Tuesday, September 19, 2006

EDGAR ALLAN POE

I'm now reading some of Edgar Allan Poe's works and have become fascinated on how this man thinks and the emotion invested in his works. This is one of his famous poems and like to share it.

The Raven

Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary,
Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,
While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.
"'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door -
Only this, and nothing more."

Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,
And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.
Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow
From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore -
For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore -
Nameless here for evermore.

And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;
So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating,
"'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door -
Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; -
This it is, and nothing more."

Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,
"Sir," said I, "or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore;
But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,
And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,
That I scarce was sure I heard you"- here I opened wide the door; -
Darkness there, and nothing more.

Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortals ever dared to dream before;
But the silence was unbroken, and the stillness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, "Lenore?"
This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, "Lenore!" -
Merely this, and nothing more.

Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,
Soon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before.
"Surely," said I, "surely that is something at my window lattice:
Let me see, then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore -
Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore; -
'Tis the wind and nothing more."

Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter,
In there stepped a stately raven of the saintly days of yore;
Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed he;
But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door -
Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door -
Perched, and sat, and nothing more.

Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore.
"Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou," I said, "art sure no craven,
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the Nightly shore -
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,
Though its answer little meaning- little relevancy bore;
For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being
Ever yet was blest with seeing bird above his chamber door -
Bird or beast upon the sculptured bust above his chamber door,
With such name as "Nevermore."

But the raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only
That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.
Nothing further then he uttered- not a feather then he fluttered -
Till I scarcely more than muttered, "other friends have flown before -
On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before."
Then the bird said, "Nevermore."

Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,
"Doubtless," said I, "what it utters is its only stock and store,
Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful Disaster
Followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore -
Till the dirges of his Hope that melancholy burden bore
Of 'Never - nevermore'."

But the Raven still beguiling all my sad soul into smiling,
Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird, and bust and door;
Then upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking
Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore -
What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt and ominous bird of yore
Meant in croaking "Nevermore."

This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing
To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;
This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining
On the cushion's velvet lining that the lamplight gloated o'er,
But whose velvet violet lining with the lamplight gloating o'er,
She shall press, ah, nevermore!

Then methought the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer
Swung by Seraphim whose footfalls tinkled on the tufted floor.
"Wretch," I cried, "thy God hath lent thee - by these angels he hath sent thee
Respite - respite and nepenthe, from thy memories of Lenore
Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe and forget this lost Lenore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil! - prophet still, if bird or devil! -
Whether Tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,
Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted -
On this home by horror haunted- tell me truly, I implore -
Is there - is there balm in Gilead? - tell me - tell me, I implore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil - prophet still, if bird or devil!
By that Heaven that bends above us - by that God we both adore -
Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,
It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels name Lenore -
Clasp a rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore."
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

"Be that word our sign in parting, bird or fiend," I shrieked, upstarting -
"Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore!
Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!
Leave my loneliness unbroken!- quit the bust above my door!
Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

And the Raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,
And the lamplight o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
Shall be lifted - nevermore!

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Most recent picture.



This is me with one of the Korean Officers. Coffee and Milk (hehehe)

Sunday, September 03, 2006

So Far...

My life has been weird but still puts a smile on my face. Weird in a way that I'm actually everything, including my problems and my "other" things that's been bothering me for awhile.

I'm still working and very close in getting myself regularize. It's kinda pathetic if you ask what do I intend to achieve in this job, which is to last for more than 6 months. I'm still here teaching Koreans on how to speak english and I'm being train as a assistant team captain. Turned out to be a good job.

Made some really friends at work, and I'm actually trusting some people with what's going on with my head. It's been awhile since I trusted myself to anyone and feels really good to know that I still can trust.

I have to admit though that my taste for women still hasn't change. I still end falling for women with emotional problems. I don't know what's my problems but I'm drawn to women with some sort of problem. Like one of my friends one said, "You really have a weird taste with women".

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

SONGS

I’ve been the needle and the thread
Weaving figure eights and circles round your head
I try to laugh but cry instead
Patiently wait to hear the words you’ve never said

Fumbling through your dresser door forgot what I was looking for
Try to guide me in the right direction
Making use of all this time
Keeping everything inside
Close my eyes and listen to you cry

I’m lifting you up
I’m letting you down
I’m dancing til dawn
I’m fooling around
I’m not giving up
I’m making your love
This city’s made us crazy and we must get out

This not goodbye she said
It is just time for me to rest my head
She does not walk she runs instead
Down these jagged streets and into my bed

Fumbling through your dresser door forgot what I was looking for
Try to guide me in the right direction
Making use of all this time
Keeping everything inside
Close my eyes and listen to you cry

I’m lifting you up
I’m letting you down
I’m dancing til dawn
I’m fooling around
I’m not giving up
I’m making your love
This city’s made us crazy and we must get out

There’s only so much I can do for you
After all of the things you put me through




I am a question to the world
Not an answer to be heard
Or a moment
That's held in your arms

And what do you think you'd ever say?
I won't listen anyway
You don't know me
And I'll never be what you want me to be

And what do you think you'd understand?
I'm a boy, no, I'm a man
You can't take me
And throw me away

And how can you learn what's never shown?
Yeah, you stand here on your own
They don't know me
Cause I'm not here

Chorus:
And I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change?
They're the ones that stay the same
They don't know me
Cause I'm not here

And you see the things they never see
All you wanted I could be
Now you know me
And I'm not afraid

And I want to tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man?
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am

Chorus

They can't tell me who to be
Cause I'm not what they see
Yeah, the world is still sleepin while I keep on dreaming for me
And their words are just whispers and lies thatI'll never believe

Chorus

I'm the one now
Cause I'm still here
I'm the one
Cause I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here

Saturday, August 26, 2006

Friday, August 25, 2006

rants

I'm trying to get her out of my system. I try not to talk to her or even greet her in the process but these things that I have been doing has been eating me up inside. I think I'm over doing it, ignoring her and all but I have to do something about it. I want to have that dignity that I have lose a long time ago. I want to feel that care-free feeling that everyone is telling me about.

I feel so alone when everything going fine. I know I should be happy for them and all that shit, but I always become a figure in the background when good things happened. I know I'm becoming bitter and all but I can't help but wonder if there is more to this life of mine.( hmmmm, that sounded like a song.).

Here am I, ranting again about my life I just wish, somebody would save me (and people would say save yourself.)

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Feelin' dumb

I have been singing this song since last friday. I feel so dumb right now because I really don't know what's goin on...

I have loved you only in my mind
But I know that there will come a time
To feel this feeling I have inside

You're a hopeless romantic is what they say
Falling in and out of love just like a play
Memorizing each line, I still don't know what to say
What to say...

Chorus:
Don't know what to do whenever you are near
Don't know what to say, my heart is floating in tears
When you pass by I could fly

Ev'ry minute, ev'ry second of the day
I dream of you in the most special way
You're beside me all the time
All the time...

I have loved you and I always will
Call it crazy but I know someday you'll feel
This feeling I have for you inside

I'm a hopeless romantic I know I am
Memorized all the lines and here I am
Struggling for words I still don't know what to say
What to say...

Chorus

Don't know what to do whenever you are near
Don't know what to say, my heart is floating in tears
When you pass by I could fly
Ev'ry minute, ev'ry second of the day I dream of you in the most special way
You're beside me all the time
All the time... all the time... all the time...

Sunday, August 20, 2006

I guess, I should have expected that someone would ask me eventually about my standing in my religion(weakling!!!). But it still caught me off guard, that all I can do was smile and give the usual "its complicated" answer, avoiding the whole situation(hahaha!). It was funny when I had a chance to think about it. That after all I've been through(trust me on this part its been a lot), I still care. Is this remnants of my faith or a longing for something forgotten ( and with my memory in fragments).

It is true that there are times when I still yearn to be in His good graces again (yeah right). I still have that void inside me eating me slowly (feeling it but your enjoying it), with no solution in sight.(quitter!)

Friday, August 18, 2006

Tongue Tied

I feel stupid right now. I’m in love with someone but I couldn’t tell her in person. It’s kinda pathetic for me to be doing this and I should know better. When I’m with her it feels so right, that I forget all the plans and the words.

Don't Know What to Say
(Don't Know What to Do)
Ric Segreto

I have loved you only in my mind
But I know that there will come a time
To feel this feelin' I have inside

" You're a hopeless romantic" is what they say
Fallin' in and out of love just like a play
Memorizin' each line, I still don't know what to say
What to say

CHORUS
Don't know what to do whenever you are near
Don't know what to say, my heart is floating in tears
When you pass by I could fly

Every minute, every second of the day
I dream of you in the most special ways
You're beside me all the time
All the time

I have loved you and I always will
Call it crazy but I know someday you'll feel
This feelin' I have for you inside

I'm a hopeless romantic, I know I am
Memorized all the lines and here I am
Strugglin' for words, I still don't know what to say
What to say

[Repeat CHORUS]
All the time [3x]

Thursday, August 10, 2006

SONGS IN PLAYING IN HEAD

11am Lyrics

Seven am;
The garbage truck beeps as it backs up
And I start my day thinking about what I've thrown away.
Could I push rewind?
The credits traverse, signifying the end
But I missed the best part.
Could we please go back to start?
Forgive my indecision

Then again, you're always first when no one's on your side
But, then again, a day will come when I want off that ride.

Eleven am,
By now you would think that I would be up
But my bedsheets shade the heat of choices I've madeAnd what did I find?
I never thought I could want someone so much'
Cause now you're not here and I'm knee deep in that old fear.
Forgive my indecision... I am only a man.

Then again, you're always first when no one's on your side
But, then again, a day will come when I want off that ride.

Twelve pm and my dusty telephone rings.
Heavy head up from my pillow, who could it be?I
hope its you.

Then again, you're always first when no one's on your side
But, then again, the day has come and I want off that ride

To Be With You Lyrics

Hold on little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I've seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you

Chorus

Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwhile
And I can make you start to smile

When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
Come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

chorus

just to be the next to be with

chorus

just to be the next to be with you

Saturday, August 05, 2006

EDUNARAKADA


Brian, Glen, and Alan

This really looks familiar in work. We actually have some similar characteristics with these three. Guess who's who in edunara.

Thursday, August 03, 2006

LEADER OF THE BAND

An only child alone and wild
A cabinet maker's son
His hands were meant for different work
And his heart was known to none --
He left his home and went his lone and solitary way
And he gave to me a gift I know
I never can repay

A quiet man of music
Denied a simpler fate
He tried to be a soldier once
But his music wouldn't wait
He earned his love through discipline
A thundering, velvet hand
His gentle means of sculpting souls
Took me years to understand.

The leader of the band is tired
And his eyes are growing old
But his blood runs through my instrument
And his song is in my soul --
My life has been a poor attempt
To imitate the man
I'm just a living legacy
To the leader of the band.

My brothers' lives were different
For they heard another call
One went to Chicago
And the other to St. Paul
And I'm in Colorado
When I'm not in some hotel
Living out this life I've chose
And come to know so well.

(Instrumental)

I thank you for the music
And your stories of the road
I thank you for the freedom when it came my time to go --
I thank you for the kindness
And the times when you got tough
And, papa, I don't think I
Said 'I love you' near enough --

The leader of the band is tired
And his eyes are growing old
But his blood runs through my instrument
And his song is in my soul --
My life has been a poor attempt
To imitate the man
I'm just a living legacy
To the leader of the band
I am the living legacy
To the leader of the band.
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This has become my theme song at work for some strange reason. I have no idea why coz I was "dizzy" when it happened.

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

I have no Idea.

I found a picture of myself taken last year. I have know idea what was I thinking when this was taken, but I sure have gain a lot of weight. I really need to work out.

Saturday, July 29, 2006

Pics

Here are some pics I got from a friend. I have some good ones in my phone but I'm still looking for a data cable for my phone.






My life has been turning out great lately. I'm actually happy with what I have. Yeah, its true that I don't have enough money and I'm still single when all my friends are getting married, but I feel a sense of satisfaction and I look forward to each and everyday.

Friday, July 28, 2006

95

Seen over 80 movies = you have no life.
Got this from Tobie's blog. Let's see....

Mark the ones you've seen. There are 168 movie titles on this list. Put your score in header and repost.

( ) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
( ) Boondock Saints
(x) Fight Club
(x) Starsky and Hutch
(x) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane
( ) My First Mister
( ) The Virgin Suicides

Total: 5/11

( ) The Princess Bride
(x) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgandy
( ) Napoleon Dynamite
( ) Labyrinth
( ) Saw
(x) Saw II
( ) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement

Total: 6/12

(x) Scream
( ) Scream 2
( ) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) Scary Movie 4
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
(x) American Wedding
( ) American Pie Band Camp

Total: 8/11

(x) Harry Potter
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x) Harry Potter 4
(x) Resident Evil I
(x) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
(x) The Village
(x) Lilo & Stitch

Total: 9/10

(x) Finding Nemo
(x) Finding Neverland
( ) Signs
(x) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(x) White Chicks
( ) Butterfly Effect
(x) 13 Going on 30
( ) I, Robot
(x) Robots

Total: 6/10

(x) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
(x) Universal Soldier
(x) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(x) Along Came Polly
(x) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
(x) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
( ) Joe Dirt
(x) King Kong

Total: 9/12

( ) A Cinderella Story
(x) The Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumber & Dumberer
( ) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
( ) Halloween
(x) The Ring
(x) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X-MAS
(x) Flubber

Total: 5/14

(x) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
( ) Practical Magic
( ) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
(x) Hellboy
( ) Secret Window
(x) I Am Sam
( ) The Whole Nine Yards

Total: 3/9

(x) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Child's Play
( ) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
( ) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Just Married
(x) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
(x) Sixteen Candles
( ) Remember the Titans
( ) Coach Carter
(x) The Grudge
(x) the Mask
( ) Son Of The Mask

Total: 6/14

(x) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
(x) Se7en
(x) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Identity
( ) Lone Star
(x) Bedazzled
(x) Predator I
(x) Predator II
( ) The Fog
(x) Ice Age
(x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown

Total: 8/13

(x) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
(x) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss' Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
( ) Frailty
(x) War of the Worlds
(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2

Total: 6/12

( ) Best Bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
( ) Forrest Gump
(x) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) The Terminator
(x) Terminator 2

Total: 7/12

(x) X-Men
(x) X2
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
(x) Sky High
( ) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
( ) Catch Me If You Can
( ) The Others
( ) Freaky Friday
(x) Reign of Fire
(x) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) Cruel Intentions 3
(x) The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2

Total: 10/17

( ) Swimfan
( ) Miracle
(x) Old School
(x) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(x) A Walk to Remember
( ) Boogeyman
(x) The 40-year-old-virgin

Total: 7/11

GRAND TOTAL: 95/168
I have no life.

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Chaos

English is really a crazy language. I just love it!!!

The Chaos (1922)
Gerard Nolst Trenité

Dearest creature in creation
Studying English pronunciation,
I will teach you in my verse
Sounds like corpse, corps, horse and worse.

I will keep you, Susy, busy,
Make your head with heat grow dizzy;
Tear in eye, your dress you'll tear;
Queer, fair seer, hear my prayer.

Pray, console your loving poet,
Make my coat look new, dear, sew it!
Just compare heart, hear and heard,
Dies and diet, lord and word.

Sword and sward, retain and Britain
(Mind the latter how it's written).
Made has not the sound of bade,
Say-said, pay-paid, laid but plaid.

Now I surely will not plague you
With such words as vague and ague,
But be careful how you speak,
Say: gush, bush, steak, streak, break, bleak ,

Previous, precious, fuchsia, via
Recipe, pipe, studding-sail, choir;
Woven, oven, how and low,
Script, receipt, shoe, poem, toe.

Say, expecting fraud and trickery:
Daughter, laughter and Terpsichore,
Branch, ranch, measles, topsails, aisles,
Missiles, similes, reviles.

Wholly, holly, signal, signing,
Same, examining, but mining,
Scholar, vicar, and cigar,
Solar, mica, war and far.

From "desire": desirable-admirable from "admire",
Lumber, plumber, bier, but brier,
Topsham, brougham, renown, but known,
Knowledge, done, lone, gone, none, tone,

One, anemone, Balmoral,
Kitchen, lichen, laundry, laurel.
Gertrude, German, wind and wind,
Beau, kind, kindred, queue, mankind,

Tortoise, turquoise, chamois-leather,
Reading, Reading, heathen, heather.
This phonetic labyrinth
Gives moss, gross, brook, brooch, ninth, plinth.

Have you ever yet endeavoured
To pronounce revered and severed,
Demon, lemon, ghoul, foul, soul,
Peter, petrol and patrol?

Billet does not end like ballet;
Bouquet, wallet, mallet, chalet.
Blood and flood are not like food,
Nor is mould like should and would.

Banquet is not nearly parquet,
Which exactly rhymes with khaki.
Discount, viscount, load and broad,
Toward, to forward, to reward,

Ricocheted and crocheting, croquet?
Right! Your pronunciation's OK.
Rounded, wounded, grieve and sieve,
Friend and fiend, alive and live.

Is your r correct in higher?
Keats asserts it rhymes Thalia.
Hugh, but hug, and hood, but hoot,
Buoyant, minute, but minute.

Say abscission with precision,
Now: position and transition;
Would it tally with my rhyme
If I mentioned paradigm?

Twopence, threepence, tease are easy,
But cease, crease, grease and greasy?
Cornice, nice, valise, revise,
Rabies, but lullabies.

Of such puzzling words as nauseous,
Rhyming well with cautious, tortious,
You'll envelop lists, I hope,
In a linen envelope.

Would you like some more? You'll have it!
Affidavit, David, davit.
To abjure, to perjure. Sheik
Does not sound like Czech but ache.

Liberty, library, heave and heaven,
Rachel, loch, moustache, eleven.
We say hallowed, but allowed,
People, leopard, towed but vowed.

Mark the difference, moreover,
Between mover, plover, Dover.
Leeches, breeches, wise, precise,
Chalice, but police and lice,

Camel, constable, unstable,
Principle, disciple, label.
Petal, penal, and canal,
Wait, surmise, plait, promise, pal,

Suit, suite, ruin. Circuit, conduit
Rhyme with "shirk it" and "beyond it",
But it is not hard to tell
Why it's pall, mall, but Pall Mall.

Muscle, muscular, gaol, iron,
Timber, climber, bullion, lion,
Worm and storm, chaise, chaos, chair,
Senator, spectator, mayor,

Ivy, privy, famous; clamour
Has the a of drachm and hammer.
Pussy, hussy and possess,
Desert, but desert, address.

Golf, wolf, countenance, lieutenants
Hoist in lieu of flags left pennants.
Courier, courtier, tomb, bomb, comb,
Cow, but Cowper, some and home.

"Solder, soldier! Blood is thicker",
Quoth he, "than liqueur or liquor",
Making, it is sad but true,
In bravado, much ado.

Stranger does not rhyme with anger,
Neither does devour with clangour.
Pilot, pivot, gaunt, but aunt,
Font, front, wont, want, grand and grant.

Arsenic, specific, scenic,
Relic, rhetoric, hygienic.
Gooseberry, goose, and close, but close,
Paradise, rise, rose, and dose.

Say inveigh, neigh, but inveigle,
Make the latter rhyme with eagle.
Mind! Meandering but mean,
Valentine and magazine.

And I bet you, dear, a penny,
You say mani-(fold) like many,
Which is wrong. Say rapier, pier,
Tier (one who ties), but tier.

Arch, archangel; pray, does erring
Rhyme with herring or with stirring?
Prison, bison, treasure trove,
Treason, hover, cover, cove,

Perseverance, severance. Ribald
Rhymes (but piebald doesn't) with nibbled.
Phaeton, paean, gnat, ghat, gnaw,
Lien, psychic, shone, bone, pshaw.

Don't be down, my own, but rough it,
And distinguish buffet, buffet;
Brood, stood, roof, rook, school, wool, boon,
Worcester, Boleyn, to impugn.

Say in sounds correct and sterling
Hearse, hear, hearken, year and yearling.
Evil, devil, mezzotint,
Mind the z! (A gentle hint.)

Now you need not pay attention
To such sounds as I don't mention,
Sounds like pores, pause, pours and paws,
Rhyming with the pronoun yours;

Nor are proper names included,
Though I often heard, as you did,
Funny rhymes to unicorn,
Yes, you know them, Vaughan and Strachan.

No, my maiden, coy and comely,
I don't want to speak of Cholmondeley.
No. Yet Froude compared with proud
Is no better than McLeod.

But mind trivial and vial,
Tripod, menial, denial,
Troll and trolley, realm and ream,
Schedule, mischief, schism, and scheme.

Argil, gill, Argyll, gill. Surely
May be made to rhyme with Raleigh,
But you're not supposed to say
Piquet rhymes with sobriquet.

Had this invalid invalid
Worthless documents? How pallid,
How uncouth he, couchant, looked,
When for Portsmouth I had booked!

Zeus, Thebes, Thales, Aphrodite,
Paramour, enamoured, flighty,
Episodes, antipodes,
Acquiesce, and obsequies.

Please don't monkey with the geyser,
Don't peel 'taters with my razor,
Rather say in accents pure:
Nature, stature and mature.

Pious, impious, limb, climb, glumly,
Worsted, worsted, crumbly, dumbly,
Conquer, conquest, vase, phase, fan,
Wan, sedan and artisan.

The th will surely trouble you
More than r, ch or w.
Say then these phonetic gems:
Thomas, thyme, Theresa, Thames.

Thompson, Chatham, Waltham, Streatham,
There are more but I forget 'em-
Wait! I've got it: Anthony,
Lighten your anxiety.

The archaic word albeit
Does not rhyme with eight-you see it;
With and forthwith, one has voice,
One has not, you make your choice.

Shoes, goes, does *. Now first say: finger;
Then say: singer, ginger, linger.
Real, zeal, mauve, gauze and gauge,
Marriage, foliage, mirage, age,

Hero, heron, query, very,
Parry, tarry fury, bury,
Dost, lost, post, and doth, cloth, loth,
Job, Job, blossom, bosom, oath.

Faugh, oppugnant, keen oppugners,
Bowing, bowing, banjo-tuners
Holm you know, but noes, canoes,
Puisne, truism, use, to use?

Though the difference seems little,
We say actual, but victual,
Seat, sweat, chaste, caste, Leigh, eight, height,
Put, nut, granite, and unite.

Reefer does not rhyme with deafer,
Feoffer does, and zephyr, heifer.
Dull, bull, Geoffrey, George, ate, late,
Hint, pint, senate, but sedate.

Gaelic, Arabic, pacific,
Science, conscience, scientific;
Tour, but our, dour, succour, four,
Gas, alas, and Arkansas.

Say manoeuvre, yacht and vomit,
Next omit, which differs from it
Bona fide, alibi
Gyrate, dowry and awry.

Sea, idea, guinea, area,
Psalm, Maria, but malaria.
Youth, south, southern, cleanse and clean,
Doctrine, turpentine, marine.

Compare alien with Italian,
Dandelion with battalion,
Rally with ally; yea, ye,
Eye, I, ay, aye, whey, key, quay!

Say aver, but ever, fever,
Neither, leisure, skein, receiver.
Never guess-it is not safe,
We say calves, valves, half, but Ralf.

Starry, granary, canary,
Crevice, but device, and eyrie,
Face, but preface, then grimace,
Phlegm, phlegmatic, ass, glass, bass.

Bass, large, target, gin, give, verging,
Ought, oust, joust, and scour, but scourging;
Ear, but earn; and ere and tear
Do not rhyme with here but heir.

Mind the o of off and often
Which may be pronounced as orphan,
With the sound of saw and sauce;
Also soft, lost, cloth and cross.

Pudding, puddle, putting. Putting?
Yes: at golf it rhymes with shutting.
Respite, spite, consent, resent.
Liable, but Parliament.

Seven is right, but so is even,
Hyphen, roughen, nephew, Stephen,
Monkey, donkey, clerk and jerk,
Asp, grasp, wasp, demesne, cork, work.

A of valour, vapid vapour,
S of news (compare newspaper),
G of gibbet, gibbon, gist,
I of antichrist and grist,

Differ like diverse and divers,
Rivers, strivers, shivers, fivers.
Once, but nonce, toll, doll, but roll,
Polish, Polish, poll and poll.

Pronunciation-think of Psyche!-
Is a paling, stout and spiky.
Won't it make you lose your wits
Writing groats and saying "grits"?

It's a dark abyss or tunnel
Strewn with stones like rowlock, gunwale,
Islington, and Isle of Wight,
Housewife, verdict and indict.

Don't you think so, reader, rather,
Saying lather, bather, father?
Finally, which rhymes with enough,
Though, through, bough, cough, hough, sough, tough??

Hiccough has the sound of sup...
My advice is: GIVE IT UP!

Sunday, July 23, 2006

:)

Its been a while since I last heard this song. It made me smile at what at happen in my life. I hadn't found that person to hold me, but I'm doing to a lot of people lately and it made happy. I'm looking forward to that and what a beautiful day it would be.

Saturday, July 22, 2006

The Knight

"Ever felt like a knight in shining armor rescuing a damsel in distress from a
dragon. Unfortunately, this princess has a taken a liking to dragons and you
have no choice but torescue her everytime."
Yes, this has been my life lately. The shoulder everyone can cry on. The friend you can count on no matter what happens. There is one particular person who keeps getting hurt, I was always there when she is down, but it seems I don't exist when she is happy. I feel so down and my heart always break when I see her sad, and I can do nothing but be there.
I do love her, I really do. I tried moving on with my life, tried using everything in the book to forget about it. But a certain demon (Jimi!!!) had to find some long forgotten thing buried inside of me and open it.
Now, I can love her from a distance. I'm that knight who had to rescue the princess everytime but is forgotten in time peace. I can only be remembered when she is sad and lonely.

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

IT KEEPS PLAYING IN MY HEAD.





Time After Time

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
And think of you.
Caught up in circles confusion
Is nothing new.
Flashback warm nights
Almost left behind.
Suitcases of memories,
Time after .

Sometimes you picture me
I'm walking too far ahead.
You're calling to me, I can't hear
What you've said .
Then you say go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds.

If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time

If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time

After my picture fades and darkness has
Turned to gray
Watching through windows you're wondering
If I'm OK
Secrets stolen from deep inside
The drum beats out of time

If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time

You said go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time

If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time

Time after time
Time after time
Time after time

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Quiet

Its been awhile since I was able to post anything here. Honestly, I have nothing to post. My life has been quiet lately. Aside from the fact I'm always been broke and still tongue tied when I'm in front of Pia. (GOD I MISS HER!) Each day not seeing her is killing me, though I'm also scared of what to say in front of her. Thats why I haven't seen her last week (STUPID IDIOT!).

Aside from those things my life has been very quiet lately. I think that's what happens when one's life is stress free. hehehehe!

Well, I'm not complaining. I actually like it this way. I don't have to think too much anymore. So I can honestly say that life is well for Brad (I forgot, my name is Urim.)

Thursday, June 29, 2006

LORELAND


This is the only pic I have of our team building (more like a company outing), I actually got this from joe (thanks dude!). We had a great time and discovered a lot of different personalities.

Get well soon!!!




Kuya Carlo has been in the hospital for awhile. I just wish he would get better soon. I ask for your prayers that he would get well soon.

Sunday, June 18, 2006

i feel so alone and empty right now im even suprise how in the world im able to type this entry. i'm losing all motivation to do anything its as if im in some dark place but why im feeling this ? I haev a life in front in me i have everything going well why am i feelin th is i dont konw feel like giving up right now. don t want to go back ther im so scared right now will someone pleae help i dont konow what todo help. I can hear them screaming again dont want to hurt anyone anymore lost to many people i care losing my grip agaain i feel so helpless right now help please anyone?

Saturday, June 17, 2006

Smile



We all have problems in life, so here's something to brightens our day.

Thursday, June 15, 2006

NOW THIS IS SAD

I just posted Utada Hikaru's song last saturday and suddenly I can relate to the song. I'll spare you the details of what happen lets just say it my stupidity with it comes to a person I love.

Anyway, I can hear the voices laughing right now at my pain. So if you need me I'll be at my room making friends with the shadows. :P

Saturday, June 10, 2006

First Love

Fell in love with Utada again. Anyway, here is my favorite song with the english translation of the lyrics.



Once in a while
You are in my mind
I think about the days that we had
And i dream that these would all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
How I want here to be with you
Once more

You will always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say no
You will always gonna be the one in my life
So true, I believe i can never find
Somebody like you
my first love

Once in awhile
Your are in my dreams
I can feel the your warm embrace
And I pray that it will all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
And how I want here to be with you
Once more
yah yah yah

You will always be inside my heart
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Please don't say no
Now and forever you are still the one
In my heart
So true, I believe I could never find
Somebody like you
My first love
oh oh

You will always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say no
You will always gonna be the one
So true, I believe I could never find
Now and forever

Last Night

Went out with joseph and company last night at greenvelt. It was sort of a farewell thing for my cousin since he's going out to his mission next saturday.


Shabu-shabu at Kwang Tong. Must remind myself that I have highblood and that crabs are reason I have it.


Elaine, Sheryl, and Edmund.


The ladies...


and the gen...errr...the men na lang we're not gentle eh.


God please don't let me get this big!


Mahangin talaga sa labas(thanks to the exhaust :P).

I think she fell in love already with the croc sculpture. She didn't want to leave it.


The streets were not safe from us.


Not even Pia Guanio (She was drunk anyway.)...

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Keep singing this for a while.



Iris

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

Good morning

Isn't sad to know that the people who's opinion matters to you would be the one to say that you can't do it. When show that you are sad and hurt with what they just said, they would back it up with I'm only trying to tell you the truth and want you to realize that the world is like it will not care for you and not make decisions for you.

What the fuck are you trying to say? I know the world is cruel and all. I found it the hard way remember! Thats the world for you! Now where in the world would I find some peace?! Would it be nice to have someone or someplace where I can lower down my defenses and find solace and peace. I'm sick and tired of trying not care because I know I'll just get hurt, of making sure no one gets inside me, of trying to prove to everyone that okay and strong.

Maybe thats why I feel so empty inside, because I know if I disappear I would not be remembered anymore. I'm a ghost in people's lives I just pass through never to be remembered. Maybe I haven't found my place yet or I'm just blind. My death would very quiet indeed.

Saturday, June 03, 2006

Love Struck!!!


I went out with Pia last Thursday (finally!). After trying to fit our schedule together (I'm beginning to hate for this reason). Anyway, we decided to watch x-men 3, unfortunately there wasn't any space for us and we didn't want to be out late, coz there still work tomorrow and she was kinda feeling sick. I could see her frustration in her face (man! was she cute!) and tried to cheer up. We just decided to have dinner (must always remind myself that she doesn't like some stuff that I eat) and just talked about some stuff. I was surprised that she all along that I had feelings for her and that she notice the small things I did. She also thanked me for being able to understand the restraint we had when I want to see her and talk to her (I was in cloud 9 already just by hearing that). After that we just hanged out at star bucks and just continued our conversation (which beats the crap out of talking to oneself a gazillion time). I was touched by the fact that she was able to open up to me considering some things. We didn’t realize what time it was until she went to the washroom. It was already 12 midnight (So much for going home early). So we just took a cab to her place and call it a night.

I got home around 1:30 am and I had work at 5:00 am, but I couldn’t sleep with all the excitement and butterflies inside my stomach. I went to work without any sleep (I had some stolen naps during this time). I’m still at cloud 9 right now. I just hope she feels the same way (even just a speck of it would do). Keeping my fingers cross.

A song for her!!!



Here Without You

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same

All the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go.

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me.

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me

Monday, May 29, 2006

Irony

This is just an observation I have just notice just a couple of days ago at work. I have an officemate whom I only have conversations with, in the YM only. We see each other every day and the most we can say to each other is hello. Yes, there is the nod and all, but thats about it. So what gives! I'm usually a very talkative person at work and can bust out a compliment or two to anyone. This is really becoming pathetic I tell you. I'm not even in love with her. but i really get tongue tied when she's around.

Saturday, May 27, 2006

THE DARK KNIGHT SINGS!!!



A scene from an episode of justice league unlimited season two. The man can sing! I can see it now Justice League the Musical. hehe

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Somewhere out someone hates me!!!

The day started out great. I had lot of energy for work. I even enjoyed talking to my students in the morning and even made my documentation earlier than I use too. It was even detailed than what I usually did. So as you can see I was really happy. My officemates even commented on the unusual I have.

After lunch everything started to change. Because of my unusual perkiness I couldn't stay put in my station, so I started roaming around the floor and at the same moment my team captain stood up from his station and saw me. STRIKE ONE!!! Of course I was reprimanded for loitering for I was disturbing other teachers.

I immediately went to my seat and started reading some stuff related to work. Out of sheer boredom I guess. I fell asleep, again another big no no at work. I usually don't get caught when I sleep but this one is crazy! Someone suddenly said "are you sleeping Brad?", Then I saw my TC's face a few inches from mine! Good thing I didn't hit him or something. STRIKE TWO!

After being reprimanded again. I decided to check on my buddy at work and see if everything is ok. I usually don't chat with her because the IM is for official business only. But then we started making jokes. Again my TC was passing by when he saw it. STRIKE THREE!

I'm not mad at my TC or anything. It just that all of it happen in the span of two hours. Is it just me or I did something really bad to do this? or just plain luck. Well learn something important. Hope it sticks to me

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Mahal ko si Blak Djak kasi mahilig ako sa sex

Piliin ang buwan ng iyong kapanganakan...

January- Nakipagsex ako kay
February- Sinampal ko si
March- Pinatay ko si
April- Tiningnan ko si
May- Nagmasturbate ako kasama si
June- Natulog ako katabi si
July- Tinawanan ko si
August- Sinaksak ko si
September- Dinuraan ko si
October- Mahal ko si
November- Sasapakin ko si
December- Kakagatin ko si

Tapos, piliin ang araw ng iyong kapanganakan...

1. Gloria
2. Erap
3. Fidel Ramos
4. Kuya Germs
5. Mahal
6. Nora Aunor
7. Pong Pagong
8. Blak Dyak
9. Nur Misuari
10. Miriam Santiago
11. Aga Muhlach
12. Mike Enriquez
13. Rustom Padilla
14. Aiza Seguerra
15. Winnie Monsod
16. Kiko Matsing
17. Ruffa Guttierez
18. Franklin Drilon
19. Willie Revillame
20. Mark Herras
21. Susan Roces
22. Ping Lacson
23. Ely Buendia
24. Ruby Rodriguez
25. Asi Taulava
26. Willie Garte
27. Rosanna Roces
28. Albert Einstein
29. Angel Locsin
30. Dora the Explorer
31. Cookie Monster

Ngayon, kunin ang ikatlong letra ng iyong apelyido...

A- kasi gutom ako
B- kasi wala akong magawa
C- Kasi luma na sapatos ko
D- kasi ang pangit nung nakasakay ko sa dyip
E- kasi summer na
F- kasi meron akong kulangot
G- kasi di ako nakapagbasa ng dyaryo
H- kasi idineklara yung state of emergency
I- kasi buntis yung kapitbahay ko
J- kasi talo sa sugal tatay ko
K- kasi wala akong pera
L- kasi andami kong labahin
M- kasi lilindol sa isang taon
N- kasi ang pangit ng palabas sa tv
O- kasi siksikan sa lrt eh
P- kasi dumaan yung crush ko
Q- kasi pinalitan yung tanod ng barangay sa lugar namin
R- kasi mahilig ako sa sex
S- kasi sawa na ako sa buhay ko
T- kasi di ako marunong magbike
U- kasi lasing ako
V- kasi puyat yung aso ko
W- kasi naglinis ako ng bahay kanina
X- kasi hindi malamig yung tubig sa ref
Y- kasi andaming tao sa SM
Z- kasi mahaba na buhok ko sa kili-kili

...tapos, gawing subject ang mga nakuhang sagot!


Got this from Isha!!!

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Hehehe!

Hehehe! Life really has a dark sense of humor on saying that you are only human and allowed to mistakes once in a while. You can even get some words of wisdom from the most unusual from places and people.

Did something really stupid lately but for some reason I feel so happy right now. I haven't got any sleep but I'm still full of strength right now. I just wish I could remember most of the things I said.

One more thing, I wish it would had happened a little earlier.

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Unforgiven

Ok I know that this are very old videos but hell I still love them.



New blood joins this earth
And quikly hes subdued
Through constant pain disgrace
The young boy learns their rules

With time the child draws in
This whipping boy done wrong
Deprived of all his thoughts
The young man struggles on and on hes known
A vow unto his own
That never from this day
His will theyll take away

What Ive felt
What Ive known
Never shined through in what Ive shown
Never be
Never see
Wont see what might have been

What Ive felt
What Ive known
Never shined through in what Ive shown
Never free
Never me
So I dub the unforgiven

They dedicate their lives
To running all of his
He tries to please them all
This bitter man he is
Throughout his life the same
Hes battled constantly
This fight he cannot win
A tired man they see no longer cares
The old man then prepares
To die regretfully
That old man here is me

What Ive felt
What Ive known
Never shined through in what Ive shown
Never be
Never see
Wont see what might have been

What Ive felt
What Ive known
Never shined through in what Ive shown
Never free
Never me
So I dub the unforgiven

You labeled me
Ill label you
So I dub the unforgiven




Lay beside me, tell me what they've done
Speak the words I want to hear, to make my demons run
The door is locked now, but it's open if you're true
If you can understand the me, than I can understand the you.

Lay beside me, under wicked sky
Through black of day, dark of night, we share this pair of lives
The door cracks open, but there's no sun shining through
Black heart scarring darker still, but there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?

What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there?, 'cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

Come lay beside me, this won't hurt I swear
She loves me not, she loves me still, but she'll never love again
She lay beside me, but she'll be there when I'm gone
Black heart scarring darker still, yes she'll be there when I'm gone
Yes, she'll be there when I'm gone
Dead sure she'll be there!

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?

What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there?, 'cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

(Solo)

Lay beside me, tell me what I've done
The door is closed, so are your eyes
But now I see the sun, now I see the sun
Yes now I see it!

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?

What I've felt, what I've known
So sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there?, 'cause I'm the one who waits,
The one who waits for you

Oh what I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?
(So I dub thee unforgiven)

Oh, what I've felt
Oh, what I've known!

I take this key (never free)
And I bury it (never me) in you
Because you're unforgiven too

Never free
Never me
'Cause you're unforgiven too!

The Code



I just finished watching today with a friend I really like, but why do I have a feeling I ended up as the third wheel again. hehehe

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

CLICK!!!


Cyber-shot® DSC-S600 Digital CameraDSC-S600
Ain't she a beauty. I always wanted one, just 2 more months and you are mine.

Friday, May 05, 2006

On Other News...

I just sign my probationary contract at my job today. Finally I'll be decently paid after a month of living off an allowance. I can actually buy stuff I've been wanting for a while now.

Siegfred also finally came back from his two-year mission in davao I think. I haven't seen him yet, but maybe this sunday I will.

So everything is going according to plan in my life right now. Stay in the right course and everything will be smooth sailing.

Adrienne

I should have sang this song a long time ago, but I only recently discovered it. So this one for you (you know who you are). :P

One more thing. Leave me alone.



I've been thinking about you, my love
And all the crazy things that you put me through
Now I'm coming around, Throwing it back to you
Were you thinking of me when you kissed him
Could you taste me when you licked his skin
All the while I showerd you with trust and promises
What I'm needing now is some sweet revenge
To get back all that I lost then
I gave you all I had to give, but I could never reach you

Chorus :
Oh, Adrienne, I thought I knew you
Once again, you used me, used me
Adrienne, I should have left you
Long before you used me, Used me up

Spent my money, drove my car
I treated you like a shining star
But in my sky all burnt out you are
And I'll have the last laugh, when I see you walking with
some other guy
'Cause I know you're gonna end up all alone
So take these words, some good advice
All you've done's gonna come back twice
You never cared how much it hurt, I really need to tell you

Chorus

What I'm needing now is some sweet revenge
To get back all that I lost then.
I gave you all that I had to give, but I could never reach you

Chorus

Saturday, April 29, 2006

Song Playing Inside my Head.



For You

I am a vision, I am justice
Never thought that I could love
Living in shadows, faded existence
It was never good enough
Within the darkness, you were the light
That shines away
You're trapped in violence, I can be the man
That saves the day

I'm there for you
No matter what
I'm there for you
Never giving up
I'm there for you
For you

Someone has changed me, something saved me
Now this is who I am
Although I was blinded, my heart let me find that
Truth makes a better man
I didn't notice that you were right in front of me
A mask of silence, we'll put away so we can see

I'm there for you
No matter what
I'm there for you
Never giving up
I'm there for you
For you

For you

Within the darkness, you are the light
That shines away
In this blind justice, I can be the man
That saves the day

I'm there for you
No matter what
I'm there for you
Never giving up

You know it's true
You were there for me
And I'm there for you
For you
For you
For you

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

THE HEAT

ANG IIIIIINEEEEEEEEEEEET!!!! I'm sweating like a pig right now. Third time to take a bath since I got home from work.

Anyway, a friend showed a great blog: postsecret.blogspot.com . I kinda can relate to some of it. hehehe!

Monday, April 24, 2006

The Guide.

There has been an alarming increase of stupid people in the world today. So here something for them to help them in life.

The Guide for Stupid People

• Don’t eat rocks.
• Don’t take naps in the road.
• Don’t stoke fires with your fingers.
• Don’t throw a brick straight up.
• Don’t breathe car exhaust.
• If you ever meet the President, don’t offer him the surprise gift of
a firearm by whipping it suddenly out of your coat pocket.
• For all pertinent tasks, use a hammer, not your fist.
• Walk around toxic waste dumps, not through them.
• Don’t stargaze with friends on a hilltop in a thunderstorm and use
metal fishing rods as pointers.
• The stuff on the bottom of your shoe is not for internal consumption.
• If you need to get somewhere, and a freight train heading in the
direction you’re traveling just happens to be nearby, resist the urge to stand in
front of it and grab hold as it passes.
• If your want to pound on the radiator to tell the landlord to turn up
the heat, don’t do it with your head.
• Don’t flip off the Mafia.
• If you’re riding a bicycle down a hill, turn your head before you
spit.
• Wash behind your ears, not behind your eyes.
• Light birthday cake candles from back to front.
• Don’t shave with a lawn mower.
• Just because your body has orifices doesn’t mean you should put
things into them.
• Don’t stick screwdrivers into electrical outlets.
• Although they are sold in grocery stores, batteries are not food. Do
not break them open and drink what’s inside.
• The warning “Don’t try this at home” really means “Don’t try this at
all.”
• Don’t bathe in a tub full of snow.
• Don’t iron clothes while wearing them.
• The expression “Life in the fast lane” should not inspire you to live
in the road.
• Don’t eat hot coals.
• Don’t escape in to jail.
• Don’t wash floors with cough syrup.
• Don’t kick porcupines with bare feet.
• Don’t sled down hills with interstates at the bottom.
• Sell at most one of your kidneys.
• Don’t lie down in a cattle pen.
• Forks need carry food no farther than your mouth.
• Don’t test the strength of your skull with a nail gun.
• Only squeeze the handle end of a sword.
• Don’t snap towels at passing cops.
• Don’t throw an angry cat straight up.
• Don’t lick dry ice.
• Before you leap upside down onto a trampoline, make sure it’s right
side up.
• Don’t pour salt in your eyes.
• Your body has the correct number of holes in it. Don’t make anymore.
• Don’t microwave yourself.
• Don’t chase a bear into the woods to get a close-up photo.
• Don’t swallow toothpaste.
• Don’t chew Tylenol.
• Don’t bathe in gasoline.
• Don’t sneak up to a stallion and whack it on the rump.
• Don’t drink water that comes from swimming pools, puddles, bathtubs,
dishpans, sewage pipes, radiators, oceans, acid rain, or toilet bowls.
• Don’t stick body parts into electrical outlets.
• Don’t listen to music from the Spice Girls.
• Don’t lick toads, bulls, or jellyfish.
• Don’t go swimming in a well.
• Rake leaves, not people.
• Shovels are for digging holes in the ground, not the floor of your
house.
• Contrary to popular opinion, you’re not supposed to strip the
protective rubber coating off electrical wires before plugging them in.
• If you want to chew gum, buy some. Don’t use the gum from underneath
the seats at schools and movie theaters even though it’s free.
• Don’t kick stone walls very hard without wearing thick-soled shoes or
boots.
• Even if you need to get downstairs quickly, don’t jump out of a
window - - use the stairs.
• When using an acetylene torch, don’t feel the flame to see if it’s
sufficiently hot.
• Better yet, stay away from acetylene torches altogether.
• Walking barefoot in the sand is good. Walking barefoot on a cactus
is bad.
• Elvis is dead. Get over it.
• Wear clothes.
• Use a pot holder when removing items from the oven.
• If you’re on a ball field and someone shouts “heads up!” don’t
actually raise your head up. Cover it with your arms and duck.
• Don’t drink.
• Don’t drive.
• Don’t tie yourself to an airplane propeller.
• Don’t brush your teeth with a wire-bristled sanding wheel.
• When using a weed whacker, don’t hold the end with the wire.
• When using a blow gun - - something you should always have a very
good reason for doing anyway - - draw your breath before placing your lips
around the barrel.
• No matter how tempting it is to be one with nature, stay on the
outside of all fences at the zoo.
• Give me all your money.
• When sticking thumb tacks into bulletin boards, press on the flat
end.
• Toasters should be used to cook bread, not your hands.
• Under no circumstances should you ever reproduce.

by: samuel stoddard

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Graduation Phobia

Its Vice graduation today. I didn't go even though my mom insisted that I go. I just have to make some lame excuse that I'm not feeling well. Never told anyone this before why I don't like graduations, but I really need to get this out and this is the best way of doing it, by posting it in the net where everyone is free to see it. Hehehe!

I think it was my high school graduation that cause this dislike for graduations. During this time we where having some financial difficulty so my parents were not in the best mood, but a week before that we all went to my brother and sister's graduation and you can see them with their smiles. Me on the other hand was a whole different story. My dad was the only one to see me walk the stage. I can remember that day so vividly. Everyone one was there with their parents and relatives all smiling ,all happy. I can see my dad filled with problems and wishing that the whole thing was over so we can go home. After the graduation we went home to see my mom screaming at everyone coz we were late for a party at a family friends. So without much as a congratulations we went to the party.

I'm not blamimg my parents for this or anything. We work that out a long time ago. But its still difficult for me to attend any graduation. Come to think of it I haven't attended any graduation since then. I guess the wounds are still here just covered with lies and smiles.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Song of the week



SICK CYCLE CAROUSEL

if shame had a face I think it would kind of look like mine
if it had a home would it be my eyes
would you believe me if I said I'm tired of this
well here we go now one more time

I tried to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low I could get down to the ground
I tried to earn my way
I tried to change this mind
you better believe that I have tried to beat this

so when will this end it goes on and on
over and over and over again
keeps spinning around I know that it won't stop
till I step down from this for good

well I never thought I'd end up here never
thought I'd be standing where I am
I guess I kind of thought that it would be easier than this
I guess I was wrong now one more time

I tried to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low I could get down to the ground
I tried to earn my way
I tried to change this mind
you better believe that I have tried to beat this

so when will this end it goes on and on
over and over and over again
keeps spinning around I know that it won't stop
till I step down from this
sick cycle carousel
this is a sick cycle yeah
sick cycle carousel
this is a sick cycle yeah

so when will this end it goes on and on
over and over and over again
keeps spinning around I know that it won't stop
till I step down from this for good

so when will this end it goes on and on
over and over and over again
keeps spinning around I know that it won't stop
till I step down from this for good
sick cycle carousel
sick cycle carousel
sick cycle carousel
sick cycle carousel

Something I did with a headache

Work has been a great opportunity for me to realize that I didn’t change as much as I thought I did. I thought that I stop caring about other people that I have become something that just exist in this earth without purpose in life. But teaching others even online has made me realize how much I love to help others and them just saying thank you to me has brought me great joy already.

I think most of the time when we get hurt, we try to run away from the things that cause us pain; we just want the hurting to stop. That why man has developed defense mechanism to overcome these problems and worries that we all face daily. However, these things are not always good.

For me example, I got hurt so many times that I don’t remember most of them and certainly not the details of those I do, but I build this wall around me that has cause me to forget on how to appreciate life itself.

Well life has a good way on knocking some senses to someone like me. It didn’t happen all of a sudden, no great apparition of angels that would tell me how good life is and that problems are just there make it beautiful and make one strong. Life made me meet many good people with lives so interesting that it made check up on my life. I saw others deal with same problems I have n different ways. It actually made me smile to realize I was normal that I wasn’t an outcast in this world, but I can actually count on others for help and I can also do it to them. As they say it, “life is wonderful”.

Friday, April 14, 2006

BANKAI!

Life is Wonderful!

Work has been a great opportunity for me to realize that I didn’t change as much as I thought I did. I thought that I stop caring about other people that I have become something that just exist in this earth without purpose in life. But teaching others even online has made me realize how much I love to help others and them just saying thank you to me has brought me great joy already.

I think most of the time when we get hurt, we try to run away from the things that cause us pain; we just want the hurting to stop. That why man has developed defense mechanism to overcome these problems and worries that we all face daily. However, these things are not always good.

For me example, I got hurt so many times that I don’t remember most of them and certainly not the details of those I do, but I build this wall around me that has cause me to forget on how to appreciate life itself.

Well life has a good way on knocking some senses to someone like me. It didn’t happen all of a sudden, no great apparition of angels that would tell me how good life is and that problems are just there make it beautiful and make one strong. Life made me meet many good people with lives so interesting that it made check up on my life. I saw others deal with same problems I have n different ways. It actually made me smile to realize I was normal that I wasn’t an outcast in this world, but I can actually count on others for help and I can also do it to them. As they say it, “life is wonderful”.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

REPORT FOR THE MONTH APRIL

I had time to reflect on life lately. This is my report.

I’m still very much out of shape, started exercising a week ago, so results are still not visible. I also started controlling my food intake. This is very hard, considering I’m surrounded by good food.

I finally got a job as online English teacher for Koreans. Not the best job in the world for me but who am I demand such things. I've already passed the first week of training, so far everything is good. My fellow employees are really great; I had no problem in adjusting in the work area.

My love life is still practically non-existent due to my inability to put in effort into anything I'm supposed to do. Aside from the fact, I really suck in this dating thing. I really like someone and wanted to do something about it, but I have no idea what to do. So if anyone is reading this could you at least give me some advice. Thank you.

As for my mental well-being, I can honestly say, I'm perfectly normal in the standards of our society. Quirks and minor neurotic conditions still exist, but everyone has them, so no problem there I think.

Financially speaking, I’m still bankrupt. At least, now that I have a job income will start coming in soon. Unfortunately, half of it now goes to some stuff I’ve wanted to buy for a very long time. There goes the savings.

Spiritually speaking, I’m still lacking a great deal. I’m having a hard time forgiving myself (IDIOT!). But at least I’m way better compared a couple of months ago, when the very idea of God loving me and wanting me to come back to his presence was unacceptable.

And yes, I have a new nickname: BRAD. I know it’s weird that I have that nickname but who am I to argue with my boss. So there you have it, you may now call me Brad and laugh at the same time.

Friday, March 31, 2006

Fortune cookie

Your Fortune Is

Never have sex with a stranger unless you are stranger than them.


Just to make everyone smile!!!

Insecurities

Some people just suprise me with their insecurities. Now, I'm a person who has lots of insecurities in life so that makes me tolerant of others, but this one defys all explanation. First I haven't seen or talk to his wife for months now, no contact whats so ever. So no reason for him to text me or insult me.

Honestly, I really am becoming irritated. I have a life now and I'm trying to stay away from any problems. I have enough of my own, and I'm not gonna pick up a rock and hit myself in the head, that's just plain stupid. And for crying out loud!!! you her married already!!! I will not stoop to your level.

I just needed to get that out. Don't want ruin my day.

Remember

Remember
by Christina Georgina Rossetti

Remember me when I am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor I half turn to go yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our future that you plann'd:
Only remember me; you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.
Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember, do not grieve:
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that once I had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.

Lanie a friend of Dionne recommended this poem. I really like it. Thanks!!!

It Lives!!!




Far Away - Nickelback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know


That I love you
I've loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore


On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know


That I love you
I've loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore


So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing, 'cause i'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go

Thursday, March 30, 2006

Congratulations!!!



Randy finally propose to Kat. He's finally getting married, well the long wait was worth it.
Congratulations to both of you !!!

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Summer Headache

ANG SAKIT NG ULO KO!!! It's been days now since I have this headache. Tried everything to get rid of it but it seems to come back after an hour or so. I've been sleeping most of the day. Maybe its just the heat that giving me this headache. Been taking a bath more often than I use too. Summer na nga talaga. Sobrang init talaga.

Friday, March 17, 2006

I'M GOING TO BE RICH!!!

Your Birthdate: October 8

Watch out Donald Trump! You've got a head for business and money.
You'll make it rich some day, even if you haven't figured out how yet.
A supreme individualist, you shouldn't get stuck in a corporate job.
Instead, make your own way - so that you can be the boss.

Your strength: Your undying determination

Your weakness: You require an opulent lifestyle

Your power color: Plum

Your power symbol: Dollar sign

Your power month: August


Now if i can find a way to make this true.

Thursday, March 16, 2006

YIDDISH PROVERBS

Some proverbs to live by, thanks to the Jews.


-Two at the feast of the chicken: me and the chicken.

-A man should live if only to satisfy his curiosity.

-A fool is his own informer.

-Better a steady dime than a rare dollar

-A heavy purse makes a light heart.

-A dead man is mourned seven days, a fool his life time.

-Your health comes first-you can always hang yourself later.

-One good deed has many claimants.

-Tell an ass by his long ears, a fool by his long tongue.

-“Thou hast chosen us from among the nations”-why did You have to pick on the Jews?

-When a fool holds his tongue, he too is thought clever.

-When a poor man gets to eat chicken, one of then is sick.

-“Rejoice not at thy enemies fall”-but don’t pick him either.

-When a mother calls her child “bastard”, you can take her word for it.

-With luck, even your ox will calve.

-The girl who can’t dance says the band can’t play.

-If things don’t get better, depend on it, they will get worse.

-If God so wills it, even a broom can shoot.

-With money on your pocket, you are wise and you are handsome and you sing well, too.

-Three things grow overnight: profits, rent, and girls.

-Truth rests with God alone, and a little with me.

-He is wondering if a flea has a navel.

-It is easier to spot faults in others than virtues in oneself.

-Rather die in hunger; I’d sooner eat a roast.

-A rich miser and a fat goat are of no use until they are dead.

-God loves the poor and helps the rich.

-O Lord, give me a good excuse!

-God will provide-if only God will provide until He provides.

-Treat me like a rabbi and watch me like a thief.

-If I dealt in candles, the sun wouldn’t set.

-Spare us what we can learn to endure.

-“For dust thou art, and unto dust shall thou return”-betwixt and between, a little drink wouldn’t hurt.

-Dying while young is a boon in old age.

-No man suffers for another sins-he has enough of his own.

-They are madly in love, he with himself, she with herself.

-Ever since dying came into fashion, life hasn’t been safe.



In a Past Life...



You Were: A Redhead Jester.



Where You Lived: New Zealand.



How You Died: The Plague.




Your Values Profile

Loyalty:

You don't really value loyalty.
In your opinion, friendship should be earned.
If you don't agree with someone, it doesn't matter how close you are.
You'll let them (and everyone else know) exactly what you think.

Honesty:

You don't really value honesty.
You do value getting your way, no matter what.
And if a little lying is required to do that, no problem.
A few white lies never hurt anyone (at least, that's what you tell yourself!)

Generosity:

You value generosity a fair amount.
You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take.
Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need.
But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"!

Humility:

You value humility highly.
You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are.
And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better.
You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low.

Tolerance:

You value tolerance highly.
Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you...
You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends.
You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them.


You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it!

Voices

There I did it. I actually posted what I was feeling last night and told her to read it. I thought she knew where my blog is, but she was thinking it was in friendster. I actually ran out credits for my cell phone so I couldn’t text her. So I thought of calling my mom and ask her to give the address, but my mom said she was a little busy and couldn’t give her the message (Note: My mom and her work in the same place). Two minutes later, the phone rang and it was her, my mom actually told her to call me (note to self never ask your mom for help, even how little it is, with a girl). I panic; my mind was screaming “You IDIOT!!! Why did you have to post that in the net and ask her to read it!!!?” then I gave her the address. I jokingly said that maybe after this she may never talk to me ever, but she said she’ll call afterwards and give her reaction.

It’s twelve o’ clock, she’s fast asleep now. I actually called her house to check on her. Maybe she forgot to call back or maybe something else. I can actually hear the voices in my head singing with Awie’s voice “TANGAAAAAAAAA!!!”

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Johari's Window

Brings back a lot of memories in college. I always wanted to know what people think about me please give some time to answer thanks

http://kevan.org/johari?view=Urim

Still can't make a link here, so just copy paste na lang po. thanks!!!

Confessions

Just finish watching the wedding singer (Yes, it took me all these years to be able find time to watch it.). There were two scenes that really inspired me. The first one, was when Adam Sandler’s friend (forgot the name) said that when you found someone you love, you should never let it go. The second one is the song he sang to Drew Barrymore on the plane.


I Wanna Grow Old with You - Adam Sandler

I wanna make you smile,
Whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
All I wanna do,
Is grow old with you

I'll get you medicine,
When your tummy aches.
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
It would be so nice,
Growin' old with you

I'll miss you, kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold.
Need you, feed you.
I'll even let you hold the remote control
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink
Oh I could be the man,
Who grows old with you

I wanna grow old with you.


I want to be with her, just talking to her makes me forget all of my problems in life. I really don’t know her that much, but everything I learn about her makes me want to know more and I’m enjoying every second of it. This is of course, is all unintentional. I just want to be friends at first. I was just following an advice my friend gave me, which is to get out of my comfort zone and get to other know other people and be friends with them. Who would have thought I would find someone I wanna grow old with.

I know, I found someone I love, but I’m too scared to do something about it. I worry too much of what would happen in the future that it makes me not do anything. I guess, I’m just scared of getting hurt and fear things that I shouldn’t fear in the first place. Now, people might think that it’s just stupid for me to realize these things by just watching a movie, but that’s life. Great things do come from small things.

I really know I have fallen for her. She’s the last thing in my mind at night and the first thing I think about when I wake up. She’s not perfect person, I know, heck she has a lot of short comings, but I love her in spite of all those things. I also did a lot of stupid things, like saying I don’t like people who do this and she ending up being one of them. I guess I’ll end up eating my words.

I know your reading this (I actually asked you to.) coz honestly, I don’t know how to say this to you in person. Every time I try to say the words, it just disappears in my mouth. “Sabi ko sa’yo di ako marunong manligaw eh.” Now, on how this simple reaction to a movie turns into a love confession is a mystery to me. I’m just writing on how I feel, so the train of thought is really random.

Monday, March 06, 2006

KEANNA SPEAKS

SA LAHAT NG MGA NALOLONGKOT...


Keanna (in fury): Sinabi ko bang ipagtanggol mo'ko? Lahat na lang ng
mga housemates kailangang mag-adjust para intindihin ka. Ang hirap
kasi sa'yo napaka-KFC mo........ KSP pala."

Keanna: "Di ko alam na pinag-uusapan ako kasi ba't naman ako nila
paguusapan?di ko naman bertdey"

Keanna: "Andami kong pimples wala kasing moisturizer eh"
Rico: "Ano ?"
Keanna: " Bakukang..andami kong bakukang(pertaining to her
pimples)"
Rico: " Anong bakukang?"
Keanna: "Insekto..(tapos sabay hipo sa mukha niya)"

Keanna" "Buti na lang pinaligo na tayo, akala ko kasi sa Sabado pa
puwedeng maligo. Paano kaya sila matutulog non?"
( now, i dont get this. tayo tapos sila?)

Keanna to Koya: (About not taking bath) Pakiramdam ko po kasi hindi
na ako FRESH.

Keanna: "Rustrum!!"
Roxie: "Rustom hindi Rustrum!"
Keanna: *deadma mode" pakealam mo? mayaman ako sa letter R!

Keanna: (habang nagwawalis) "Hindi ako makatulog na madumi ang bahay
kasi. tapos mahilig pa kayong magkape. gusto ko tuloy kayong paluin"

Keanna: Ang hirap kaya mag-dishwasher

(Keanna ay nagpa-fashion show sa harap ng mga housemates habang nagpo-
pose)
Keanna - "Dapat pala ay mag-pouch ako"
Housemates - "Pout hindi pouch( tapos halakhakan)"
Keanna - "Eh ano yung pouch past tense"

(RULE: Bawal galawin ang furnitures ng wala akong pahintulot)
Keanna: edi bawal pala gamitin yung rocking chair? kasi gagalaw yun

Keanna: "John Prats! John Prats! Kunin mo nga yung chicken."
(hahhahahahh! Full name talaga? )

Keanna: (reading the rule book) si big bra.. brother ang magbibigay
sa inyo ng mga kakailanganing gamit...(thinks)... e bat di natin
makita
ung kamay ni big bradir eh sya pla magbibigay...

ZANJOE: Yung kapatid ko ZANDRO...
KEANNA: Lahat kayo start sa 'S'??

Keanna: "Ay naku wala na pag-asa tayo mag-modern times. Ito pa din
ang toothbrush...Talagang back to BISIKS tayo

Keanna - "Streppers ako" (stripper)


YOU CAN'T JUST STOP LOVING HER FOR BEING NATURAL...

Shared by Awie. Thanks man!!!

Sunday, March 05, 2006

When I Am Dead, My Dearest

When I Am Dead, My Dearest
by Christina Georgina Rossetti

When I am dead, my dearest,
Sing no sad songs for me;
Plant thou no roses at my head,
Nor shady cypress tree:
Be the green grass above me
With showers and dewdrops wet;
And if thou wilt, remember,
And if thou wilt, forget.

I shall not see the shadows,
I shall not feel the rain;
I shall not hear the nightingale
Sing on as if in pain:
And dreaming through the twilight
That doth not rise nor set,
Haply I may remember,
And haply may forget.


A very beautiful poem,"sniff".

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Sick!!!

Been sick for a couple of days now. A very bad combination of asthma and colds. really feeling like crap, but at least my head is still functioning.