?t want another lover at my door
It?s just another heartache on my list

I don?t wanna be angry no more
You?re the one who could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure
I don?t wanna be lonely anymore


Ooooh Oooooh Oooooh Ooooh
Now it?s hard for me
When my heart?s still on the mend
Open up to me
Like you do your girlfriends
And you sing to me
And it?s harmony
Girl what you do to me is everything
Let me say anything just to get you back again
Why can?t we just try?


I don?t want to be lonely no more
I don?t want to have to pay for this
I don?t want another lover at my door
It?s just another heartache on my list

I don?t wanna be angry no more
You?re the one who could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure
I don?t wanna be lonely anymore


Ooooh Oooooh Oooooh Ooooh

What if I was good to you?

What if you were good to me?
What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me?
What if it was paradise?
What if we were symphonies?
What if I gave all my life to find some way to stand beside you?

I don?t want to be lonely no more
I don?t want to have to pay for this
I don?t want another lover at my door
It?s just another heartache on my list

I don?t wanna be angry no more
You?re the one who could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure
I don?t wanna be lonely any more

Ooooh Oooooh Oooooh Ooooh

I don?t wanna be lonely any more
I don?t wanna be lonely no more
I don?t wanna be lonely no more
I don?t wanna be lonely any more



YOU AND ME

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

A couple of tests I find

very interesting...

Last day of the Real Me

Well this is goodbye to everyone. I have to go somewhere no one will find me (I'm not gonna kill myself. Ok). It seems everyone wants Urim to come back. So even if i have to hide myself its ok. As long that everyone will stop making a problem that will have to do. So all future posts here is what is happening inside me. And the only one who'll ever know are the people who accidentally find my blog (like that would happen).

Damn Spywares

A spyware has again infected my pc. Afterall the things i installed in this computer. Something has installed itself and it seems that I cant get rid of it. I hope the people who make these things die! I tell you, they should DIE!!!

Song Like To Share

Strong

My breath smells of a thousand fags

And when I'm drunk I dance like me Dad

I've started to dress a bit like him

Early morning when I wake up

I look like Kiss but without the make up

And thats a good line to take it to The bridge

And you know and you know

''Cause my life's a mess

And I'm trying to grow so beforeI'm old I'll confess

You think that I'm strong you're wrong

You're wrong

I'll sing my song my song my song

My bed's full of takeaways and fantasies of easy lays

The pause button's broke on my video

And is this real 'cause I feel fake,

Oprah Winfrey, Rikki Lake

Teach me things I don't need to know

And you know and you know

''Cause my life's a mess

And I'm trying to grow so beforeI'm old I'll confess

You think that I'm strong you're wrong

You're wrong

I'll sing my song my song my song

If I did it all again I'd be a nun

The rain was never cold when I was young

I'm still young we're still young

Step inside the sun

And you know and you know

''Cause my life's a mess

And I'm trying to grow
You think that I'm strong you're wrong

You're wrong I'll sing my song my song my song

Life's too short to be afraid

So take a pill to numb the pain

You don't have to take the blame

Better Man

Send someone to love me

I need to rest in arms

Keep me safe from harm

In pouring rain

Give me endless summer

Lord I fear the cold

Feel I'm getting old

Before my time
As my soul heals the shame

I will grow through this pain

Lord I'm doing all I can

To be a better man

Go easy on my conscience

'Cause it's not my fault

I know I've been taught

To take the blame

Rest assured my angels

Will catch my tears

Walk me out of hereI'm in pain
As my soul heals the shame

I will grow through this pain

Lord I'm doing all I can

To be a better man

Once you've found that lover

You're homeward bound

Love is all around

Love is all around
I know some have fallen

On stony ground

But Love is all around

Send someone to love me

I need to rest in arms

Keep me safe from harm

In pouring rain

Give me endless summer

Lord I fear the cold

Feel I'm getting old

Before my time

As my soul heals the shame

I will grow through this pain

Lord I'm doin' all I can

To be a better man

SUNDAY BEATS THE CRAP OUT OF ME

It’s Sunday today, the day of the week that God rested. Where we must also rest and spend the time with our family and increase our spirituality, this what I have been taught from the beginning of my life. Yup, I grew up in a very religious family. Where the main purpose of our life is to serve Him. Well, that is what I did before I started hating myself. I was the obedient son, the friend who is always there, the intelligent student, everything you can ask for. I lived for others, making sure that everyone is happy, that if anybody were sad, I would always be there to be a shoulder to cry on.

Then I started hating myself, it all started when I losing my motivation in being the person I was. People around me think I was perfect, that I should be the best in what I do. Nobody seems to realize I had weaknesses, and that I also need to be cared and to need someone to cry on. But when I try to tell them these things, they always had some explanation and solution for me, when all I wanted was for someone to listen. Well, this really scared and hurt in a way I have never known before, so I decided to just hide in a mask of happiness, when deep inside I was already dying.

Then she came into my life. For the first time in my life, I thought I could be who I am. Yes, I was happy. Never been so happy in life. But like all good things in life it had to end. It started slowly, until it was to late for me to save. It really crushed me, but as always, people still expected me to be who I was before. Still taking time picking up the pieces but eventually I have to be what I was before. But deep inside I wish someone would find and save me from what I have become.

Nihilist Bear


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