I JUST WANT TO CRY

Happy 9th Monthsary!!!

"All Over Again"

[Ronan]
Turn down the light, turn up the radio.
There's a fire in your eyes, and its keeping me warm
Hold on to me like it was yesterday,
When we both felt our spirits collide

[Kate]
I remember the moment, being struck down by lightning
Since the first time I saw your face, and you smiled
Come and lay down with me
Fill the space that's between us
Feel the magic that keeps love alive

This time, can be like the first time
Close your eyes and soon you'll be there
No man could ever guess what you're feeling
Turn a spark to a flame,
Make a wish, close your eyes, won't you start all over again.

[Chorus]
Just like the first time you touched my skin,
All over again
I tasted heaven take me there again,
All over again

Your smile
Your touch,
Your taste,
It turns me on and on and on,
That I fall in love with you,
All over again

[Kate]
Come and step through the stars,
Take a ride though the universe.
As long as we're here, lets take this whole thing in

[Ronan]
What I'm trying to say,
Is that you are so beautiful
Let me say it, all over again.

'Cos this time can be like the first time,
Close your eyes, but you'll soon will be there
No man could ever guess what he's feeling,
Turn a spark to a flame,
Make a wish, close your eyes, won't you start all over again.

[Repeat chorus]

Your smile,
Your touch,
Your taste,
It turns me on and on and on.
That I fall in love with you,
I keep falling in love, with you.
All over again

All over again
All over again.

Happy Monthsary Honey!!! I love you!!!

I really had a great time reading this.

A LETTER TO
OPTIMUS PRIME
FROM HIS GEICO
AUTO INSURANCE
AGENT.
BY JOHN FRANK WEAVER

- - - -

Dear Mr. Prime,

We have received your accident-claim reports for the month of June—they total 27. I regret to inform you that GEICO will not be able to reimburse you for any of those repairs. I feel that I have sent the same letter to you once a month for the last six months, and I am now sending it again.

Since becoming a GEICO customer in January of this year, you have reported 131 accidents, requesting reimbursement for repairs necessitated by each one. You have claimed not to be responsible in any of them, usually listing the cause of the accident as either "Sneak attack by Decepticons" or "Unavoidable damage caused by protecting freedom for all sentient beings."

The only repairs for which you were reimbursed were the replacement of a cracked fender and a headlight, required after a Mr. I. Ron Hide backed his van into your truck; these cost $1,286.63. Our own investigation concluded that you were not at fault and that Mr. Hide had been drinking prior to the accident. Though police were unable to test his blood-alcohol level—Mr. Hide claimed that it would be impossible for police to examine his blood-alcohol content with a Breathalyzer, because he "doesn't breathe"—under Washington-state law, refusal to take a Breathalyzer test is equivalent to returning a result above the legal level.

But, I repeat, those were the only repairs for which you have been reimbursed, and it was a very minor accident in comparison to your other claims. I mention a few to illustrate the larger trend:

* $379,431.34 requested reimbursement for repairs to your truck cabin. You claimed the damage was caused by attacking fighter jets.

* $665,789.11 requested reimbursement for repairs to your trailer. You claimed the damage was caused by a giant mechanical scorpion, which I can only assume is some amusement-park ride, although I question the wisdom of bringing your mobile home so close to such dangerous equipment.

* $6,564,239.44 requested reimbursement for repairs to a truck part called the "Autobot Matrix of Leadership." You stated this occurred in "an ultimate confrontation between good and evil," with a Ms. Meg Atron and a Mr. U. Nicron causing the damage in question. Mr. Prime, I have checked every known car- and truck-part catalog published in the United States and have found nothing even resembling that part, never mind any part so expensive. Whatever disagreements you had with Ms. Atron and Mr. Nicron, I suggest that next time you either settle things peaceably or leave your Autobot Matrix of Leadership at home so it doesn't break. GEICO does not cover Autobot Matrix of Leaderships.

And the list goes on. Mr. Prime, I am going to remind you again: Your policy with GEICO only reimburses you for accidents that occur while you are engaged in the reasonable use of your truck and trailer. As I told you when you originally purchased the policy, GEICO does not offer Megatron coverage, Starscream coverage, Soundwave coverage, Decepticon coverage, or Energon-blast coverage. Those are just not the types of damages we would expect from reasonable use.

To sum up, GEICO has been unable to reimburse you for any repairs, but due to the high number of accidents you have been a party to this month, combined with the many accidents you have had in the preceding five months, your premium has increased to $235,567.50 per month. While that may seem like a lot, I remind you that it is a savings of $137 over Progressive and $98 over State Farm. Please have your check into our main office by the end of July.

Regards,

Simon Furman
GEICO Agent

COMICS AND FLASHES

Okay, for the pass couple of weeks I've been hooked to online comics and flash games in the net. I needed something to relieve stress and boredom, guess I got addicted along the way. Hehehehe!

I'm a MILF!!!

Got this from isha's.

This my second attempt to study Adobe Photoshop. The first time, i only ended making a drawing a flower a two year-old can do. At least this time, I got a little better. It took me an hour to do this( I tried using all the control that I can see, to find out what it does.

THE RULEZ

We always hear "the rules" from the
females side. Now here are the rules
from the men's side...

These are our rules:

* Please note... these are all numbered
"1" ON PURPOSE!

1. Breasts are for looking at and that
is why we do it. Don't try to change
that.

1. Learn to work the toilet seat.
You're a big girl. If it's up, put it
down. We need it up, you need it down.
You don't hear us complaining about
you leaving it down.

1. Saturday = sports . It's like the
full moon or the changing of the tides.
Let it be.

1. Shopping is not a sport. And no, we
are never going to think of it that
way.

1. Crying is blackmail.

1. Ask for what you want. Let's be
clear on this one:
....Subtle hints do not work!
....Strong hints do not work!
....Obvious hints do not work!
....JUST SAY IT!

1. "Yes" and "No" are perfectly
acceptable answers to almost every
question.

1. Come to us with a problem only if
you want help solving it. That's what
we do. Sympathy is what your
girlfriends are for.

1. A headache that lasts for 17 months
is a problem. See a doctor.

1. Anything we said 6 months ago is
inadmissible in an argument. In fact,
all comments become null and void after
7 days.

1. If you think you're fat, you
probably are. Don't ask us.

1. If something we said can be
interpreted two ways, and one of the
ways makes you sad and angry, we meant
the other one.

1. You can either ask us to do
something, or tell us how you want it
done.
....Not both.
....If you already know best how to do
it, just do it yourself.

1. Whenever possible, please say what
you have to say during commercials.

1. Christopher Columbus did not need
directions and neither do we.

1. All men see only in 16 colors, like
Windows default settings.
....Peach, for example, is a fruit, not
a color. Pumpkin is also a fruit.
....We have no idea what mauve is.

1. If it itches, it will be scratched.
We do that.

1. If we ask what is wrong and you say
"nothing", we will act like nothing is
wrong. We know you are lying, but it is
just not worth the hassle.

1. If you ask a question you don't want
an answer to, expect an answer you
don't
want to hear.

1. When we have to go somewhere,
absolutely anything you wear is fine.
Really!

1. Don't ask us what we're thinking
about unless you are prepared to
discuss
such topics as:
....Sex
....Sports or
....Cars

1. You have enough clothes

1. You have too many shoes

1. I am in shape. round is a shape.

1. Thank you for reading this; yes, I
know, I have to sleep on the couch
tonight, but did you know men really
don't mind that? It's like camping.

I saw Transformers yesterday after two weeks of wanting to watch it. Unfortunately, I expected too much from the movie. The robots were really good and i found myself getting excited when Optimus Prime started talking, but as the movie progressed I was actually screaming inside "Less talking, more Transforming!!!". Yes, it turn "human movie" as Tobie said. I found a lot of unnecessary characters, dialogue, and scenes. It was a good movie but not memorable at all.

The movie also made me reminisce some animation I love too watch when I a kid. I remember waking early in the morning during the weekends just to watch them. Who could forget Thundercats, G.I. Joe, He-Man (the first edition, She-ra, Dino Riders, Ghostbusters, and so much more. It really feels good to remembers those shows, just be sure when you talk about it make sure your with the same or older generation or else you'll get that weird look and get that feeling that your getting really old.

MARRIAGY

I finally meet Aprile’s older sister, Cherry, today when I visited her mom in the hospital. She was really okay and fun to be with, but I knew that there would be a problem when the thing called religion came up. As most of you know, I’m a Mormon and Aprile is a Catholic--“a devout Catholic.” We really stayed away from the issue, but I knew it would come out eventually.

So, the visit went well. When it was time for Cherry to leave, Aprile went down with her. It took some time for her to come back. I asked what they did, and she said they had a chat about a lot things, including me. I, being ever the curious asked what said about me. Everything was good until my religion came up. Her sister went a little apprehensive about me being of a different religion, and she was quite worried about Aprile changing her religion. She told her sister that everything was okay and she had no plans of changing hers, and it wasn’t a problem in our relationship and that I was okay with it (I really am).

We ended up talking about our plans for the future, and then she told me that she dreamed about having a Catholic marriage and already had a priest in mind.

Don’t get me wrong here. I would marry her no matter what, but I think I’ll burn to ashes once I step in a “church” at the moment. That might’ve been overly exaggerated, but God and I have not been in good terms for a while now. The idea of me getting married under any religion is not sitting very well with me. I still believe in everything about my faith, but there’s still this hate (excuse me for the word) inside me, that part of me that’s hurt, alone, bitter, and keeps on asking why. It’s funny that these feelings are still with me after all that’s been said and done. I know a lot of people would be sad and confused, but that’s just how I feel right now.

For Aprile, I love you and still love to marry you in the future. Don’t worry it about I’ll think of something. WUBBERS!!!

Smile!!!

First, Mika's new video, which made me have a great time watching. It's very entertaining and "happy". It also has a really good message. Even though, he and this video reminds of the Freddie Mercury and Fat-bottomed Girls, its really a matter of perspective I guess, as long as your having fun and happy I see nothing wrong with it.



On my side of the planet, a very good example why I really don't watch local movies. It's suppose to be a action movie but it turns out to be a parody of all good action movies. Exploding obviously fake helicopters, heroes that could stand a beating would kill a human, able to shoot an automatic rifle with one hand, and of course crappy lines. Ito lang ang masasabi ko, SAGING LANG SANGING LANG ANG MAY PUSO!!!

Fantastic Four

Just got to see Fantastic Four: Rise of the Silver Surfer. At first, I wasn't expecting much from it , but it turned out pretty well. I liked the way they tried to stick to the comics as much as possible and the surfer was pretty cool.



I even liked how they portrayed Galactus, considering he was a giant that looked like this.



The only thing that weirded me out was when the surfer brought the Invisible Woman back from the dead. I never thought he could do that. All in all it was a pretty good movie and worth your money.

Everybody's Free (To Wear Sunscreen)

Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of ’99
If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be
it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by
scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable
than my own meandering
experience…I will dispense this advice now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh nevermind; you will not
understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded.
But trust me, in 20 years you’ll look back at photos of yourself and
recall in a way you can’t grasp now how much possibility lay before
you and how fabulous you really looked….You’re not as fat as you
imagine. Don’t worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as
effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing
bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that
never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm
on some idle Tuesday. Do one thing everyday that scares you Sing Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts, don’t put up with
people who are reckless with yours. Floss Don’t waste your time on jealousy; sometimes you’re ahead, sometimes
you’re behind…the race is long, and in the end, it’s only with
yourself. Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults; if you
succeed in doing this, tell me how. Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements. Stretch Don’t feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your
life…the most interesting people I know didn’t know at 22 what they
wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year
olds I know still don’t. Get plenty of calcium. Be kind to your knees, you’ll miss them when they’re gone. Maybe you’ll marry, maybe you won’t, maybe you’ll have children,maybe
you won’t, maybe you’ll divorce at 40, maybe you’ll dance the funky
chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary…what ever you do, don’t
congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself either – your
choices are half chance, so are everybody else’s. Enjoy your body,
use it every way you can…don’t be afraid of it, or what other people
think of it, it’s the greatest instrument you’ll ever
own.. Dance…even if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room. Read the directions, even if you don’t follow them. Do NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly. Get to know your parents, you never know when they’ll be gone for
good. Be nice to your siblings; they are the best link to your past and the
people most likely to stick with you in the future. Understand that friends come and go,but for the precious few you
should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and
lifestyle because the older you get, the more you need the people you
knew when you were young. Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard; live
in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft. Travel. Accept certain inalienable truths, prices will rise, politicians will
philander, you too will get old, and when you do you’ll fantasize
that when you were young prices were reasonable, politicians were
noble and children respected their elders. Respect your elders. Don’t expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund,
maybe you have a wealthy spouse; but you never know when either one
might run out. Don’t mess too much with your hair, or by the time you're 40, it will
look 85. Be careful whose advice you buy, but, be patient with those who
supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of
fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the
ugly parts and recycling it for more than
it’s worth. But trust me on the sunscreen…

I found some old songs in my small collection. I never thought that I have this song and as I was listening to it some really good thoughts especially on the sunscreen :)

Heroes

I've been playing Heroes of Might and Magic V for awhile now. Its a turn-based strategy game (for us who does not have lightning reflexes and sometimes what to eat while playing :>). It;s also one of those games that you start a map when there is still daylight and half-way through the map it's already dark.

It's not as good as the first three but it still better than the fourth. I'm still a long way to go and I actually just downloaded the expansion.

GRACE KELLY-MIKA

I wanna talk to you
The last time we talked Mr. Smith you reduced me to tears
I promise you it wont happen again
Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty?
Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?

I could be wholesome
I could be loathsome
guess I'm a little bit shy
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me without making me try?

I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie, mmm
I've gone identity mad!

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!
Getting angry doesn't solve anything

How can I help it
How can I help it
How can I help what you think?
Hello my baby
Hello my baby
Putting my life on the brink
Why don't you like me
Why don't you like me
Why don't you like yourself?
Should I bend over?
Should I look older just to be put on your shelf?

I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie mmm
I've gone identity mad!

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
walk out the door!

Say what you want to satisfy yourself
But you only want what everybody else says you should want
you want

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
walk out the door!

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
walk out the door!
uuuuuua
Humphry were leaving
kerching!

My new favorite song right now (thanks to Tobie). He sounded like Freddie Mercury and he sings about really interesting and amusing topics enjoy.

Movie Quotes

Being referred as a thing has never been so much fun... hehehehe!

The power of Urim compels you.

Which movie was this quote from?

Get your own quotes:

Mrs. Robinson, you're trying to seduce Urim. Aren't you?

Which movie was this quote from?

Get your own quotes:

You had me at Urim.

Which movie was this quote from?

Get your own quotes:

EXPLANATION

I have been trying to escape reality for a long time. I guess that is what happens when you don’t face your problems and conflict in life. At first, it all great showing the illusion that you’re able get back at you’re life and live normally or possibly happy. But in the end, everything catches up to you and ending up getting worse than you use too.

I still have voices in my head frequently and fighting them is a losing battle. Nightmares are still there with less frequent but will still drain you of your courage to move on in life. Guilt is a constant companion with all the mistakes in life real or imagined (I honestly don’t know what really happened in some parts of my life). Disappointment and regret fills my mind daily. I tried to be strong, but I guess I’m really weak and in the end I just broke down.

I’m really sorry to those that are getting hurt because I honestly don’t know how to explain it. I’m just really scared right now and very weak.

Look! Celebrity Look-A-Likes!

Found this interesting site. My honey's look-a-likes were okay, but for some strange reason mine are almost all girls. Hehehe!

hmmmm

Something my honey wrote for me:

I reach out, yet you keep turning away.
What must I do to make you stay?
We're not all happy smiles and laughter.
We're not so shallow as a street gutter.
We are two people in love--
We are two people who love
...Right?
Why won't you just let us be,
Why won't you just let me be
A woman in love
The woman who loves
U.

Until then, I'll wait here, outside, on your doorstep.

Please let me in.

Don't worry hon, you're always inside me.

Back 2 Good

It's nothin,
It's so normal
You just stand there
I could say so much,
But I don't go there cuz I don't want to
I was thinkin if you were lonely
Maybe we could leave here and no one would know
At least not to the point we would think so

And everyone here
Knows everyone here is thinking 'bout somebody else
Well, it's best if we all keep it under our hats And I couldn't tell if anyone here was feelin the way I do,
But I'm lonely now,
And I don't know how to get it back to good

This don't mean that, you own me, well
This ain't no good, in fact it's phony as hell
Yeah, but things worked out just like you wanted...too
If you see me out you don't know me,
Try to turn your head, try to give me some room
Ah, to figure out just what I'm gonna do

Cause everyone here
Hates everyone here for doing just like they do
And it's best if we all keep this quiet instead
And I couldn't tell
Why everyone here was doing me like they do
But I'm sorry now, and I don't know how
To get it back to good

And everyone here
Is wondering what it's like to be with somebody else
And everyone here's to blame
And everyone here gets caught up in the pleasure or the pain
Yeah, well, everyone here hides shades of shame
Yeah, but looking inside we're the same, we're the same
And we're all grown now,
Yeah, but we don't know how
To get it back to good

Everyone here
Knows everyone here is thinking 'bout somebody else
And it's best if we all keep this
Under our heads, yeah, our heads
Yeah, see, I couldn't tell now,
If anyone here was feeling the way I do
But it's over now,
Yeah. I don't know how,
Guess it's over now,
There's no getting back to good

Random Thoughts for the Insane

I’m sitting right now with a thousand thoughts passing through my mind from fish to religion, to my goals and comic books. I don’t know if I’m still awake or sane just typing that’s all I know hmmm seems to be really dark but the lights turn on I’m sweating but its cold where am I oh yeah I’m in front of the computer hehehehe! Really horny maybe just lonely I guess oh shit I’m beginning to rhyme again. A turtle is flying to my room all green and really big Donatello is his name yes he is teenage mutant ninja turtle God why am I empty I hate you it’s really cold right now shut up Jared I’m not talking really now so back to the topic what’s topic oh yeah I forgot just rumbling I guess I want a kid really but can I raise them scared how can I take care of someone I want to eat. Haven’t been sleeping or am I asleep reality kinda in a blur lately. I’m fat and I need to lose weight tired but I don’t know why am I rambling I don’t how in the world should I know alone weird isn’t it how everything is doing okay and I have to destroy everything quitter hahahahaha!!! Shut up why you laughing really I’m not not talking to you so shut up okay stop fighting all of you this my turn says who me we don’t agree with you shut up I agree with him its his turn his one of us now don’t touch me I’ll talk to you all later let me finish bye

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Happy Birthday Honeyness!!! (I'm beginning to sound like you :P) I'm really happy to be a part of your life. You are one of the strongest person I've ever meet. You make my life complete. Always smile honey. I love you.

Holy week

It's Black Saturday, and I'm all alone in the house, as my family went to Zambales for the weekend. I didn't go with them, because I was planning to have some rest and I wasn't in the mood to travel.

I was rummaging through some of my stuff, when I found some of my journals when I was a missionary. A lot of memories came rushing to my mind--most of them I'd rather forget. I then remembered a song written on the back of one of the journals. It almost made me cry when I tried singing it. I don't know why, but I know something is missing in my life, though I am not yet ready to face it.

And the Roman soldiers laughed,
as they saw their prisoner stumble
He did not revile them back,
wondering I asked who was this man so humble
And the woman by my side,
choked on her reply,
as she struggled not to weep
The tears flowed down her cheeks,
her heart breaking as she cried

Oh Lord my Redeemer,
thou has done so much for me
Oh Lord my Redeemer,
all my love I give to thee

Then the crowd went pushing on,
and I felt compelled to follow
I knew that they were wrong,
but they mocked Him all along
Suddenly my heart felt hollow,
for they nailed Him to a tree
On a hill called Calvary,
as I stood there filled with wonder
The Heavens roared with thunder,
and again I heard this plea

Oh Lord my Redeemer,
thou has done so much for me
Oh Lord my Redeemer,
all my love I give to thee

I could not forget his face,
and I wandered from that place
With the questions ever burning and each answer came with grace
And I knelt in earnest prayer,
and his memory still there
In the morning I felt joy beyond compare And the day turned into three,
morning found me in a garden
The gentle April breeze returned me to my knees
Pleading for a pardon,
and I can’t say when or why

You opened up my eyes,
his feet were there before
His hands were open o’er me,
His face I recognized

Oh Lord my Redeemer,
thou has done so much for me
Oh Lord my Redeemer,
all my love I give to thee.

This week on...

I saw two movies this week and both reminded me of my childhood, or at least from what I remember.


First was "Rocky Balboa", I know it was kinda weird for a 60-something boxing the reigning heavy champion of the world, surviving 10 rounds, and losing only to a split decision. But Rocky always has been that way, being the "underdog". It wasn't really impressive, but it brought a lot of memories watching betamax with my uncles and cousins. Really good days.


Next was TMNT ( Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles). I don't why Aprile didn't want to watch this, but I was able to convince her after three days. Hehehe!!! Now, this really brought a lot of memories. Dressing up as the turtles, crying to my parents to buy me the toys, and shouting "COWABUNGA" every time the show was on TV. I still miss the nineties version, but I'm happy the personalities of the turtles hasn't changed.


I forgot to mention it here. Aprile and I bought a pair of hamsters a couple of months ago. They were really small then, but they're really fat now and cute. Hehehe!!!

To Aprile

I've tried writing something for my honey right, now but my mind is blank and I have no idea what to say. Guess I'll just do what others do. "IKANTA NA LANG!!!"

I was alone not long ago without a love to call my own
I was afraid and thought it wasn't meant for me
I didn't need anybody else that was what I would tell myself
And I believed that that was how it would be

I used to think that I was fine, oh, that I was doin' okay
I didn't know that I was blind I just went on along my way
I didn't know what I was missing till I felt your tender lips
Kissing my fears away
I'm so glad you're here to stay

Chorus:
I never had somebody I could lean on
I never had a shoulder I could cry on till I found you baby
Till I found you...
And I never had somebody I would think about
I never had someone I couldn't do without till I found you baby
Till I found you...

I had been badly hurt before
Ever since then I would ignore a chance for love-
I thought it was a lie
I learned to rely upon myself and
I thought I was doing well until you came up with something
I just cant deny

I used to think that I was fine
Oh that I was doing alright
I would go on and do my thing
Everyday and every night
I didnt know what I was missing till I felt your
Tender love fillin' me up inside
I love you with all my might

Chorus:
I never had somebody I could lean on
I never had a shoulder I could cry on till I found you baby
Till I found you...
And I never had somebody I would think about
I never had someone I couldn't do without till I found you baby
Till I found you...

And I never knew how good a love could feel..
Till I found you
And I never thought that a love could be so real...
Till I found you..

High School

I saw some of my high school friends last Saturday. It was great to see them and catch up on what happen to each others' lives. It was kinda funny that not much have change except gaining a couple of pounds and receding hairlines for some . We talk about almost any topic we could come up with especially past relationships and what happened to some of our friends and classmates. It's funny to note that most our batch are either married and have kids.

It was actually funny that my friends really saw as the distant, carefree, apathetic, and smart person. I actually never saw myself like that rather I saw myself as a goof ball.

High school was the best days of my life. It gave us enough freedom to do what we want, without the complications of life that we put upon ourselves. We were free, idealistic , optimistic, and slightly innocent (not really). I'm happy that I can look back into that part and smile with all the great memories I had.

Happy Monthsary!!!

Happy Monthsary honey!!! Wow! It's been three months now. That was fast, but I guess that really happens when you have fun together. Sorry about the late post. Anyway, I love you and thanks for everything. You give me reason to love life. I promise to be always be there and remain faithful to you. I LOVE YOU!!!

The 300

Aprile and I watched The 300 last Friday for our monthsary. I must say it's one of the best movies I've seen in my life. I was really happy that they really tried to stick to the comic book. The changes were understandable and acceptable. It was really awesome to see that the actors really portrayed the characters as in the comics.

Of course, as Tobie pointed out, there were some stuffs that I guess were funny, like with all the blood, gore, and flying body parts in the battles, they only got dirt on their bodies and Xerxes' obsession with men kneeling before him. Also, where did the horseman go after chopping the guys head? It seems that he disappeared after he chopped the guy's head off. It's just safe to assume then that he got killed of screen.

Lastly, I was reminded to use the washroom before a movie or you might spend an hour trying to hold your bladder.

February Update

I know it's kinda late, but I was really busy and the blasted DSL wasn't working. That's why I couldn't post anything for a while. I must say it was a good month, mostly because of my honey (I love you).

I lost my phone recently. It got stolen when I sleeping in the bus. I guess it was time for me to replace it. I already had it for more than three years, and it really needed to be replaced. Unfortunately, it had become more of a camera than an actual phone. Hehehe!









I also watched a lot of movies this month. Not counting the movies I watch in dvd I watched a total of at least eight movies, namely:

-Epic Movie
-Arthur and the Invisibles
-Curse of the Golden Flower
-Pursuit of Happyness
-The Fountain
-Music and Lyrics
-Ghost Rider
-The Number 23

I don't know where exactly I find the time to do this, but I guess if you want to spend time with someone you'll find a way. I'm happy to find someone who likes movies like me. I love you honey.

WAY BACK TO LOVE

This song has been playing my head for quite awhile now since I watched it last week. The song is so mushy and catchy it won't leave my head. Also, Aprile has been singing it incessantly.

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need 'em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through whithout a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Latin Quotes Part 1

I recently discovered this on the net. It's really interesting, check it out

Absum! - I'm outta here!
Aegroto, dum anima est, spes esse dicitur - It is said that for a sick man, there is hope as long as there is life
Aeronavis abstractio a prestituto cursu - Hijacking
Age. Fac ut gaudeam - Go ahead. Make my day!
Amicule, deliciae, num is sum qui mentiar tibi? -Baby, sweetheart, would I lie to you?
An nescis, mi fili, quantilla sapientia mundus regatur? - Don't you know then, my son, how little wisdom rules the world?
Animadvertistine, ubicumque stes, fumum recta in faciem ferri? - (At a barbeque) Ever noticed how wherever you stand, the smoke goes right into your face?
Appareo Decet Nihil Munditia? - Is It Not Nifty?
Apudne te vel me? - Your place or mine?
Aspice, officio fungeris sine spe honoris amplioris- Face it, you're stuck in a dead end job
Astra non mentiuntur, sed astrologi bene mentiuntur de astris - The stars never lie, but the astrologs lie about the stars
Bene, cum Latine nescias, nolo manus meas in te maculare - Well, if you don't understand plain Latin, I'm not going to dirty my hands on you
Bovina Sancta! - Holy cow!
Braccae illae virides cum subucula rosea et tunica Caledonia-quam elenganter concinnatur! - Those green pants go so well with that pink shirt and the plaid jacket!
Braccae tuae aperiuntur - Your fly is open
Brevior saltare cum deformibus mulieribus est vita- Life is too short to dance with ugly women
Brevior saltare cum deformibus viris est vita - Life is too short to dance with ugly men
Brevis esse latoro obscurus fio - When I try to be brief, I speak gobbledegook
Canis meus id comedit - My dog ate it
Caro putridas es! - You're dead meat
Carpe Cerevisi - Seize the beer!
caput tuum saxum immane mittam - I have a catapult. Give me all your money, or I will fling an enormous rock at your head
Cave canem, te necet lingendo - Beware of the dog, he may lick you to death
Cave canem - Beware of the dog
Cave cibum, valde malus est - Beware the food, it is very bad
Cave ne ante ullas catapultas ambules - If I were you, I wouldn't walk in front of any catapults
Certamen bikini-suicidus-disci mox coepit? - Does the Bikini-Suicide-Frisbee match start soon?
Certe, toto, sentio nos in kansate non iam adesse- You know, Toto, I have a feeling we're not inKansas anymore
Cogito sumere potum alterum - I think I'll have another drink
Corripe Cervisiam - Seize the beer!
Coruscantes disci per convexa caeli volantes -Flying saucers
Crapulam terriblem habeo - I have a terrible hangover
Credidi me felem vidisse! - I tought I taw a puddy tat!
Credo elvem etiam vivere - I believe Elvis lives
Cuiusvis hominis est errare; nullius nisi insipientis in errore perseverare - Any man can make a mistake; only a fool keeps making the same one
Cum catapultae proscriptae erunt tum soli proscript catapultas habebunt - When catapults are outlawed, only outlaws will have catapults
Cur etiam hic es - Why are you still here?
Da mihi basilia mille - Kiss me with a thousand kisses
Da mihi castitatem et continentiam, sed noli modo! - Make me chaste and pure, but not yet!
Da mihi sis bubulae frustrum assae, solana tuberosa in modo gallico fricta, ac quassum lactatum coagulatum crassum - Give me a hamburger, french fries, and a thick shake
Da mihi sis cerevisiam dilutam - I'll have a light beer
Da mihi sis crustum Etruscum cum omnibus in eo- I'll have a pizza with everything on it
De inimico non loquaris sed cogites - Don't wish ill for your enemy; plan it
Deus ex machina - A contrived or artificial solution. (literally, 'a god from a machine')
Di! Ecce hora! Uxor mea me necabit! - God, look at the time! My wife will kill me!Diabolus fecit, ut id facerem! - The devil made me do it!
Dic mihi solum facta, domina - Just the facts,
ma'amDuc, sequere, aut de via decede - Lead, follow, or get out of the way
Ducator meus nihil agit sine lagunculae leynidae accedunt - My calculator does not work without batteries
Duco ergo sum - I calculate therefore I am
Dum inter homines sumus, colamus humanitatem- As long as we are among humans, let us be humane. (Seneca)
Eram quod es, eris quod sum - I was what you are, you will be what I am. (grave inscription)
Ergo bibamus - Therefore, let us drink

Autobots, transform and roll out!

I can't wait to see it. I just wished they tried to stick to the original story.

FEBRUARY

Valentine’s Day is coming up next week, and happy to say that I’m not gonna be lonely. (HAHAHAHA!) We actually have lots of plans already for next week. I hope everything goes according to plan. Good thing I allowed some leeway for those spontaneous plans. Anyway, it's our monthsary tomorrow, and I’m still clueless on what to do for her.

I LOVE YOU HONEY!!!

SHABU-SHABU

Honey
( she said she looked fat. I love you!)

She looks sexy next to me.

I'm really getting fat.

Finally I got to access my blog. I was having problems accessing it for a couple of weeks already. I think it's because of the earthquake in Taiwan. Anyway, here are some pics (I look really fat). Lots of things happened recently but I have to say that I'm happy.

VICE

My brother left for his mission today. He is assigned to go to the U.S., and that means he will be far from us. We shall surely miss him but we know he is doing a great and marvelous thing, and our prayers are always with him. I didn’t say a word to him as he entered the airport. I just waved at him to say goodbye. I’m really proud of him. He has done his best and we can’t ask more for him. I love my brother and I’m even willing to give my life for him.

INSPIRED

A lot of people notice a change in me lately. They say that I’m not melancholic anymore. I have that warm smile that I used to have. I guess the reason is that I’m in a relationship right now. Her name is Aprile Joy (I know some people would be laughing, but trust me I had no idea that was her real name until after we started dating. I always called her Amber.) She’s been a real angel in my life. Life seems to have more meaning. Lately, I sometimes find myself looking forward to the next day just to be with her even though I’m still with her.

Life has given something that makes me happy. I think I’m gonna do everything to keep this one for good. Hehehe!

BUSY

Happy New Year!!! So many things have happened over the holiday season, but no time to write. Hehehehe! Tell you soon.

Michael V.

Michael V. has done it again for the "nth" time he has made the philippines a happier and funnier place to live in. I enjoy watching this video cause it reminds me of a lot of people. Hehehe! 2 thumbs up for Michael V.

Really exhausted right now, but very happy...

The Nativity

I watched “the nativity” yesterday with Aprile. It was a very good movie, which gave a new perspective to the nativity story. It gave equal focus to Mary and Joseph, giving new meaning to the line “Joseph is good man. I actually enjoyed listening to the wise men especially Balthazar’s need for dates and nuts

Something in my heart stirred while watching the movie. It’s just as if I yearn for something and I was near the thing that could fill up the emptiness in my soul.

I just have one problem with movie though and I think it is just me but the angel Gabriel just gives me the creeps for some reason.

RECAP

My life has been quite eventful lately. It has its difficulties but it been interesting otherwise. Still working (thank heavens!) and still broke. Hehehe! It has been getting a little stressful due to the paperwork but still manageable. I actually find myself having fun sometimes.

I had a couple of problems with some friends that I rather not discuss here, but I do feel bad that they feel that way but I guess that’s just me and being a stiff and a square also makes you not good with politics and social relationships (hmmmm, explains why I like paperwork).

My crush is going home in a couple back in to Korea. I am going to miss her but I guess but that is life and she needs to back where she belongs. At least, I get to hangout with her before she goes.

I don’t have sleep yet. I have been up for 48 hours now. I was up all night with the tropa playing Giovanni chronicles. I’ll always be thankful for Tobie and the group for letting me join them. I really need to play. It’s my way of relieving the stress.

I really miss Pia and hopes she comes back before Christmas.

chickens

Just something to make us smile. Brings some nostalgia to my life

SOMEBODY TO LOVE

Can.. (anybody find me somebody to love?)
(ooh...)

Each morning I get up, I die a little
Can't barely stand on my feet
| Take a look in the mirror and cry
|(Take a look at yourself, in the mirror, and cry! Yeah, yeah)
Lord what you're doing to me
|I have spent all my years in believing you
|(ooh, ooh believing you)
_
|But I just can't get no relief, Lord!
|(I just can't get no relief, Lord!)


Somebody, (somebody), oh somebody (somebody)
| Can anybody find me somebody to love?
|(anybody find me) Yeah..

I work (he works hard) every day of my life
I work till I ache my bones
At the end (At the end of the day)
I take home
|(goes home, goes home on his own)
| my hard earned pay all on my own -
I get down (down) on my knees (knees)
And I start to pray (praise the Lord!)
|Till the tears run down from my eyes, Lord!
|(ooh, ooh, ooh Lord!)

Somebody (somebody), ooh somebody! (please)
|Can anybody find me - somebody to love?
|(Can anybody find me)

(He works hard)
Everyday (everyday)
|And I try and I try and I try
|(I try and I try and I try)
But everybody wants to put me down
They say I'm goin' crazy
They say I got a lot of water in my brain
I got no common sense
I got nobody left to believe
|(He's got nobody left to believe)
(Yeah yeah yeah yeah)

(Ooh Lord)
Oh Somebody, ooh (somebody)
|Anybody find me
|(anybody find me)
Somebody to love?
(Can, anybody, find me, someone to love?)

Got no feel, I got no rhythm
I just keep losing my beat (you just keep losing, and losing)
I'm ok, I'm alright (he's alright, he's alright)
I ain't gonna face no defeat (yeah, yeah)
I just gotta get out of this
|Prison cell
|(ooh, ooh, Prison cell)
_
|Someday I'm gonna be free, Lord!
|(Someday I'm gonna be free, Lord! )

Find me somebody to love (x11)
Can anybody find me - somebody to love?
Find me somebody to love (x8)

I'm proud to be a Filipino

Well, finally found out who finished the last episode of the "trilogy" of their fights. It was kinda short but satisfying, as expected from the both of them.

Pacquiao's and Morales' has really brought boxing for us to a new level. Its no longer two men beating the crap out of each other, its a matter of national pride. Both men carry on their backs the name of their country a "really big " responsibility. In the end, it was Pacquiao who emerge victorious, and we are forever grateful for what he has done for our country's pride. To Morales, well he did the good fight and to him I give my respect.

ALCOHOL

Great news people!!! I got drunk last night and can't remember a damn thing that happened at certain point. I really feel stupid right now, plus have a massive headache. I sometimes ask myself why in the world I'm doing these things. I used to hate alcohol and everything it stands for, and here I am being one of them.

And whoever gave me the idea I can go one on one with a korean. I know she's a girl, but she drinks regularly and she can hold her alcohol. I think blurted out a lot of things considering I'm very honest and no control on what I saying when I'm drunk.

I wish give more details but no I have idea of what happened. I can't even remember how I got home.

balloons and weird balls

I tried something new lately. I made balloon sculptures. It was actually fun making them. hehehe

I finally figured out what this thing is. Its actually a massage ball hence the antennas. I was laughing so hard when somebody explained it to me.

wheezing

Right now, I'm here sitting in front of the computer barely breathing (I'm having an asthma attack). I feel so helpless, because I can't do anything. I wish I could do something aside from stare at the computer and wheeze the hours away.

I really miss my friends. All I do is go to work and slave the hours away. I miss the care free days, where my only worry is how to survive the week with my allowance (I spent a lot of money on useless stuff). I'm being nostalgic again.

But life ain't bad. Yeah there are problems, but I can smile whenever I want and really feels great. Thinking too much is a problem but I come to accept that just me. I do too much introspection and that makes me me.

Work

And they say we don't work much

Cute

Here is something to put a smile on your faces :)
(Thanks Tom!)

Its so easy to fall in love

I have done it again!!! I have a song stuck in my again and its playing non-stop (this is all your fault tobs). It kinda ironic though that of all the songs its this one.

It's so easy to fall in love
It's so easy to fall in love
People tell me love's for fools
Here I go, breaking all the rules
It seems so easy
(It's so easy, it's so easy, it's so easy)
Yeah, so doggone easy
(It's so easy, it's so easy, it's so easy)
Oh, it seems so easy
(It's so easy, it's so easy, it's so easy)
Yeah, where you're concerned, my heart can learn
(It's so easy, it's so easy, Ooooh)
Oh-oh-oh
It's so easy to fall in love
It's so easy to fall in love
(guitarsolo)
Look into your heart and see
What your love book has set aside for me
It seems so easy
(It's so easy, it's so easy, it's so easy)
Yeah, so doggone easy
(It's so easy, it's so easy, it's so easy)
Oh, it seems so easy
(It's so easy, it's so easy, it's so easy)
Yeah, where you're concerned, my heart can learn
(It's so easy, it's so easy, Ooooh)
Oh-oh-oh
It's so easy to fall in love
It's so easy to fall in love
(guitarsolo)
It seems so easy
(It's so easy, it's so easy, it's so easy)
Yeah, so doggone easy
(It's so easy, it's so easy, it's so easy)
Yeah, it seems so easy
(It's so easy, it's so easy, it's so easy)
Oh, where you're concerned, my heart can learn
(It's so easy, it's so easy, Ooooh)
Oh-oh-oh
It's so easy to fall in love
It's so easy to fall in love
It's so easy to fall in love
It's so easy to fall in love
It's so easy to fall in love
(Wa-uh-oh)
It's so easy to fall in love

Self-Portrait SouthPark Style

Now I remember...

Now I remember why stayed I away from responsibility for the longest time. It is the "STRESS"!!! Hehehehe!!! Anyway, it honestly does feel good to be part of something growing. Unfortunately, my butt has been suffering for being stuck in chair for couple of hours. I really do miss horsing around and acting childishly. Some of my friends actually said that I have changed all of sudden.

Anyway, for those who hasn't heard of it yet I just got promoted from an agent to assistant team captain. I love my team; we are just a bunch of misfits, from the mentally insane (that's me) to the wallflowers (you who know are!). Also, I would like give special mention to our Ma’am Joana, for being the coolest team captain (Sipsip!).

The downside of the story is that I can't join the YSA conference next week. I really have to be there because of the level tests. I just can't leave my TC for two days, and with the work load we have it would be really difficult for her. Ang bait ko sobra!!!

What we do at work aside from work

Let me

This song has been bugging me ever since I first heard it live. I know its a shampoo commercial jingle, but who cares right. It took me awhile to know the title of the song but with much research and hard work I was able to know the title and lyrics of the song.

Let Me
Orange And Lemons


... Love
You turn my head, but instead

Refrain:
You turn my head, but instead
I feel so lonely
I feel for you, I've got to say
You put a spell on me
I open my eyes, softly and wide
Lovely flower, you're my sunshine
I open my eyes, softly and wide
Lovely flower, you're my sunshine


Light is filtering, your eyes are glimmering
Let me hold you, let me hold you
I think that it's a sign you've opened up the inner creases of your mind
Let me kiss you, let me kiss you

(Repeat Refrain)

Hope is signaling, happiness is beckoning
Let me love you, let me love you
I think that it's a sign, no more walls to keep me by your side
Let me touch you, let me touch you

(Repeat Refrain)