Friday, March 31, 2006

It Lives!!!




Far Away - Nickelback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know


That I love you
I've loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore


On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know


That I love you
I've loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore


So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing, 'cause i'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go

Thursday, March 30, 2006

Congratulations!!!



Randy finally propose to Kat. He's finally getting married, well the long wait was worth it.
Congratulations to both of you !!!

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Summer Headache

ANG SAKIT NG ULO KO!!! It's been days now since I have this headache. Tried everything to get rid of it but it seems to come back after an hour or so. I've been sleeping most of the day. Maybe its just the heat that giving me this headache. Been taking a bath more often than I use too. Summer na nga talaga. Sobrang init talaga.

Friday, March 17, 2006

I'M GOING TO BE RICH!!!

Your Birthdate: October 8

Watch out Donald Trump! You've got a head for business and money.
You'll make it rich some day, even if you haven't figured out how yet.
A supreme individualist, you shouldn't get stuck in a corporate job.
Instead, make your own way - so that you can be the boss.

Your strength: Your undying determination

Your weakness: You require an opulent lifestyle

Your power color: Plum

Your power symbol: Dollar sign

Your power month: August


Now if i can find a way to make this true.

Thursday, March 16, 2006

YIDDISH PROVERBS

Some proverbs to live by, thanks to the Jews.


-Two at the feast of the chicken: me and the chicken.

-A man should live if only to satisfy his curiosity.

-A fool is his own informer.

-Better a steady dime than a rare dollar

-A heavy purse makes a light heart.

-A dead man is mourned seven days, a fool his life time.

-Your health comes first-you can always hang yourself later.

-One good deed has many claimants.

-Tell an ass by his long ears, a fool by his long tongue.

-“Thou hast chosen us from among the nations”-why did You have to pick on the Jews?

-When a fool holds his tongue, he too is thought clever.

-When a poor man gets to eat chicken, one of then is sick.

-“Rejoice not at thy enemies fall”-but don’t pick him either.

-When a mother calls her child “bastard”, you can take her word for it.

-With luck, even your ox will calve.

-The girl who can’t dance says the band can’t play.

-If things don’t get better, depend on it, they will get worse.

-If God so wills it, even a broom can shoot.

-With money on your pocket, you are wise and you are handsome and you sing well, too.

-Three things grow overnight: profits, rent, and girls.

-Truth rests with God alone, and a little with me.

-He is wondering if a flea has a navel.

-It is easier to spot faults in others than virtues in oneself.

-Rather die in hunger; I’d sooner eat a roast.

-A rich miser and a fat goat are of no use until they are dead.

-God loves the poor and helps the rich.

-O Lord, give me a good excuse!

-God will provide-if only God will provide until He provides.

-Treat me like a rabbi and watch me like a thief.

-If I dealt in candles, the sun wouldn’t set.

-Spare us what we can learn to endure.

-“For dust thou art, and unto dust shall thou return”-betwixt and between, a little drink wouldn’t hurt.

-Dying while young is a boon in old age.

-No man suffers for another sins-he has enough of his own.

-They are madly in love, he with himself, she with herself.

-Ever since dying came into fashion, life hasn’t been safe.



In a Past Life...



You Were: A Redhead Jester.



Where You Lived: New Zealand.



How You Died: The Plague.




Your Values Profile

Loyalty:

You don't really value loyalty.
In your opinion, friendship should be earned.
If you don't agree with someone, it doesn't matter how close you are.
You'll let them (and everyone else know) exactly what you think.

Honesty:

You don't really value honesty.
You do value getting your way, no matter what.
And if a little lying is required to do that, no problem.
A few white lies never hurt anyone (at least, that's what you tell yourself!)

Generosity:

You value generosity a fair amount.
You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take.
Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need.
But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"!

Humility:

You value humility highly.
You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are.
And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better.
You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low.

Tolerance:

You value tolerance highly.
Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you...
You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends.
You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them.


You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it!

Voices

There I did it. I actually posted what I was feeling last night and told her to read it. I thought she knew where my blog is, but she was thinking it was in friendster. I actually ran out credits for my cell phone so I couldn’t text her. So I thought of calling my mom and ask her to give the address, but my mom said she was a little busy and couldn’t give her the message (Note: My mom and her work in the same place). Two minutes later, the phone rang and it was her, my mom actually told her to call me (note to self never ask your mom for help, even how little it is, with a girl). I panic; my mind was screaming “You IDIOT!!! Why did you have to post that in the net and ask her to read it!!!?” then I gave her the address. I jokingly said that maybe after this she may never talk to me ever, but she said she’ll call afterwards and give her reaction.

It’s twelve o’ clock, she’s fast asleep now. I actually called her house to check on her. Maybe she forgot to call back or maybe something else. I can actually hear the voices in my head singing with Awie’s voice “TANGAAAAAAAAA!!!”

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Johari's Window

Brings back a lot of memories in college. I always wanted to know what people think about me please give some time to answer thanks

http://kevan.org/johari?view=Urim

Still can't make a link here, so just copy paste na lang po. thanks!!!

Confessions

Just finish watching the wedding singer (Yes, it took me all these years to be able find time to watch it.). There were two scenes that really inspired me. The first one, was when Adam Sandler’s friend (forgot the name) said that when you found someone you love, you should never let it go. The second one is the song he sang to Drew Barrymore on the plane.


I Wanna Grow Old with You - Adam Sandler

I wanna make you smile,
Whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
All I wanna do,
Is grow old with you

I'll get you medicine,
When your tummy aches.
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
It would be so nice,
Growin' old with you

I'll miss you, kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold.
Need you, feed you.
I'll even let you hold the remote control
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink
Oh I could be the man,
Who grows old with you

I wanna grow old with you.


I want to be with her, just talking to her makes me forget all of my problems in life. I really don’t know her that much, but everything I learn about her makes me want to know more and I’m enjoying every second of it. This is of course, is all unintentional. I just want to be friends at first. I was just following an advice my friend gave me, which is to get out of my comfort zone and get to other know other people and be friends with them. Who would have thought I would find someone I wanna grow old with.

I know, I found someone I love, but I’m too scared to do something about it. I worry too much of what would happen in the future that it makes me not do anything. I guess, I’m just scared of getting hurt and fear things that I shouldn’t fear in the first place. Now, people might think that it’s just stupid for me to realize these things by just watching a movie, but that’s life. Great things do come from small things.

I really know I have fallen for her. She’s the last thing in my mind at night and the first thing I think about when I wake up. She’s not perfect person, I know, heck she has a lot of short comings, but I love her in spite of all those things. I also did a lot of stupid things, like saying I don’t like people who do this and she ending up being one of them. I guess I’ll end up eating my words.

I know your reading this (I actually asked you to.) coz honestly, I don’t know how to say this to you in person. Every time I try to say the words, it just disappears in my mouth. “Sabi ko sa’yo di ako marunong manligaw eh.” Now, on how this simple reaction to a movie turns into a love confession is a mystery to me. I’m just writing on how I feel, so the train of thought is really random.

Monday, March 06, 2006

KEANNA SPEAKS

SA LAHAT NG MGA NALOLONGKOT...


Keanna (in fury): Sinabi ko bang ipagtanggol mo'ko? Lahat na lang ng
mga housemates kailangang mag-adjust para intindihin ka. Ang hirap
kasi sa'yo napaka-KFC mo........ KSP pala."

Keanna: "Di ko alam na pinag-uusapan ako kasi ba't naman ako nila
paguusapan?di ko naman bertdey"

Keanna: "Andami kong pimples wala kasing moisturizer eh"
Rico: "Ano ?"
Keanna: " Bakukang..andami kong bakukang(pertaining to her
pimples)"
Rico: " Anong bakukang?"
Keanna: "Insekto..(tapos sabay hipo sa mukha niya)"

Keanna" "Buti na lang pinaligo na tayo, akala ko kasi sa Sabado pa
puwedeng maligo. Paano kaya sila matutulog non?"
( now, i dont get this. tayo tapos sila?)

Keanna to Koya: (About not taking bath) Pakiramdam ko po kasi hindi
na ako FRESH.

Keanna: "Rustrum!!"
Roxie: "Rustom hindi Rustrum!"
Keanna: *deadma mode" pakealam mo? mayaman ako sa letter R!

Keanna: (habang nagwawalis) "Hindi ako makatulog na madumi ang bahay
kasi. tapos mahilig pa kayong magkape. gusto ko tuloy kayong paluin"

Keanna: Ang hirap kaya mag-dishwasher

(Keanna ay nagpa-fashion show sa harap ng mga housemates habang nagpo-
pose)
Keanna - "Dapat pala ay mag-pouch ako"
Housemates - "Pout hindi pouch( tapos halakhakan)"
Keanna - "Eh ano yung pouch past tense"

(RULE: Bawal galawin ang furnitures ng wala akong pahintulot)
Keanna: edi bawal pala gamitin yung rocking chair? kasi gagalaw yun

Keanna: "John Prats! John Prats! Kunin mo nga yung chicken."
(hahhahahahh! Full name talaga? )

Keanna: (reading the rule book) si big bra.. brother ang magbibigay
sa inyo ng mga kakailanganing gamit...(thinks)... e bat di natin
makita
ung kamay ni big bradir eh sya pla magbibigay...

ZANJOE: Yung kapatid ko ZANDRO...
KEANNA: Lahat kayo start sa 'S'??

Keanna: "Ay naku wala na pag-asa tayo mag-modern times. Ito pa din
ang toothbrush...Talagang back to BISIKS tayo

Keanna - "Streppers ako" (stripper)


YOU CAN'T JUST STOP LOVING HER FOR BEING NATURAL...

Shared by Awie. Thanks man!!!

Sunday, March 05, 2006

When I Am Dead, My Dearest

When I Am Dead, My Dearest
by Christina Georgina Rossetti

When I am dead, my dearest,
Sing no sad songs for me;
Plant thou no roses at my head,
Nor shady cypress tree:
Be the green grass above me
With showers and dewdrops wet;
And if thou wilt, remember,
And if thou wilt, forget.

I shall not see the shadows,
I shall not feel the rain;
I shall not hear the nightingale
Sing on as if in pain:
And dreaming through the twilight
That doth not rise nor set,
Haply I may remember,
And haply may forget.


A very beautiful poem,"sniff".

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Sick!!!

Been sick for a couple of days now. A very bad combination of asthma and colds. really feeling like crap, but at least my head is still functioning.

Test!!!

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.



You Are Death

You symbolize the end, which can be frightening.
But you also symbolize the immortality of the soul.
You represent transformation, rebirth of a new life.
Sweeping away the past is part of this card, as painful as it may be.

Your fortune:

Don't worry, this card does not predict death itself.
Instead it foreshadows the ending of an era of your life, one that is hard to let go of.
But with the future great new things will come, and it's time to embrace them.
Mourn for a while, but then face the future with humility and courage.



You Are Somewhat Machiavellian

You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead...
But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself.
You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place.
You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to!


You Are The Wheel of Fortune

You represent the cycles of life, death, and rebirth.
You embrace change, the the ups and downs of life.
Fate is something you accept, even when you could possibly change things.
Big things tend to happen to you more than other people.

Your fortune:

Something huge is about to happen in your life, and you have little control over it.
You must accept your destiny, but luckily it is good fortune that has come your way.
Big things and big changes are about to come your way.
And while things will be intense for a while, they will be followed by a period of rest.

Monday, February 20, 2006

BAYWALK

Finally! after the months of not hanging out with each other (Yes, we see each other every sunday in church, but we have to wear our halos there). We finally found some time to go out. Hope this happen more often.

I have no idea whos idea was this.

This was after the food cravings. Look how sated we are.

Me, Chelle, my brother Vice, Lhen, Uny, Rose, and JV.

Friday, February 17, 2006

FACTS ABOUT LOVE

My sister gave me this list, no idea why but it is really funny and true.

1.If you meet a woman, and you like her, then she...
-has a boyfriend
-is a lesbian
-has many friends she prefers to you
-doesn't notice you're there

2.If a girl likes you, then you won't know before she has lost her interestin you and it is impossible to get her back.

3.If you meet a girl who likes you, and you like her, and she doesn't have aboyfriend, then she will have one within the week, and it isn't you.

4.The only way to win a girl is to take her love for granted (if you keepquestioning it, she'll get tired of you).

5.If you take love for granted, everything will just go to hell.

6.If you don't have a girlfriend, there's always someone to remind you about it.

7.If you know a girl, date her, etc. etc. and in the end tell her that youlove her, you won't hear from her again for the rest of your life.

8.About who picks you up:
-If you're heterosexual, then homosexuals will try to pick you up.
-If you're homosexual, then heterosexuals will try to pick you up.
-If you're bi-sexual, then noone will try to pick you up.

9.If you have a friend who knows a girl who is desperately looking for a boy,he'll splice her with someone else.

10.About finding love:
-If you hope that you have found love, you'll get very disappointed.
-If you think that you have found love, you're wrong.
-If you know that you have found love, you have been misinformed.
-If you have found love, you won't know about it before it is lost.

11.There's always someone who is happy for his/her entire life, and it isn'tyou.

12.If you both love something, she'll hate it next week.

13.About winning/losing:
-If you don't have anything to lose, you won't win.
-If you have something to lose, you'll lose it.
-If you don't have anything to win, you'll win so that you can losemore.

14.If she's having a good time, it's not because of you.

15.About dating:
-If she didn't say anything, she'll bring her boyfriend she never toldyou about.
-If she arrives with her girlfriend, it's because she wants some kind ofprotection, not to put the two of you together.
-If she comes alone, it's because she looks at you as a friend, andthere isn't a chance in the world you'll ever be more

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Happy Valentine's

Happy Valentine’s Day everyone!!! May all of you find that person that you can't live without. For those who have found that someone cherish every moment spent and never take it for granted. Love is one thing nobody seems to understand but everybody yearns for it, even the most jaded and cynical of us in this world secretly needs to love and to be love in return.

Sometimes in our quest for love, we take for granted the love that surrounds us. The one that comes from people we never took time to notice. I myself have made that mistake. I been blindly been seeking out something I thought was love without realizing that I was surrounded with the one thing I’ve been looking for.

Now I’m grateful to all those who loved, and love, and will love me. You made life worth living.

Saturday, February 11, 2006

TEN THINGS I LOVE BEING A PILIPINO

A friend ask me to list things i love being here in the pilipino. Took me awhile to figure out what i like coz "there are so many things I love being a pilipino". Most or all these things are not original from me some are things I've learn from and heard from others. So here they are in no particular order:

1. The Barrel Man, for those who don't know what a barrel man is it's a wooden figure of an indian inside a barrel, and if you lift the barrel, "toink!" something comes pops out that I do not want to remember (emotional trauma).

2. The Bulalo. I love sucking the bone marrow out of those pig knuckles, the cholesterol is at it again.

3. The world is my urinal! Yes, Pilipino Males still do it. They still mark their territory by peeing on walls, post, trees (actually, any vegetation that is enough to cover it.), and cars.

4. Streetfoods, from fishball, taho, samalamig to quek-quek, bopis, tokneneng, iud, adidas to the really " I really need a booster shoot for hepatitis a, b, to c.

5. When the world is in chaos, there is political instability, the market is down, the value of money is down and prices are skyrocketing, when everyone in the is panic. It's just an ordinary day here in the Philippines.

6. In the face adversary, pilipino's would laugh their way out of it. Yes, we would just laugh at it. Now imagine what we are doing during times of plenty.

7. We are the only people that responds to pssts and hoy. And we know who is being called.

8. Our names, more precisely our nicknames. Imagine seeing 50 years old men and women name boy, totoy, baby, nene, etc. Also who could forget len-len, bong-bong, ten-ten, etc...

9. Traffic here in manila. An american friend once commented that the philppines has the most parking space in the world, coz all the cars are always parked.

10. Lastly, ME! of course this country won't be the same without me. So backed off assholes!

Thursday, February 09, 2006

RANTING

TANGINANG BUHAY ITO!!!

I just wanted to shout it out. well that felt good.

I've been in angst mode lately, so it's really affected my life. The problem is I have no idea why I'm feeling this. Maybe, I can't figure out a way to say my feelings to this girl I really like. I've been acting like a jerk when she around (like we see each other a lot), but thats the point when those rare moments comes up, my tongue begins to say words that would embarass anyone. Or I got low grade in trigonometry eventhough I studied until my mind stop working.

Well enough of these, time for some fun.
I'm going to do what's right and live my life to the fullest
MAGVIVIDEOKE AKO!!!
hehehe!( that was quick, from depress to happy)

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Tongue Tied

I have to admit it! There nothing I could do about it. I have to confess "TORPE AKO!!!" Its true, yes I can express myself at times but when it comes to a girl i like, I either don't say what i want to say or blurt the most embarassing thing I could say. There! now everybody knows why in the world I'm still alone. Now if i could only a way to get over this.

Maybe I'll just sing. It always work for some. So here it goes....

Hehehe! just realized, nobody can here me. In case you're wondering here what i have been singing.


Why Don't You And I Lyrics

Since the moment I spotted you,
Like walking around with little wings on my shoes,
My stomach's filled with the butterflies,

Ooh, and it's all right,
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud,
I'd got the feeling like I'm never gonna come down,
If I'd said I didn't like it then you'd know I lied,

Everytime I try to talk to you,
I get tongue-tied,
It turns out that everything I say to you,
Comes out wrong and never comes out right.

So I'll say why don't you and I,
Get together and take on the world and be together forever,
Heads we will, Tails we'll try again,
So I'll say why don't you and I,
Hold each other and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven,
Cause without you they're never gonna let me in.

When's this fever going to break?
I think I've handled more than any man can take,
I'm like a love-sick puppy chasing you around,

Ooh, and it's all right,
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud,
I got the feeling like I'm never gonna come down,
If I'd said I didn't like it then you'd know I lied.

Everytime I try to talk to you,
I get tongue-tied,
It turns out that everything I say to you,
Comes out wrong and never comes out right.

So I'll say why don't you and I,
Get together and take on the world and be together forever,
Heads we will, Tails we'll try again,
So I'll say why don't you and I,
Get together and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven,
Cause without you they're never gonna let me in.

Slowly I begin to realize,
This is never going to end
Right about the same time you walk by,
And I say 'Oh here we go again',
Oh!

Everytime I try to talk to you,
I get tongue-tied,
It turns out that everything I say to you,
Comes out wrong and never comes out right.

So I'll say why don't you and I,
Get together and take on the world and be together forever,
Heads we will, Tails we'll try again,
So I'll say why don't you and I,
Get together and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven,
Cause without you they're never gonna let me in.

So I'll say why don't You and I,
Get together and take on the world and be together forever,
Heads we will, Tails we'll try again,
So I'll say you why don't You and I,
Get together and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven,
Cause without you they're never gonna let me in.

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Who Are You? Who? Who? Who?


Just finish watching CSI season 1 to 4. Man! It was the best, gonna watch all over again and I have to hunting for the other seasons. Fell in love with Jorja Fox (a.k.a Sara Sidle). My cousins laughing at me coz i really find her hot, but what the heck i love her. Though sometimes, she kinda reminds of someone I really like or is it the other way around. i don't know. well, here that song again

who are you? who,who,who?